About

About 10 or so years ago something changed within me to do a 180* on what I find appealing, sexuality enticing, alluring. I struggled with this for awhile ,but came to realize this feeling of attraction was strong and I wasn't about to wish it away or push from my thoughts. I can't say however it's unfortunately these desire only came to me later in my life ,because my early life had brought some wonderful rewards and those rewards continue to present day. But because of my early life rewards I'm forced to live in the "CLOSET!!! ", I said it !, LOL. It's a struggle I'm sure many face, male & female alike and what their brain is telling them what they find appealing and what society says is acceptable. Some will say, " JUST LIVE YOUR LIFE ", I only wish it were just my life impacted by living life large and carrying on as if I hadn't a care. This would unfair and selfish of me knowing the potential negative impact of those I hold dear. I envy many of you who are free to act out your desires in open. I do not find men the least bit attractive, nor desirable and personally would find that type sexual interaction offensive. These powerful thoughts of you wonderful ladies & gurls who act more feminine then many woman I encounter I find most attractive. With their equipment and all. Would love to find a kind and gentle gurl to experiment with :)) Thank you for taking the time to read. I do hope for acceptance in my explanation..............TURNOFFS , Smoking, hairy bodies