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I have never been involved in a relationship with a rich woman, and Ms. Cat definitely qualifies as wealthy. A multi-million-dollar house in an exclusive neighborhood (she also bought the lot in back so nobody builds to block the view), three luxury cars, a vacation home, commissioned art, a personal chef, personal trainer, gardener, cleaning staff, designer clothes, jewelry, First Class plane tickets, etc. And that’s just the stuff I know about. There is nothing cheap about anything she owns…well, maybe except me. She makes a fortune from her law practice, but I get the feeling she has other… Read more

Ms. Cat has returned with a vengeance. Since she has returned from her vacation in Hawaii, we’ve had a couple of intense encounters. I have decided not to tell her about the airport fiasco, because it would likely end our relationship. I realize how rare it is to find a sadistic, dominant woman like her, and I have learned from that lesson. It won’t happen again. I had been in chastity a total of 18 days since she left for vacation. I have been placed in chastity by other Mistresses before, but never that long. I am a chronic masturbation addict, and it’s normal for me to jack off at least th… Read more

Sometimes my blog acts as a journal, but unfortunately today it is a confessional. It would be easy to blame the chastity device for what I have done, and there is no doubt it played a factor in my transgression, but I knew what I did was wrong and did it anyway. It was a conscious decision. What’s done is done, but now the question is whether I tell her or not. There will be no harm if I keep it to myself other than a guilty conscience. I also know there is a good chance that she kicks me to the curb if I tell her. Yet, at my core I believe honesty is the best the policy, even if she hasn’t… Read more

So I've been locked up for a week now, and I'm climbing the walls. Ms. Cat and the key to my salvation are in Hawaii at the present time. While the cage is fairly tight, it doesn't pinch so there is still no pain wearing it, but that's not the problem. I feel on edge with pent up frustration. I'm sure that was her intent, but at my age I didn't expect to feel the urgency so badly. I've been placed in chastity before, but it seems different this time. I feel like I'm breaking down in a big way. I have tried everything to get out, and even considered breaking it off. I can't do that because I'… Read more

I completed my fourth session of electrolysis last week, and the pubic hair is now permanently gone from my ass, cock, balls and entire groin area. They will have to do a cleanup session in a few weeks for any hairs they might have missed, but for now I have a reprieve from the zapping. I will confess that I like the result. Shaving my cock and ass has been a time wasting ritual that has a short life before the hair returns with a vengeance. I hate the itchy bumps when it starts to grow back, and in that state masturbation isn't nearly as enjoyable. However, now I love to take my smooth littl… Read more

Those of you who helped me with brainstorming a slave/sub/sissy name, thank you again for your help. I submitted a list of over 25 pet names to my Domme as she instructed. However, she didn't select any of them, as she had an idea of her own which makes complete sense. I was at her place Thursday and was hoping that she could bring this naming business to closure. My wish would soon be granted in a big way. She has selected my new designation and I anticipate the name will be permanent. When I arrived she bade me to step inside and then shut the door behind me. She told me to stop and look a… Read more

First off thank you for the names submitted here in my last post as well as those who messaged me privately. There were a lot of great sub/slave/sissy name ideas for me to form my list. My Domme is going to be the one naming me, so in the end my list is really nothing but brainstorming. It is possible that she finds none of these acceptable. These are the names I submitted to her: Nub Precious Kajiri Prissy Worm Pet Lacy Alice Kitten Daisy Twinkie Doll Lily Thrall Tootsie Tiny Flower Sweetcheeks Chaste Tramp Pearl Hubbette Pup Stretch Rosey Cupcake Serf Lamb Pup Peanut Pansy Brie Nano Softy C… Read more

My Domme has given me an assignment. I am to submit twenty sub/slave names to her when I next see her. She knows my given name (David), but has never used it in public or private. She calls me "Little One" or "Pet" from time to time, and she calls me "Bitch" when she pegs or punishes me. This assignment has given me some consternation, because I have no idea in what direction to take this. I've done several internet searches and eliminated the names that were more geared toward sensual domination "Piggie", "Doll", "Darling Slut", etc... I am also not consideration names that would suggest yo… Read more

I was with my Domme last night, and I have a few noteworthy things to add about what’s happening in our relationship. Some of the thoughts I will share are opinions based on empirical evidence from our interactions, and some things are purely speculative. There is a paradigm shift occurring in my mind right now, and I think it’s a good thing as long as I recognize the boundaries. First off, she doesn’t want a husband or even a boyfriend. That is becoming increasingly clear. We don’t have intercourse, although the physical interaction between us is quite intense. What disturbed me most at the… Read more

Yesterday afternoon was the first time I’ve seen my Domme in eight days. Although I missed her while she was gone, it was good to have time off from the peggings. The swelling and soreness I described in a previous post is gone now, but with her passion for the strap-on I expect these will be ongoing issues to deal with. She didn’t peg me yesterday, however. She had other plans. The last time I saw her she told me that she wanted my “disgusting ass hair” removed permanently. She made an appointment on my behalf at a place that specializes in hair removal. She picked me up at my home and told… Read more

My Domme returns from her trip on Monday. She’s been in communication with me on email and text messages, but last night she called me on her cell, and we had quite a conversation. She had been drinking wine, and she was bored and horny. I liked her in this state because the alcohol brings down her filters so that I can know what’s really on her mind. I found out a few things that I didn’t know about her, and how she feels about me. We’ve been dating (for lack of a better word) for about two months now. While there is spectacular D/s between us when we see each other, there isn’t intimacy…at… Read more

My Domme is out of town this week, so I’ve gotten a break from the ass pounding. I saw her three nights ago and she invited me to her home for the big reveal of some things she ordered on-line. Some of the items I already knew about because she had previously told me. However, there were several surprises and a few things I’m going to need to think through going forward. For the most part our BDSM sessions so far have revolved around three things: pegging, corporal punishment, and on demand oral service. Her favorite thing so far is to peg me but based on the contents of the packages, I belie… Read more

She's given me some things to think about. With the exception of the frequent pegging, I've had it relatively easy in terms of commitment. There are pros and cons to that. I would like to see her more, but she has compartmentalized our relationship. Basically when she is bored and feeling sadistic she texts me, and I'm there in a flash. I get the feeling at times that my role is that of stress relief when she's had a challenging day. I'm fine with that, although I'm smitten with her and would like our relationship to progress more deeply. I'm still learning about the things she likes and doesn… Read more

I am not complaining mind you, but I've been getting pegged a lot lately. The Domme I am serving at present has a huge strap-on fetish and she takes me hard and deep every time I see her. She has strong hips and incredible endurance, and all that "in and out" is taking it's toll. I don't want to let her down, but it's really testing my endurance and pain tolerance. I have found that having vigorous anal sex almost daily with a large dildo can lead to a few problems. In my case, it's swelling and a hemorrhoid has developed. I thought this entry might be useful for someone in my situation, and… Read more

About six weeks ago I was on a Femdom dating site and out of the blue I received a message from a woman claiming to be a Domme in my area. I was skeptical, but after about a week of daily chatting and picture exchanging I realized that she was indeed what she said she was. Eventually I turned on my webcam and she turned on hers, and we found we had mutual attraction for each other. We exchanged cell numbers and began texting, as well as exchanging email addresses for longer messages. She kept me at arm's length for a while, but eventually let her guard down. We hadn't physically met, but shar… Read more

A lot of things have happened since my last post. I was set to get my first Covid19 vaccine shot when the extreme winter storm hit Texas and shut virtually everything down. For those of you in the north who are accustomed to such weather, it's different down here. In my area, the last time it snowed at all was four years ago, and then it was only a light dusting. Temperatures may go below freezing for a day or two in the winter, but typically the temperature is cool not cold in the winter with high temperatures in the 60s Fahrenheit. The local and state governments typically do not prepare for… Read more

I want to share an experience that resonated deeply with me that occurred last week while I was taking a walk. Although it is not about Femdom per se, it has elements of female adoration and worship. I felt like it was important to write it down now while it is still fresh in my memory. There is a house just off the beaten path that I have admired for a long time. There was a small sign on the corner that advertised arts and crafts, so I thought I would stop in and see what kinds of things were for sale. The house is made of different colored stones and exudes rustic charm and natural beauty… Read more

This post is mostly for the men here, although a few females might be curious about what males find in their message box when they log on Xhamster. I realize that women have their own crosses to bear from all the b.s. they have to endure from countless anonymous men who start chatting their filthy fantasies before they even introduce themselves. You have my deepest sympathy, ladies. However, the information I'm about to share might be a timesaver for some of the newbies here. If you've been on this site for a while, then I'm sure you have had similar experiences. First off, if you get an uns… Read more

Depending on who you ask (or what study you read), there are anywhere between 3 and 100 submissive men for every dominant woman. It is my belief that the ratio is changing as more women are discovering their "inner Domme", but dominant women are still very rare and precious. I am not speaking about female kinksters who dabble in dominant roles for fetish fulfillment. Most women will play a little spanky-spank, or role play a dominant scenario in the bedroom (hint: you have to have the courage to ask them). If that is what you are looking for, then you can probably easily find someone to scrat… Read more

I’ve been frequenting different BDSM dating websites lately and got an invitation to a Zoom group where the participants were all dominant female and submissive males. The ground rules were that everyone would remain clothed, courteous, and respectful. No interrupting and stay on topic when it’s your turn to share. There was one person who was kicked out immediately, and another who dismissed himself after about an hour. Everyone else behaved and stayed for the duration. The group was extremely diverse: white, black, Asian, bi, all ages, etc.. Everyone was single except the moderator who has… Read more