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A lot of you who have been reading my blog post know if my feeling of being in chastity on my own with out a key holder in a non sexual way. I am very comfortable with this decision in my life. I love everything about my body which is very spiritual to me sex and play is my religion which goes along with my Pagan beliefs which I am a devote follower of and am currently practicing. Lately I cam to realize on my inner journey of inner self discover, that at least here here in the US we tend to over sexualize everything especially for marketing purposes. Such as for sales of goods and products an… Read more

I am still locked up in my mini vice almost a full year since I last posted in my little blog here last June in is the Beginning of March almost a full year later. I had to get a new cage because the one I had was defective the manufacturer of the Mini Vice sent me a new cage to replace the defective one for free under their one year warranty including free shipping. I am now at the point were I need to wear my device I feel so strange without it. I am not sure if it is the fact that I have been in voluntary chastity or not, but my outlook on my American based culture sure has changed quite a… Read more

i just wanted to post an update I am still locked up tight and loving every minute of it.I will be posting many new pictures and videos once I finish my bedroom remodel and wifi upgrade which is coming along well. Just waiting for an online auction to end to receive my new commercial wifi access point.Which should allow for better video and voice quality with less screen freezes, dropouts, faster downloading, and uploading speeds. I really needed to share with all of you that have have meet the most wonderful owner through online dating she is a true goddess and very worthy off all my attentio… Read more

I am still caged up and not wild and loving every minute of it lately I found myself being locked up needing to be owned by a loving female. Who completely feminize me and totally use me in every way for her personal pleasure.Referring to me always in my sissy femmy name even out in public in front of friends and family. I just sooo crave being in a female lead relationship even though I am so dominate. I am really starting to believe that chastity is more mental than anything else and most men other than sissies think between their legs. I am discovering through my… Read more

I am really enjoying writing this blog of being locked up in the mini vice. It feels so different than when I first started being in chastity. I am becoming soo femmy. It seems like especially today that all my sexual desires are becoming more and more emotional than physical as I keep changing and transforming. I just wish at times that I had a key holder to make my feelings more stronger "desirable". I do have a partner who lives in another state then me who is very submissive and I have been desperately trying to get caught up on things taking care of my elderly parents so I can drive o… Read more

I am still in chastity all locked up I had to go wild for a couple of weeks because my cage was defective and split apart the manufacturer sent me a new one. I am finally at the point wear I am barely aware that I am locked up in it. I really feel strange without it. I don't even think of touching my cock anymore especially when I am locked up because I can not and even if I could it is impossible to orgasm being locked up. I really find it freeing because I concentrate on getting my projects done more easily and I really feel so femmie being locked up. I really feel like I am more sensitive t… Read more

8 days in chastity and I only have two days to go to beat a really good friend of mines record of 9 days. I just experienced multiple orgasims last night while laying in bed trying to fall asleep just as a biological female does, and it felt really great. I soo love the way I am changing more mentally than anything else. My thoughts and emotions are quickly becoming more and more feminine everyday that I am in chastity. I have very sexy feeling of hot guys and large cocks and I am thinking more feminine when it comes to getting things done and staying more focused on them. I also am craving… Read more

While I have done it one week since I have been locked up in the cage. Today is my 7th day in full chastity and I am really getting used to it. This morning when I woke up all I could think about was getting some bbc being fucked in my rear by one and sucking on one with my lips wrapped around its luscious nectar. My thoughts quickly went away when finishing the first of a couple of projects I am working on. I have been cutting up a large tree that blew of last winter in my yard. Finally got it done today I really liked wearing the cage I am in while d cleaning up the mess. I was forced to lif… Read more

While tomorrow will be one week that I have been locked up. It has been six days since I locked myself up and locked away the keys. I am really liking being in chastity at this point. I feel so femmy and am able to accomplish a lot more. I am really dreaded having to unlock myself in a few weeks for my doctor's appointment. I did have a very strange dream last night. I dreamed that a black male "very good looking" was feeling me between my legs and felt my cage and then he went to write something down and I woke up it was in a mall like setting. I can say that my male side is losing the battle… Read more

While it has been 5 days since I locked myself up in the cage. I had a somewhat rough night last night with a good outcome today. I just took it easy today after my rough afternoon yesterday. Last night I dreamt " while at least I think it was a dream it felt so real" I had an earth shattering orgasm and I could hear myself all moaning in pure ecstasy. When I woke up this morning very late noon time. I wound myself feeling and acting all girly even giggling in a girly way and my voice starting to crack higher. I am starting to really believe that wearing the cage I am wearing is slowly castra… Read more

While I have completed 4 complete days in the cage, I am wearing and I can finally say I am really starting to enjoy being locked up all the time. I think it does affect hormone production which might be connected to spem I have to research this a little to be sure. I do not think it is all in my mind, but I swear my skin is starting to get a lot softer and I am getting a lot more sensitive with my emotions and by breasts. I love the femmy way I am currently feeling it is simply very wonderful. With less emphasis on my cock and more on my emotions and feelings that I am starting to experience… Read more

While this has been the third day in a row being all locked up I am starting to adjust to it. Still fighting with myself to totally broken yet. The cage I am in is very comfortable and I am just now barely realizing that it is there at times. I did have a somewhat common experience this morning just as I was waking up, that I have heard a lot about from my subbies that I have in chastity. That is experiencing lucid dreaming with such clarity. I experienced this jumping from to the other their were 3 total I woke up after the last one. Not sure if this is from hormonal changes being locked up w… Read more

I can not believe this I have had the cage on for 2 days already and I am just starting to get used to it I highly recommend the Vice and the Mini vice once you are locked in tight it does not pinch at all and it is also very easy to clean well being locked up with a qtip and ordinary hand and soap. This morning after finally being able to sleep being locked up. I experienced my very first nocturnal erection. I have read of others experiencing then on some of the blogs I have read and how painful they are when wearing devices like the cb 600 or 300. With the Vice their is now pinching at all w… Read more

I do not know what came over me recently I have been listening to a very very deep sleep mp3 hypnosis file set to help me sleep at night better I have completed the whole set series and after listening to the last one the longest in the series. A full 60 minutes which caused me each time I have been listening to fall into a very deep sleep waking up totally refreshed in the morning. My problem I have always have wearing chastity cages is when I get totally soft my Balls slip out of the cage causing it to fall off. After falling asleep the other night and going to a club meeting which ran late… Read more

Today 1/25/18 at 12:20 pm I locked myself up in the brand new locked in lust mini vice chastity device I am going to remain until my Doctors appointment on 3/22/18 The device takes a little time to get into and to get it adj[/video]usted so you can not pull out of it. I find it is best to get into the cage when absolutely soft for maximum security and to be totally escape proof it is very comfortable and I feel I will quickly get used to wearing it… Read more

My dear Jessica It is time for you to NOW come down into the WATER with me so DEEP into the pool. I have some very sad news for you Jessica. I just found out my dear younghood friend and your Mistress Dominica has passed away April 26, 2016 from lung cancer. She did not want any of us to know that she was ill. She wants us to remember her as she was very lovely with her blond hair that would turn green when it got wet matching her green eyes. Also her very hypnotic voice that she used to fuck with our minds, bringing all of us under her hypnotic spell and into her stable. Jessica her personal… Read more

Just a quick update to clarify my most recent post. My owners has retired from working with submissive one on one and in person and through web cam. She still however is providing hypnosis training files as well as her feminization blog. I got panicky when I checked her fiminization blog and saw that her domain name was up for lease I was planning to take the account over myself I would not do it with out contacting her about it first even though any one could have got it. It just discovered today that she just renewed it she is redesigning her blog. She has also released 3 new erotic hypnosis… Read more

I am so sad my owner just retired from being a professional Dominatrix and Hypno Dom. I will always belong to Miss S and be here personal property. It is very hard for me not being able to purchase her training mp3s anymore I will always have the ones she did for me and still keep in touch with her. I have learned everything I know about feminizing little sissy girls from her even though I am very dominate I will always be submissive to her. I have started out in the field myself I am not well schooled in producing audio files but I do offer live hypnosis sissy training sessions and in person… Read more

i simply adore being owned by Miss S. She is such a good hypnotist and loving enchanted sweet mistress. i have discovered through her training of me. That i am very dominate i find myself doing things i never thought possible. i recently got really close to a casual friend of mine. who has become more that just a friend to me, but also my own personal sissy pet we are busy making plans for our future together which i have such a very good feeling about. i am traveling by bus this Christmas to be with my little sissy pet to be pampered, as well as having all my personal needs taken care of incl… Read more

i really felt a strong desire to make another posting in my little blog after sending Miss S. an email. As you know i totally belong and submit to her even though i am naturally very dominant by nature and just love feminizing little sissy subs. Miss S. has such an effect on me even after all these years of meeting her and working with her. i feel such a feeling of spiritual euphoria when she is training me through hypnosis or physical assignments. i just feel a real cosmic connection to her like i am always wearing her invisible collar with an invisible leash that reaches all the w… Read more