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The bot is having issues with something I wrote but is no help at all about what. I saved all and looking hard to figure what went wrong :(

I should have left the typo's in I guess :\
Also some change has made issues typing and saving.
I would like just plain text to get rid of what ever happen with formatting text. Seems to have a mind of its own. Even the color of the text can change after saving and all sorts of broken formatting commands show up :(

Just some notes here till I can read the bot's mind lol.

The basic me?

#1:Shy.

#2:Caring.

#3:Truly loving.

#4:Thoughtful.

#5:Never assume something by what I select in pics or video. I just might see something or think something that is different from what many see and write.

#6:I leave the sound off on any video here or other sites. Many sound so fake and not synced to actions so I just muted. So No, If something is said then I did not hear it. Please keep that in mind.

#7:I fear others from years of just learning from just how others can be to me and not ever knowing me at all. I have been hit,hurt,lied to for their gain,trashed after even helping someone during their time of needing someone to talk to and cry with. Funny how I cared yet they don't and if putting me down makes them feel better or makes them "in" with a click then they just use all they know in front of me to make others laugh and like them and just discard me. I still have no idea why my heart still feels for others who need a human to just care and be there when no one will.

#8:Best I can figure is I am Pansexual.

Any being who truly and deeply loves me and places me above all else as I would IF REAL LOVE is TRULY what is given to me, then body and sizes of anything is not what they bond with me forever with.... It is their heart, mind and soul. The body is just what we are given by no choice but what me make of our soul and the actions we take is 100% us and what we are and CAN be judged.

Our body can be give or get pleasure or show we care in hugs and holding someone showing compassion to each other.

#9:I reserve how I am as conditions need where I am.

If a woman who knows me is hurting and talking to me and I hurt with them wanting their issue to be somehow be solved and they become better then I may be drawn to hug them and rub their back telling them only the truth how I feel and care.

A guy is a different thing even when my heart is screaming to someone show someone cares. If alone and they seem to make the move to hold or some how I know they see being human as just that and not insulted in touch or a hug, then I do the same as my heart demands I do.
People and world events make me 2nd guess how to react sadly.
In a perfect world I could show compassion to who needed it with out issue from them or to them OR me from others seeing it.

#10: If all is safe from people who judge or make up things to hate when they see something, I have been there for teachers,family and anyone who is a good person that needs a real human that has a real heart and soul who cares for others around them. They all say I put them together every time they fall apart and trust me. I was already mature enough at single digit age to catch many off guard that I could handle many things others older could not even care about.

#11:I have seen what people say on size of breast,dicks,body's,race,Top,Bottom,Dom,Sub, and so on from all sides...
If how I see people is not how you do then it will not work.
Size being large seems to bring a view of others being less human who are not. Nope. Move on.
Top or bottom seems to place one some how less human than the other. No No No, Move on.
Dom or sub? I get the idea but no. Not how people have shown it to me.
If a submissive wants me forever then I am not going to treat them as a toy. If they need a guide or someone to help them in life then I will do my best with love and their good in mind.
I do not think a DOM as many show in porn or have who has talked to me thinking I would be their new object would work. I am no ones toy or what ever that they feel they can hurt or rough up and humiliate with no love being given.
Funny as a Female who is my best friend is a self described Dom Bi-Sexual has always treated me as an equal and someone she always goes to when she needs someone who can care,love,cry with her and asks me for advice and is there for me but will protect and defend me with her life if someone thinks to try and hurt me.
She says we are brother and sister.
We know all our ideas on anything including private and sexual feelings, thoughts and ideas.
We both have some deep things we share and things we talked about and now both like.
I am not a Dom or a Sub.
I am an equal who can guide another and share much with.
I am a being needing to be deeply loved, cared for, cared about,protected,wanted,desired, as I do for who places me before all.
I have things I am known for like caring and being strong when others have broken down with emotions and can make the choices that in the end were logical and needed.
I put people back together no matter how many times they fall apart.
I can give emotions and compassion to who needs someone to hold them and be there for them.
If you love to make me happy and anything else just because it makes you happy to see me feel how I want to then I am always there for you and want the same for you.
I wish it were far more easy to find who is to be together for life...

#12