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I lay in bed repeatably thinking about what had just happened. I feel so many different things all at once. So many emotions. I felt aroused. I felt scared. I felt nervous. I felt anxious I turned to my side and saw the online of my husband in bed next to me. That's when it hit me. The guilt. The remorse. The sadness. The feeling of having let myself down. I should have been stronger. I regretted what had just happened. I wished I could just turn back the time. I felt ashamed. How could I have let this happen? As I lay there I felt my heart beat at 100 miles a minute. I could still smell… Read more

My Affair I have read that a few of you are more interested in my affair and have asked for this blog to be about that. So here it is. It took place from Nov 2009 to Dec 2010 I didn't plan it. Or plan who it was with. I was 29 at the time. He was 18. He was my Husband's nephew. I will call him Arun for the sake of this blog. Arun was from Harrow and would visit with his mum, dad and little brother 6 or 7 times a year. He was good looking, had very broad shoulders and a strong jawline. It was one of the things that made him so attractive. The other was his confidence. A… Read more

“Ok Melissa upstairs and get a shower, Lucy and I will be up soon to get you ready for a little trip we have planned to go to town for the evening”. “Yes Master, Mistress” comes the reply, Melissa is now confused who is actually in charge now. “Believe me Melissa I am in charge”, I confirm. She smiles as she closes the door and runs upstairs. Lucy and I follow shortly afterwards and I order Lucy to go into her bedroom and get ready. “I have laid out your clothes on the bed”. I enter the other bedroom just as Melissa is coming out of the bathroom, still toweling down her glowing body. “Now m… Read more

The Top Shelf Mag It was April 2015... it was a hot & sunny day... we was on our way home from a friends house i was wearing a knee length black loose dress, Jag said we have not put the loto on. So i pulled over at (A localish) small shop. We both went in and was having a quick look around, just incase we needed other food stuff (as you do)!! I left Jag by the bread as i was looking for some parsley sauce, then i noticed a guy who kind of just had a glance at me and half smiled.. We dont usually stop at this paricular shop. I went over to the guy who wa… Read more