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The longing, ache, craving, desire...that in me which wishes to be another's. To be love, princess, cared for, thought of, adored little plaything, and used well personal fuck slut. My greatest pleasure...in being his greatest pleasure. To kneel, to suck his cock, fuck and be fucked. To be bound, teased, caressed, clipped, clamped, tormented,and taken over the edge again and again, to please. To touch, tease, care for, give what he needs to find his pleasure. To be a strong woman, and a giving, loving, caring submissive. To live in an intense whirlwind of sensuality, erotic sexual… Read more

but that's not all a rose is for: Young, hard bodied, and oh so pretty (in a masculine way)...he came over to visit me. When I opened the door, he met me with a dozen red roses. Not simple, small, American type roses. The had huge gorgeous blooms that made the bunch seems 3x the number they were. I hugged and kissed him, generously, and we stayed upstairs talking in the living room for a while. It didn't take long before we wound up down in my bedroom though. The waves of lust had just been pouring off of him, since the second he stepped through the door. We stood embracing, touching, and… Read more

You know the one? The hand that seems to fiendishly snap the lights off on your mood. Yep...just like a switch...I suddenly feel like the only person in the world...or a scared c***d in the dark (one who knows that people are the only monsters). My heart aches with the absence of something I couldn't possibly know...because I've never had it...AND I grow angry with myself, and my life. That hand is so cruel.… Read more

He told me what he wanted. I'm a big woman and it frightened me a little bit, but he assured me it would be just fine. I even warned him that I have a smaller clit...that she's a hider. He smiled at me, ad actually said "challenge accepted". Even as I was standing there, by the bed, trying to explain that it wasn't meant to be a challenge...he nearly lifted me off my feet, and got me onto the bed. He was yanking my clothes off and I was naked before I knew what was happening. I laughed a little. It helped me relax...and I started pulling his clothes off. Naked as well, he nearly dove onto th… Read more

I am nearly amazed at how much more I learn about myself, every day; at how years have changed me...and how old concepts, and things I would have sworn were my reality...just crumble under introspect My morals tested...I am more deviant than I thought... My desires tested...I want more, than I have been given... My sanity tested...I am sharper, than a razor... My abilities tested...I don't just accomplish, I exceed... My sensibilities tested...I can hurt, more than I care to admit... My creativity tested...I can reinvent the world... My heart tested...It is so full of primal p… Read more

I'm just a peaches and cream mutt Yet so akin, to a black diamond Precious and rare Nothing to do with color, no... Everything to do with what lays beneath the opaque beauty of the surface. The characteristics deep inside. A white diamond hides nothing. There is no mystery. Viewed and labeled on a scale of "perfection"... as if there were such a thing. Then there is me Glaringly radiant with all of my flaws, scars and blemishes hidden within. Not "graded" , only coveted for my differences Wanted, for my contrast to "the norm". There are secrets here, in the un… Read more

Out of hundreds of thousands of people who's pictures we see every day...he saw mine, and something clicked. What's more, I saw him then...and something clicked. So much time....so much talking....all good. My heart is invested, I'd say. Now...right this minute though...I want him. I want to kiss him long and hard, pull him into my kiss by the back of his head, and steal his breath away with my hunger. To feel my breasts heaving against his broad chest. and his strong hands on my back, and in my hair. I want to eagerly tear clothes off with him, and feel his hardness when we embrace....t… Read more

It's been a number of years back...but I made a wonderful friend of a German gentleman who was here in the U.S. working for a large car company. He blew my mind! He was a gentleman...and a deviant...and for a bit, we loved each other. OH! And made love...had sex...fucked one another's brains out...and everything in between! He had a foot...and stocking/nylon fetish. It was so much fun when he would have me try on different kinds of stockings, and take pictures of my feet. First they would be bare. Then he would take a picture or two as I put them on, very, very slowly. Then came the he… Read more

Beautiful *Imagined *Sought *Desired *The realization of fantasies *The giver of pleasure *Taken, for the same *Pain bearer *Plaything *Attention whore *Stimulation junkie *Wanton slut *Loyal follower *Temptress of many *Eager to gratify *Seeking aroused oblivion *Aching to please *Always wanting... *Always wanting... *Always wanting... *Never sated… Read more

Green eyes Red hair Curves that go way out to there Pretty face soft, full lips conscious of her swaying hips Aware of all the bodies graces able to put them through their paces Yet do they know could they see could they want all of me The creative mind sly, sharp wit artistic words heart hard hit… Read more

As she looked into his intense, green eyes, she could feel a fire begin , deep down. They kissed; gently at first. Then harder, eager, more hungry the kiss became. The fire that had been there, blazed into an inferno! She wanted him...wanted, to pleasure him. The desire was consuming her. She pulled away. He leaned toward her, lips parted. She quickly flicked her tongue across them, as she slid herself backward... off of his lap...until she was kneeling before him, between his legs. With not a word, she slid her hands up his thighs, upwards until she was unfastening his pants… Read more

I have never been into cyber sex. Never did a damn thing for me...and made my brain bleed to try to do it for someone else. I'm just not good on the spot. Then he said "close your eyes. It was him. His voice. He said "do this"...and the submissive in me responded. I wanted to please him. I had no idea how much it would please me, as well. He walked me through, what he said, would be like being with him. Touching...and having sex. (He even had me bring a toy out. He told me what to do, how to do it...how soft, how hard...how slow or fast...everything. I did as he said...no BS...no faking.… Read more

We're here watching porn. Sometimes we chat with someone...or read nice (hot) comments someone leaves, if you have pictures up, or they like your favorite video's, or your writing... but, you don't expect to look back at one of these peoples profiles, and see their picture, just a picture of their face, or a look on their face...and have it thrill you all the way "down south". It's chemistry without pheromones. You can feel their presence, and some of their character...in an image. It's so bizarre. I love a mans body....every line and curve...every soft bit of skin, and hard muscle. (… Read more

Alright...when I was a "tween", and twenty-something. A;; there was very few guys my age, who appreciate a big girls looks. ZAP! 15-20 years into the NOW...and like 90% of the guys who want to get to know me are under 27 years old! Whatever happened, for all us BBW's, young and older...I sure as hell hope it continues! May the Powers That Be, bless all of you BBW / SBBW loving men. May you never get balls of blue. LOL… Read more