There was a time in my life when I considered sex as "dirty". I was about 20 years old when I felt this stomach churning cringe after having intercourse. I felt as is it was somewhat demonic, I didn't understand why I felt so ashamed afterwards. I would scrub my pussy clean and cry in the shower, as if I was washing away my sins. However no amount of soap or prayer seemed to help me. This continued for years so I stopped having sex all together. I would push my partner away and come up with excuses as to why I couldn't fuck him. Dread feel upon me each passing day. I was depressed and giving… Read more