About

I laugh just to keep from crying
I rhyme just to keep from dying
inside
in a room alone I miss you
until my mind explodes
and shatters all over the walls
its irreversible loving you
a truth I cannot deny
a profound one
a profound truth
you are aloof to me
won't give me the luxury of looking in your eyes
won't sit with me and discuss the tides or to nurse my bleeding moon
I seperate myself from my soul on occasions
smoking words inhaling the scents
until my thoughts of you catch on fire
keep my desire at bay for awhile
allow myself to smile a few moments without you
but when it fades away my soothing haze
I fade again into oblivion
in case your silloutette should appear on the horizon
it doesn't matter if you don't right away
cuz I'll stay there faithfully until you do

by shanta from lesbian memoirs

4 boys idnt hate u but sorry whenever there are a lady u dnt have achance