About

Favorite models and/or sexual actresses of all time (in order, kind of):
- Sheriru the gravure idol (Japan)
- Cinthia from SEXMEX (Mexico)
- Jasmin Hooterama (US?, South Asian)
- Denise Milani (Czechia)
- Priya Chakraborty AKA Maria Saree (India)
- Nonami Takizawa (Japan)
- Saki Yanase (Japan)
- Milena Velba (Czechia)
- Wendy Fiore (US, Polish-Italian)
- Sammi Marsh (UK)
- Angela Devi (US, Indian)
- Dakini, Devi, Carla White (US, Indian)
- Chloe Vevrier (Germany)
- Mayuka Okada (Japan)
- Nichol Van Croft (US)
- Pamela Anderson (Canada)
- Marilyn Monroe (US)
- Maritza Mendez (Mexico)
- Xev Bellringer (USA)
- Ewa Sonnet (Poland)
- Lana Kendrick (Germany)
- Sunny Leone (Canadian-US, Indian)
- Minami Matsuzaka (Japan)
- Bianca Beauchamp (Canada)
- Lily Spitfyre (Canada)
- Petra Verkaik (US)
- Louisa Khovanski (Canada, Ukrainian)
- Iryna Ivanova (US, Ukrainian-Russian)
- Anna/Tanya Song (Russia)
- Sabrina Salerno (Italy)
- AprilCali84 (USA)
- Samantha Gannon (USA)
- Ellie Mae the Empress (US)
- Alisha Berry (Nigeria)
- Sasha Bonilova (Ukraine)
- Linsey Dawn Mckenzie (UK)
- Leanne Crow (UK)
- Sarah Nicola Randall (UK)
- Andrea Rincon, Selena Spice (Colombia)
- Kitten Natividad (US)
- Amanda Hurley (Canada)

Love em all. My endless thanks to all of them for existing. They can still turn me on even after decades of watching them, I can never get enough of them. (I did not include actresses or women that have never done nudity or have not been known for modeling, or this list would be almost 2 times longer).

Fictional women: Cattleya (Queen's Blade), Melpha (QB), Echidna (QB), Motoko Kusanagi, Jessica Rabbit, April O'Neil, Saori Shikijou-sensei, Mitsuka Yoshimine, Mai Shiranui, Blue Mary, Bayonetta, Shiraki Meiko, Aki Nijou, Lady J, Catwoman, Power Girl, She-Hulk, Rogue, Psylocke, Tina Armstrong, Lisa Hamilton La Mariposa, Rachel (Ninja Gaiden) Rainbow Mika, Red Hot Riding Hood, Lady Rawhide, Red Sonja, Dejah Thoris, Peggy Carter, Dexter's Mom, Pauline (Mario), Nurse Ruko Tatase, Yuka Takeuchi, Yuuko Sagiri, Chifusa Manyuu

Oh, such a weird coincidence that the 3 women in this world who got my heart racing the most (and always will, without fail) all go by fake names and no last names, all did their thing for a few short years and disappeared... one of them only ever wears a mask to top it off. If anyone knows anything more about them please let me know.

Favorite H anime or 18+ Ero anime series/films:
- Ujin's Shin Angel (New Angel)
- The Elven Bride
- Milk Junkies (Boobalicious)
- Boku to Misaki sensei
- Boku to Sensei to Tomodachi no Mama
- Cherry & Gal's
- Tenchi Muyou! ryou-ouki
- Sexual Pursuit Ep1
- My Mother the Animation
- Ogenki Clinic
- HHH: Triple Ecchi
- Viper GTS
- Marine A Go-Go
- Kemonokko Tsuushin: ushi musume bell
- Succubus Yondara Gibo ga Kita!
- Oneeshota the Animation
- JubePoruno The Animation
- Toshi Densetsu
- Sakura Mama & Tarou-chan

Turn ons: sex-positivity, D cups or larger, bush, big eyes, eye contact, great smile, introverts, nerds, 165cm+ height, oldschool/niche gamers, natural, artistic, intelligence, bookworms, educated, open mind, exhibitionist, perverted, teasing, striptease, into cool music, curvy/hourglass, slim waist or flat belly or even abs, tight or cuddly body, health conscious but with a sweet tooth, opinionated but tolerant, own simple but sexy fashion sense, dark/stand-out nipples, large areola, long/thick nipples, glasses, loves her own boobs, appreciates other sexy women, bilingual/multilingual, speaks English with accent, thick voice, husky voice, tough, simple pretty earrings, lactation, can make me laugh, not religious, mature, motherly, strong sex drive/appetite, sexy lingerie, wet shirts, tight clothing, braless, thongs, clean freak, germaphobe, into old/classic and foreign movies, open tipped bras, feeding bras, cupless bras

Mild turn offs: some belly, small tattoos, a few tattoos, some makeup, B cups, fake breasts/ass, flat/no ass, too health conscious, into fashion, big jewelry, jewelry-obsessed, sun bathing, sun damage

Massive turn offs: fake lips, long nails, smoking, alcohol, drunks, party freaks, sex-negativity, drugs, huge tattoos, many tattoos, too many piercings, -155cm height, huge bellies, a lot of makeup, pop music, rap music, flat A cups, too thin, trendy people, fashion obsessed, phonies, lazy, very fake breasts, extreme politics, "daddy's girl", childishness, ignorance, uneducated, obsessed with consumerism, capitalistic, submissive, tan lines, obsessed with or in love with social media, conspiracy theories, intolerance, ignorance, religious, into ultraviolent movies/games/shows (horror, gore, Mortal Kombat, GoT), watches Family Guy, toilet/gross humor, mod/scene/bumper and full blunt bangs (usually looks bad, but depends)

don't mind: C cups, sag, cellulite, some piercings, scars, 155cm - 165cm height

(*as far as I know, none of the women I listed up top ever 100% line up with all of my turn-ons and only the top ones avoid most of my turnoffs, so "my perfect women doesn't exist", I completely admit... even my one and only girlfriend ever, who I did love, drank and even got drunk, rarely... I planned to convince her stop drinking, lol*)

I'm pretty strict with who I allow to connect with me, even in real life, and not just because of potential scammers. I won't just accept just any requests, even if you don't sound like a bot.

==============

I'm a MASSIVE Introvert (INFJ or INFP), have been all my life. I've actually never even dated in my life. I've only ever had a girlfriend once online from South America over facebook for about a year, but the language barrier was too much (I learned quite a bit of Spanish thanks to her, though). I never even cam chatted with her, only saw some pictures and text chatted, never even got to see her blink. It probably wouldn't have worked out in the longrun anyways, I hate the heat even here up north, I'd have a hard time even visiting her homeland... I adore the cold and snow.

My favorite thing in the world was video games until around the age of 10, then that became my 2nd favorite thing next to huge boobs (well, more like women in general, all kinds of different boobs, but preferably somewhat big at least). I'm not a fan of most US "porn", never have been (nor most Japanese "AV" porn with all of its fake crying women). I prefer depictions of sex mixed with love and romance and fun, more natural and real, rather than aggressive macho hypermasculine fake stuff. Even in my single digits in the early days of the internet, I got my sex education from web results for medical journals by asking questions, not by watching porn (or watching porn lead to me asking a lot of questions, lol). I always preferred softcore stuff, nudity and sex in movies, anime/hentai (except violent or r*pey hentai), stripping and burlesque videos, stuff like that.

Since there isn't enough of my kind of western porn (European softcore stuff is way better), I read manga, watch anime/hentai, or just become a fan of all kinds of female models who make all kinds of sexy videos. I don't care if the world tells me that feminism is a scam or bad thing, I bought into the idea that the world was changing and that there would be a place for men who want to support and help a strong, intelligent woman achieve her best life, just like woman have been doing for men for centuries (I actually do my own cooking, cleaning, shopping, and laundry, I could do it for someone else too if they want/need me to). Maybe women like that do exist, but I guess I wouldn't know since I've never even been approached and I've never approached anyone in my life, not even during my schooldays. Like I said, I'm a massive introvert. By the end of high school I was like a shadow - quiet, unnoticed, and in the background. I haven't even had a friend in 20 years, just a few friendly coworkers (never contacted them outside of work). One of those coworkers was a Gen X woman in her 40s, a mother of 20 years, and she was the coolest person I'd ever met and I totally wouldn't have minded being best friends with her (absolutely no sexual feelings, though). I used to want friends and felt lonely but I haven't felt that way in a few years now. I'm good at keeping myself busy with hobbies and interests and never being bored... real, good friendship and companionship (and real sex) would be nice, even awesome, but I don't need it anymore. I'd probably just end up ruining the life of anyone who tries to get near me anyways.

I'm an atheist and I don't believe in marriage, wither it be for the eyes of society, the government, or any deities (I hate to even attend other peoples' marriages... just a bunch of crowded partying, drunk people, fakery, showing off, money being thrown around, loud annoying music, religion, etc). Trust, love, and communication should be good enough instead of a ring for a long lasting relationship. That said, while that means I'm fine with sex "before marriage", I'm not a fan of casual sex. I don't think I could ever separate sex and intimacy, so that's why I'd never even go to a prostitute (which should be legal and done safely everywhere, and women should be safe and never need pimps). I think the power of my mind and my fantasies is good enough for me. Even more than sex I think I've always wanted to just cuddle with a very huggable, healthy woman... comfort and warm each other up in this often cold dark world (ironically the world is actually burning up like crazy, but that goes against the metaphor).

I always wanted to be in a relationship with an older woman ever since I hit puberty (even my first school crush was a year older than me, and she even grew up to become a model), but now I'm getting too old myself... the fact may just be that I missed the boat. Oh well, there's more to life than all that anyways. Some people in my situation become self-described "incels" I guess, I'd never say that. Maybe a "vol-cel", if anything. But I could never become misogynist. I'll always absolutely adore women in everything they do.. whither they be models or scientists or politicians... yeah, intelligence is sexy. The brain is the most powerful sex organ, after all. I'd call myself a sex-positive, male liberal feminist. Not saying they're all perfect though, there's bad women out there just like there's great men out there, as human beings tend to be generally.

Speaking of sex-positive, that's a really important thing to me. I honestly believe the majority of the world, especially the western world, still today is way too sex-negative. That means that whither you are a prude or not, it doesn't matter, you only see sex as a nasty, dirty, "sinful" thing that is a perspective rooted in religion, mainly Christianity or Abrahamic religions. Even irreligious people or atheists mostly are still driven by this "puritanical" history. Whither you love sex or hate it, you love it or hate it because you see it as only either "dirty" or "nasty" or "silly" or "funny". The western world doesn't view sex as BEAUTIFUL and NATURAL, that goes for stuck up religious folk, conservatives, liberals, leftist, rightist, feminists everyone. I've grown up in this society and it's even infected me, and I have to try to be self aware to not think that way. I like how ancient Indians and Asians viewed and celebrated sex, before Abrahamic invaders changed them and gave them "the gift of shame". Same with ancient Romans and Greeks and other pre-Abrahamic European cultures, they had better views about sexuality in general I think (the only problem comes from doing things without consent and truly depraved things that went too far, like certain Emperors were infamous for).

If I was in a more liberally minded family, I would have loved to pursue becoming a sexologist or something, someone like Kinsey. Even if I made games or movies or wrote books, I'd want sexuality to be a part of it, and to use it to promote sex-positivity. I had dreams about making porn movies that would change the way the world sees porn movies. Sexuality and love for women is too much ingrained into who I am and why I keep living, but I can't feel comfortable expressing that in my family or society, or with anyone I know, so I keep to myself.

Why did I type all this? The same reason I actually always type stuff like this on the internet - for myself, to get my thoughts out. And maybe put my weirdness out there into the world so that the world may know such a creature exists, and maybe other weird creature who may be something like me would feel better knowing they're not so alone.