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started with a finger, then a tongue, then a dildo, then a strapon..... at first it was to get harder, but as the toys became larger and the experience came, there was less and less need for an erection, until it was not even wanted anymore.....

was born too early, had to burry all my feminity since I was a kid, had to force myself into classic heterosexuality, that didn't satisfy me, gay sex didn't work either, find it exciting to see, but not to make.

but now that I started to feminize myself, shave, wear lingerie, and just stopped seing myself as a man, I feel so much better. I had even lost interest in porn, there was just nothing of anything happening to a man that interested me anymore, until something switched in my head, I just totally stopped identifying as the men on screen, and now even hetero porn turns me on again.

So that lockdown comes right on time, should leave me enough time to work on myself so when everything opens again I'll go there as the woman I should always have been