About

46, very tall, LONG curly red hair, lots of body hair (trim sometimes), light freckles, bearded, thick fit dad bod (work out) and freakishly hung for a white guy. I'm white women used to break up with me fast level hung. Being big is a blessing but can turn in to a curse if you aren't willing to take your meat where it's appreciated. The type of girls I grew up with never wanted me at least not after the first time. Some just saw my dick for the first time refused and left. I was really skinny back then with wide hip bones so I was like a tall redheaded stick figure with a pink horse cock hanging off of it. I was very self conscious and made fun of in school because I didn't look like anyone else. I had red hair, was painfully skinny but extremely well developed at a very early age. I had body hair and a light beard and mustache by high school. But then I started working out and gaining weight. I started showing off just my body and got a lot of positive feedback to my new look. Then I started caming and showing more in the mid 90's and really got a lot of love for my body and even more for my size especially from guys. Around the same time I really got into Jack Napier, Mandingo, and Shane Diesel's interracial porn videos. I no longer felt like an awkward freak and watching my porn idols gave me a lot of techniques and confidence and taught me what to do and how to be for someone with my size. Slowly I went from being reserved and to myself to free balling and showing off my new built body in shorts and sweats and shocking random people in public places with my obscene bulge. I also started loving going to urinals unbuckling my belt, unbuttoning my pants, pulling down my fly and flopping out my whole package. I'd stand back some and work up a semi letting everyone walking in see my long fat monster. I probably went overboard but after hiding and worrying about being a freak because nobody looked like I did when I was younger it was freeing. And with my new size and confidence I knew almost no one was going to fuck with me.

I used to consider myself straight but have developed a weakness for other massively hung guys like myself or bigger (mostly online) and blacks. I can get in to worshiping another hung guy bigger than me and comparing size but of course no getting fucked or sucking on my end. Not even remotely in to that. But if it's stupid big and thick I will jack it off till it comes. Gay guys aren't as afraid of me as most white women are so more and more I started getting sucked off in public places like bathrooms, gyms, parks, in the back of my car by guys to get off. It was a rush and many times I was caught. At first I would try to hide but eventually I got to where I didn't give a fuck anymore and would firmly grab whomever was servicing me and keep going until I got my nut. When everyone saw I wasn't ashamed and didn't care they either went on about their business or stopped pulled out and jacked off to the sight. If I was mad horny, I'd even find a hot guy at the gym to fuck in the open shower. I'd get caught about every time and I just did not care it made me go even harder until whoever I was fucking was moaning loud and crying out loud enough to hear in the locker room. I was often in the gym on the eliptical machine or stair machine or squat machine or leg curl machine with my shit hanging out my shorts seemingly by accident often. Lol. So finding out I was bold enough to be fucking dudes down in the shower was probably no surprise to anyone. The first time was probably a bit scandalous and maybe to new members every now and then but overall it seemed like people got used to it. No one treated me any kind of way but with respect and no one ever asked me to stop or banned me. I realize now in this world where privilege is talked about that if I was someone else I probably wouldn't have gotten away with that. But being tall, fairly good looking, financially well-off and driving a nice car, built like a fucking Bouncer and hung like a donkey is like a super power.

After I moved down south I began to notice that black gay bottoms were drawn to me most. Must be my I'm Down/Soul Brother voice and maybe the way I'm built. The more I worked out, ate and aged I started to look like a long haired retired football player or rugby player or off season body builder. I have a big heavy chest, big arms, tree trunk thighs and a REALLY big butt that makes finding good fitting pants a chore and makes you sit down cautiously in anything fitted cause you never know when (not if) the seat will bust. Blacks hunt me down and appreciate my build and oversized meat. I like that, so more and more I find myself buried balls deep in dark pussy. I love getting my beard shaped up at this black barbershop. I love going there looking like I'm on the way to the gym in a barely there tank with my guns and chest hair out and in my shortest white boy running shorts (no draws of course) showing off my thick built hairy legs. Sometimes I sit in the waiting area chairs leaned back legs spread wide laughing and pretending to be engrossed in whatever black DVD they are playing that day. If I flap my legs around enough the tip (or more) will sometimes slip out. If someone notices I'll tuck it back in and act equally like it's no big deal and slightly embarrassed. But if they keep looking, I'll lean back even farther pull up the leg of my shorts a little further and let even more meat fall out for them to stare at. There are mirrors everywhere so anyone paying attention can get an eye full. If there are no children waiting and the crowd especially receptive to the big white ginger guy I'll even put my hand all the way down my shorts sometimes both and just sit there leaned back caressing my shit like I'm at the house and talking to whoever wants to talk about football, basketball, etc. The barbers used to just shake their heads at me but now that they have gotten to know me and see what I'm working with they just talk to me and look and when they think no one is looking lick their lips. These black guys are sitting and standing around posturing as so masculine and straight but eyes glued to what's going on between my wide spread legs or on my big fat white ass as I'm walking out. I love that shit and watching the homies rub their junk as I turn them on. No one seems to mind my boldness. Quite the opposite. I could probably sit there with my shit in my lap jacking off till I nut all over their floor and nobody would do anything but watch. Haven't got that bold. YET. Far as I've gone is one day when this one really hot guy with Jay Z size lips was in there with me by himself I let my whole dick and low balls falls out and dangle there heavily. It was really really bold even for me. But I was super horny and all I could think of was those big luscious lips locked around my dick. I just sat there meat everywhere impossible to miss for a while with one leg propped up on the chair next to me. The only barber that day a younger guy just looked at me and said DAMN! Your shit look heavy as fuck! Bet that shit be falling out all the time! The guy I was hoping would look sat trying to ignore me but low key looking until the barber broke the awkwardness. Finally he just let his guard down and let himself look openly. I apologized and pretended to wrangle everything back in. But the guy started licking his lips and slid his hand in his pants under his hoodie where you couldn't see it. I took that as my cue and propped my leg back up and let gravity do the rest. This time I made sure he knew it wasn't an accident. The pocket on his hoodie started moving around. Next thing I knew he disappeared into the bathroom. I sat trying to decide whether to follow him but then he came out pretty quickly. When he came back out the barber was ready for him. I picked up a newspaper spread it across my lap and pretended to read it. The legs of my shorts had ridden all the way up. I had pulled the liner in my running shorts back so ALL my junk would fall out. I sat there seeming not to notice flapping my legs until I was rock hard and throbbing under the paper. He was directly in front of me and didn't know what to do with his eyes. Finally he paid the barber and walked out quickly without a word. Never fails when I'm there someone will chat me up and want to exchange numbers before I leave. They will pretend they want to workout with me, detail my car, sell something, stop by their new restaurant, work on something at my house, etc. then when you call and all they want to do is talk about my hair, thick white boy body and my big ass dick. That day I walked outside after my cut and the guy was standing a little ways down seemingly waiting for me. I walked towards him and we went down a little ways behind the shop and between two trash dumpsters. Without a word he pushed me back against the brick walls pulled down my precum stained shorts and sucked me off like it was his last meal. It was so exhilirating and the head was so good I had the most powerful orgasm I can remember outside of my very first one when I was a teenager. Instead of pulling away he slid his mouth down all the way to the base and swallowed every last drop. I love black men.

Growing up I never was around black people. But living in the south now most of the people I work and live around are black. We look very different from each other but somehow I have more in common with them and feel more comfortable around them. Would have never in a million years thought it, but now I never pass up on getting sucked off or fucking the absolute living hell out of young twinkish gay blacks that live in the neighborhood and their friends. I don't need viagra but I'll pop one for them so my dick is extra hard and looks even bigger than usual . On V I can go almost 2 hours easy without cumming or stopping. Then after the first nut 15 minutes or so I can get up roughly flip that bitch over and plunge right back in and fuck him ragged. When it comes to good black ass I want to stay in as long as humanly possible and send them out the door broke down but in awe of this beastly white fucker and craving more. They let me go all in balls deep and as rough as I want with no complaints. I'm a big guy and very strong and if they have long hair or dreads I can grab that shit in my hands and pull their heads back and make them arch their backs while I'm fucking so hard its a wonder they don't pass the fuck out. They will deepthroat ALL my meat better than Linda Lovelace ever could. I can bend them over and fuck them till their holes are gaping wide, juices running down their inner thighs and they're weak and sliding down my bedroom wall. I can unleash that inner beast and they love every bit of it and come back for more. Love that freedom and dumping my single af backed up cum deep in their guts. Everything in the porns you see with these monstrous black guys fucking down busty blonde pornstars and busting loads of jizz all in their face and the women loving it and rubbing it on their tits is usually just a dream with most white women into their own. But when you're white these dreams can be real with blacks. I understand the whole interracial thing now and thought that it only worked the other way around. But boy was I wrong! I wish I knew about this years ago. I would have moved sooner. All the nuts I wasted on bad whining white girl fucks. Black pussy and even more so bussy is where it's at. If you ain't never had none try it. Shit will blow your fucking mind! Most black men take dick even better than their women do! Once they open up you can really beat their shit up till the cows come home. If you got the stamina and pace your busts, some of them you can fuck all night long.

I love living here now. Everyone is so nice and friendly. I made friends more quickly here than I ever have and its not rare to have 10 neighbors over on a Sunday watching the game with me. I can cut my grass with my shirt off and in some barely there shorts and nobody gives a fuck. I can go running my hair pulled up on top of my head free balling in sweats heavy meat swinging fat ass jumping my big hairy pecs and thick pink nipples bouncing all over the place and all you might here is some older black woman yell from her porch hey Daddy! I can sit out on my back patio butt ass naked with a hand towel over my lap sometimes and watch my black neighbor fucking the dog shit out of his latino girlfriend through his open bedroom window. She's a screamer. I've even had one of the local black delivery guys bring my food and suck me off right beside the front door. He came to the door I was wet and naked fresh out the shower (on purpose) with a massive hardon I had worked up just for him. He walked in put my food on the counter and sucked me off like it was second nature. After his shift he came back and let me destroy his hole for several hours. I will NEVER move! At 40 plus never imagined I would be having the best and most sex of my life. If I wanted to fuck several times a day 7 days a week I could. A complete 180 from that skinny insecure boy who felt like a freak and that no one wanted him. I'm still a freak just a different kind!

So guys don't ever think that aging is a bad thing! Workout, KEEP your shit together and keep the swagger strong. These young men are out here trolling for daddies to bust them open. I'm here to give them everything they seek and then some.