Gretchen1965's profile

I am 53year old skinny short 5ft3 tall wrinkled face thin lips green eyes grayhaired soft butch single lesbian woman. People call me ugly alot of the times, and also make jokes about my looks. Ever since I was 14 people always call me names. I think I'm ugly and you can tell me I'm beautiful but I won't believe it. I am more sexually attracted to ultrafeminine tall curvy attractive women. I feel immensely attracted even standing next to tall,curvy, feminine women. It's been a pattern since I was a teenager. I'm about 5'3", and when I'm out and about and look around myself on a typical day, most people seem well and truly taller than me (including women). I prefer more masculine clothing. I'm a little too butch but i I consider my self chapstick, I NEVER wear makeup. I have mid length hair, but for a long time I had really short hair.I’m flat chested, I’m not the most gifted in that area.
I wear men,,masc, unisex clothes and shoes and the only thing I get in the women’s sections of stores are bras.

I’ve noticed in some convos I had with friends that they don’t really consider me butch. They call me a soft butch or andro or just some neutral zone where I’m neither masculine or femme. but it also makes me feel insecure about my identity as a moc person.

I have a higher voice. I don’t carry myself as “masculine” and it seems that I look more masculine than I actually am. I went on a date with one femme lesbian woman a while back and she ended up not being into me because she thought I was going to be “more butch” and was disappointed. It really sucked.

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BiologicSymptom5 1 year ago

Sono una ragazza cerco donna anziana che mi faccia sua schiava, faccio tutto,nulla escluso.

mela0012 3 years ago

Hello nice to meet you here how are you?

personable1960 5 years ago

Dear Gretchen, thank you for your friendship on Xhamster. P x

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hersey9 5 years ago

to Gretchen1965 : I am taking a page out of your book, I have been too kind, you have to show when not to care. That last bi bbw sub bitch broke my heart. Wants to lead,follow the don't know her next move. Thanks buddy.

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hersey9 5 years ago

to Gretchen1965 : I feel thensame way.. thank you I learned how to figure a few things about women. Thank you.

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hersey9 5 years ago

to hersey9 : The longest relatinship she was in befire me was two year,it was 7.9 years of love,the hate killed me. She has to bitch and find somthing wrong chill and move on ,she aint a black widow spider but a hot flat ass bbw sexy Ida.

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hersey9 5 years ago

to Gretchen1965 : I was with a openly bi woman. We agreed that we were jealous to swing. I just kept my eye out when I met her friends. She started tripping in massage,school, She was, a cosmetology instucor, and a manager, she was tired of the catty side of it,and how the money stays the same. She is old school like us. She was going through menopause, and gave me a month to leave, we had not did it to her for a month,the longest break in 8 years. She said I should of called her in the room and spsnked her.We went at it I gave her evrything on our repitoire. We lived 5 min from a sexy shop. I had money,six days a week on a decent hourly rate. I started paying the whole rent. We were 50/50 partners. She said I don't know how to love a woman at all. Bullshit but the truth ,her. Oh well I had a dream of her with a big tall thick fem brunette, My ex was on her knees being dom with her ( maybe) I was watching waiting to dig in her doggie stlye. I learned somthing from you. I 100% agree with you. You were smart enough to help me out. I know this nothing is sure with anybody, if two people keep their word,and think about their lovers needs before thiers, I had plenty of info from her grown independant Son and daughter. What is meant to Be. I found a young bbw, that said the same shit most woman told me. I am the best, the biggest the most interesting man they ever had. Same shit different day. Call me Mr. Gretchen. Thank you. I learned a lot of that small bit you said thank you,peace out.

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Gretchen1965 Host 5 years ago

to hersey9 : I receive gratification from touching and rubbing random tall curvy well endowed women , it arouses me allot.I like to manipulate these type of women(tall curvy ultrafeminine ) into letting me touch them. I look at these women like one would view objects.

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hersey9 5 years ago

to jfpassingfun : Outstanding advice.

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hersey9 5 years ago

to hersey9 : I am the butch,you be the bitch.

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hersey9 5 years ago

Maybe you out to take a shot in the dark and try a horny male your age. I bet you would be a good fuck and suck.