OK, let me look at you. Stand still, don't move. Hands by your sides, stay still. You can smile, but don't talk, we both know what we're here for, yes. I like the clothes you wore, thank you for dressing up for me. I like the way your stockings show off your legs, or are they tights? Let me lift up your skirt a little to take a look, oh, don't worry, nothing inappropriate, just a little glance, I want to know what you're wearing. Stockings, yes, good choice. Your skirt is a little short, I'm guessing it rides quite far up your thighs every time you sit down? Yeah? Did you have to be careful no Read more
Spring dreams
It's inching towards spring, even as far north as I live. The snow is melting and my desire to wear low cut tops is increasing. My chest gets chilly, being exposed, so mostly my cleavage is hid behind a warming shawl or scarf. But I know my tits are there, ready to make themselves known if I remove it, or bend forward. Not that I go about flashing anyone, but I might, if a suitable situation presented itself. I'm low level turned on a lot of the time, especially if the sun shines and the weather is nice. I try to pinpoint what it is I desire, but it's hard. It isn't necessarily sex, I find, w Read more
Put me over your lap
I want you to put me over your lap. I’ll wear a dress you can easily pull up, maybe some bottomless fishnet tights, for easy access. Or something you can rip, maybe that would be even more fun? Maybe we’ve had dinner together, something like that, we’ve spent time together, felt the erotic buzz of anticipation, of knowing that we’re likely to end up naked together soon. We haven’t done anything inappropriate during dinner, maybe just a small touch, a bit of innuendo, things of that nature. After dinner and dessert, you’ll take me up to your hotel room, hand on the small of my back, guiding me Read more
A rare fantasy
He asked me what I want right now, and I said "how perfect that you showed up." I want to be fucked. I want to be fucked properly by a man who knows what he likes. A man who’ll use me for his own pleasure. He’s older than me, not too old, but old enough that I’ll listen, old enough to make me feel slutty for being fucked by him. I said "I don’t usually do this, but I’d want to be fucked without a condom, I want you to come in me, please." I want to feel someone fill me up, feel their sperm inside me. "And then what?", he asked and oh, I want there to be someone else there too. Another man, si Read more
Old vs/and young
I want company in a way I haven’t wanted it in a long time. Still, I cannot decide if I want that with someone older or younger. There is a desire for an older lover, a man, over fifty, someone leaning towards old who will fuck me, who desires me for my youth. An older man who enjoys the softness of my body, how full my breasts feel in his hands. Someone who will buy me dinner, make conversation, be polite, all the while knowing that what he most desires is me spread out naked on the bed, ready to take him in. Someone who appreciates that anticipation is part of the eroticism of our meeting. Read more
Fat
I picture you knowing what I look like as I walk by you. Obviously, most of it is visible, if not the details, then you can tell my breasts are big, that I have a large belly, big hips, fat thighs, an ass to match. You don't have to see me naked to know I'm fat, you just have to see me to acknowledge that. But I picture sometimes passing by someone who gets off on bodies like mine. Someone who sees the way my dress hugs my belly, how my tits strain against the material, notices my thighs pressing against my dress when I'm sitting down. Someone who looks at all of that, who doesn't gape, but i Read more
Never a mother, finally a milf
One thing I enjoy about becoming older is how I’m slowly slipping into more of a milf/mommy setting. I know there are older men who want to fuck me because I’m young and attractive, but more and more, there are the younger men, boys almost, who want to fuck me because they are attracted to mature women. I don’t necessarily want to be your mom, that’s not quite my favourite role play, but being the mature older lady you want to fuck, having the soft body and grown woman’s tits you want to grope and fondle. Knowing that you want to grope my thighs, my big belly, want to touch all the soft pliab Read more
It’s wet outside
It’s raining here today, not that lovely summer rain you might picture, but a big fat storm, cold and windy. Too cold and windy to go outside, but if you did, it’s the kind of rain you can feel hitting your skin. Little stings where it hits, small pinpoints. Too cold to go outside naked, but it’s still fun to imagine, as I sit inside and contemplate staying here until the weather turns. Walking out, wearing light summer clothes instead of the warm sensible stuff I’m wearing. Succumbing to the fact that it will be wet by ensuring that I’m not wearing too many items. Maybe even just a dress and Read more
Fetishes and toes
I know some people have very specific fetishes, things they enjoy from an early age, that they can point to a specific time for when they started to be turned on by whatever it is, even if they might’ve been too young to understand the arousal of it. I have those too, I can point to a specific moment as the reason for why fully-clothed women with bare shoulders excite me, looking back I understand that I’ve always been excited by the idea of getting to watch others. Having sex or masturbating, or showing off somehow, it’s my main fetish, getting to look. Not being involved myself, just watchin Read more
Masturbation habits questionnare
Are you male or female? Female Age? 35 How many times a week do you masturbate? 0-10, I’d say Do you always orgasm when you masturbate? Usually (sometimes I fall asleep ?) How many times do you orgasm each time you play with yourself? Mostly once, sometimes twice. Where do you masturbate: In bed? Very often, especially before falling asleep or right after waking up. In the shower? Rarely, but sometimes in hotels. In the bath? When I have access to one, then for sure! Outdoors? If it’s private enough, but has barely happened so far. At work? It has happened sometimes over the years, in privat Read more
Alone in bed
Sometimes when I’m naked in bed, alone, I’ll lay down on my stomach and spread my legs. Lift my hips up a little, gyrate, feeling the lips of my cunt hitting the sheets every time I move downwards. I might pause while I’m holding my hips up, canting them a little, feel the air hit my cunt. Eventually, the tempation gets too strong and I move a little more, often getting up on my hands and knees. Maybe I’ll be ass up, head down, ready to be fucked. Or I’ll be on all fours, my belly hanging down, my tits hanging, swaying as I move a little. Sometimes, I picture someone watching me, enjoying the Read more
Your cock, my mouth
This is a story about your cock, I think. About the way I sometimes enjoy thinking about it. Sometimes when I’m sitting on a low stool and know my mouth would be at just the right height. But more than that, everything before. How I place my hands on your trousers, can feel your cock pushing towards me, like it enjoys being touched, wants more. I can understand that, that’s sometimes how I feel, pushing towards it, wanting more. Pulling your trousers off, removing your underwear, touching it. Wrapping my hand around your cock, not hard, not yet, but enveloping it, so you can feel the warmth o Read more
A hotel fantasy
He's invited me to a hotel room, after a nice dinner and a few glasses of wine, and when we enter the room it's apparent that he splurged on it. There's a small living room once you enter through the door, and a separate bedroom. It's also apparent that he's been to the room before meeting me, at least if the restraints casually placed on the table are anything to go by. He already knows I'm not wearing anything but a bra and some thigh highs under my dress, he made sure to check for that during dinner. The bra is partially visible in my cleavage, as he kept telling me to pull my dress down j Read more
Lovely lactation
I dream of getting to do this one day, to meet a lactating woman who would let me play with her breasts for ages. Let me squeeze them, to feel the milk coming out, who would let me suckle her to taste it, grope at her breasts to my hearts content. I don’t care what she looks like, as long as she has breasts and they have milk, but I would not complain if she is young and beautiful, like this. If she has heavy hangers, big gorgeous fluffy boobs that are too big for one hand. Soft skin and hard nipples, prone to little sighs and moans if I suck or squeeze just right. I picture myself playing wi Read more
Breeding kink?
I don’t want k**s, but I might have a breeding kink. I want you to fuck me bare, want to feel your hips slam against the inside of my thighs, how you get erratic when you’re close. I’ll spread my legs, make sure you get as deep as you can get, hook my ankles around your back to keep you in whwn you start to cum. When you begin feeding my hungry cunt your rich warm sperm. I want you to fuck me condomless every day for months, no matter where we are. In your office, I’ll walk away feeling your cum dripping into my panties. After we’ve had dinner at a restaurant, fuck me against a wall in an alle Read more
Being seen
I don’t get off on being watched. Except sometimes. I want you to take me to a hotel, maybe, in a city neither of us live in. Bring me to the room. Pour me a glass of wine while we talk, refill it any time it’s less than half full. There’s a couch in the room, I think, we’re sitting there, glass of wine in our hands, you’re not really drinking though. After a short while, you touch me. Maybe you put a hand on my leg, caress my ankle, something innocent. I’d let you, of course, if you asked, but wouldn’t mind if you didn’t ask, not there. You could move closer after a short while, touch more o Read more
A small dream of watching
I am more of a voyeur than an exhibitionist, my biggest dream is to get to watch people have sex, to be placed quietly in a corner, observing them while they fuck. I picture a couple, my age, maybe younger, maybe older. I have no preferences for gender, but I picture the active part groping the other one, talking about how much I might like what I see, "don’t you enjoy knowing someone gets to see you when you’re like this, naked and desperate?" I wouldn’t want to be involved, just want to look, more or less fully dressed, I have no intention of being a peep show in the corner, would rather be Read more
New kinks?
I am discovering that I have a very specific form of degradation kink: I want men to use me and my body, to tell me that I’m a good slut, how much they like groping and fondling my breasts, calling them udders, telling me I should be milked, groping me everywhere, moving me around however they see fit, so they can enjoy my body. I want to be useful, a pliable cocksleeve, I want a man larger than me to move me around, place me however he sees fit, but without being cruel. I don’t want to be told that I’m a worthless whore who’s only good for sex, that doesn’t turn me on or appeal to me, I want Read more