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I cant stop thinking about you.
I woke up from nightmares again. Wishing i was in the one place i sleep well. Wishing i was with the one person who gave me comfort and helped me sleep well. I miss you.
I found a picture of myself from 18 months ago. Seeing myself with a shabby looking long beard made me feel like shit to see again. I dont know how people around me didnt see me having a nasty looking beard and see how unhappy i was. I am still that unhappy, im just hiding it better now iguess
I put up some cool new shit on instagram. I put all of that stuff up for you. I am just trying to make the best of my time right now, but also i am doing my best to show interesting things from around here
I want to make you feel fufiled again. I want to make you smile again. I keep thinking about how happy i was making you happy. There was nothing i enjoyed more. I am sorry for the mistakes i made, and always will be. I have learned from them, i would appreciate another opportunity to make us both happy again. This time i can see my health problems clearly, i am taking responsibility for them, getting it all taken care of. I couldnt see how unwell i was 5ten years ago, it took a lot to really understand how unwell i was, and still am. I am still struggling, though i am doing my best day to day until i see the neurologist. The medication will be life changing for me. I expect to reach a standard of living i never thought possible before. Together we were very happy, perhaps you would allow me to make you happy once again
I really feel like that about you. You must see that. If you didnt, you would have moved on ages ago. I know you feel that way about me too.
