1°) Teenage and twenties : THE BOY I grew up in a cute town by a lake, in a very normal, secure, middle class surrounding. I had always felt some sort of energy punching inside that made me feel somewhat different, but which I did not clearly identify until my late teens. As for most males, my sex life had started with girls. The truth is that they had been like sexless to me from word go. Girlfriends, however attractive, served mostly as a cover for the the earnest, straight looking teenager. Penises, body hair, sperm, that was what sex really meant to me deep down. It made me feel ve… Read more
