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That I am still here! After recent events I have tried to not post anything whilst under the influence! As you know, sometimes I kind of have lost control and done some crazy things. For 2018, I have been trying to keep that in check... I am still here though. I have been asked a lot about the photos I did of the frosted glass request. I had to improvise and come up with something similar as I don't have frosted glass. I have been toying with the idea of posting these...they are my mist intimate photos.. Love always Mrs K Xxx… Read more

Good afternoon all. First if all, thanks to all over the last few weeks who have been kind and supporting. Your comments mean a lot to me. I am planning a nice quiet relaxing evening tonight with a bottle of red wine. Don't worry no spirits! Xx I guess over the last couple of weeks I have messed up and made a couple of mistakes. I've had a few really good heart to hearts with a few if you and I know I have to keep things under control. Many if you have been blatantly blunt with me and I appreciate that. The request from hopefully yours is on my mind and has been since he pos… Read more

I didn't it again. I texted Arun last night. I shouldn't have. But now I'm so confused. I miss him. I miss what we had. I can't have him back in NY life again. But at the same time I don't want to throw away what we had. I met someone again this morning. I shouldn't have. I fear I. Losing control again. Do I need arun back? Is that a way of getting what I need and staying safe? I am well aware of the dangers of meeting people on here I don't know. I made a mistake. I know it was wrong and dangerous and can't keep doing that. Will bringing arun back into my life be a safe op… Read more

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aybe I shouldnt do this...but I am… Read more

...that I wouldn't normally do...… Read more

I was supposed to be heading out for a meal tonight with him. But he has just cancelled as he needs to go to work. Sick of being let down. I feel like I'm not even worth any effort from him. I wish I could ho back 15 years. Just opened his bottle of Hennessey's. Screw him.… Read more

I sometimes feel that some of you might get really frustrated with me. Is that true? I have done things through here and I swore I would never do. I know some of you want to see my breasts. Do you feel frustrated that I don't show? Looking at some of the other profiles on here I guess I will soon become boring to follow unless I do. Should I just give in and post something more akin to this site? For example I have woke up this morning and I have nightie that is definitely too small for my chest. And my first thing was..." The guys on xhamster would love to see this." How muc… Read more

Wow..2018! Happy new year to you all. I hope you all had a lovely new years eve. I went to see family earlier in the evening and the was treated to a nice meal out by the hubby. A refreshing change were work was not mentioned. I did however drink far more than I should have and some how we ended the night in am argue. I don't really remember what it was about and I don't even remember getting home. I woke up in my dress still. Ive just woken up and hubby is not here. So not the best start to 2018! But it is the new year and I'm looking to enjoy it. 2017 wasn't the best year f… Read more

As the title says. I promise the first post gets what he wants.… Read more

Its about 3.27 in the morning and hubby is at work. I've just finished one of his belvedere vodas...silly me.. Who in the UK is up??… Read more

I get a lot of requests which sometimes get lost in my inbox. So if you have a request post it here. ... Love, Mrs K xxx… Read more

I have been doing a lot of soul searching of late. But little did I know the answer would possibly find me on a trip to see my family. My Family live near the countryside, the journey is full of windy, bendy roads. It was here I may have found my answer. Like many cars , my car has several 'Driving Modes'. I have always driven it in 'Eco Mode'. And I mean always.Since I brought the car, I got into the habit of putting my seat belt on, slipping it into Eco Mode and switching off that annoying stop/start function before driving off. But today I did something I have never done before.… Read more

Hello everyone.. First of all that you for all the comments and support you guys have given me. I read every single comment. Sometimes its hard to keep up with messages as I have over 2000 messages in my invox waiting to be read. I simply don't have the time to get to all of then. I am sorry about this. So I am giving an update on what's is happening... I have not texted arun back although I get. A text of him almost everyday now. Am I tempted? Yes. But I can't put myself through that again. I have not net the guy I met that morning. We still talk on here and he has been very s… Read more

Its the morning after and I feel down.. I've let myself down on 3 accounts. The first being my last blog post. I got that message 9 days ago and didn't delete it. Last night I was rather under the influence and let off some steam. On here and elsewhere. The second incident took place at 5 ish this morning. I very stupidly sent a drunken text to 'Arun'. I didn't get a reply at that time. And have just woken up not long ago to 14 missed calls from him and 8 texts. I haven't replied. My husband is currently stuck in Birmingham with all the snow. He wasn't here last night. My 3rd re… Read more

Some days ago I got this messgae I was so confused..... I just didn't want to talk to this person and I tried to let them know....but he turned so nasty... It did upset me...and I stayed off this for a day or 3. But you know what? I shouldn't feel guilty. Yes, I am drunk right now. Ive had many vodkas and for once I just want to let go People that know me know that I can be slighty reserved.......but for what? I have built a few really good ccircle of riends. And you know who you are. So yes....I am on here now to bare all… Read more

..From me. https://vocaroo.com/i/s1OWrkyzYRO6 xxx… Read more

Home alone...getting changed into my nightwear.. Red or Pink Lingerie? xx… Read more

I lay in bed repeatably thinking about what had just happened. I feel so many different things all at once. So many emotions. I felt aroused. I felt scared. I felt nervous. I felt anxious I turned to my side and saw the online of my husband in bed next to me. That's when it hit me. The guilt. The remorse. The sadness. The feeling of having let myself down. I should have been stronger. I regretted what had just happened. I wished I could just turn back the time. I felt ashamed. How could I have let this happen? As I lay there I felt my heart beat at 100 miles a minute. I could still smell… Read more