Diary

So, here we go again, all riled up. Since i know that always after i cum, i regret all and i feel really turned off by this sissy stuff. So i made myself a trap, i am going to go approximatly 5 km away from home with my bicycle and get off. After that i am abandoned in our joint woodworking spaces and i have to ride back home in my stockings, panties and sissy shirt that is under my clothes. Currently i have a buttplug in my boipussy, but later i will not wear it for sure because when i am not horny, i am a boring normie. I brought my trustworhy dildo with me ofc, a proper sissy doesen’t wank, sissygasm is the way for a sissy to cum.. Would be cool to have a playmate, a sissy like me to text to and to share these nasty moments. I bet that someone elses cum is a nectar of gods. I made a stop on the way in a local pub to grab a drink and write this, soon i can get my satisfaction, cant wait...