My BBC journey

I have always considered myself completely straight, I have never wanted to have sex with any man or suck a dick or anything like that. But I have always loved interracial porn and have loved watching big black cocks, I love them so much. I started watching interracial stuff not long after I started watching porn and I started watching more and more of it over the years until a few years ago when I started to only watch interracial. When I would watch it, I always fantasized about them and fantasized that I was the woman in the videos, but I never thought that I would ever go through with it. But recently I have really started thinking about it and maybe I'm not as straight as I thought lol. I have been thinking that I would really like to suck some big black cocks and eventually work my way up to being fucked by a BBC. I still have a lot of training to do before I could be fucked by one, but I really think that I would love it. I love looking at their huge dicks and fantasising about them, I think that they look so tasty.
I will post any updates in my search for BBC in the future but hopefully I won't have to wait too long xxx