Cucked Before I Knew What It Meant

When I was in my late 20s I started dating a woman about 8 yrs my senior. She was also my neighbor so it was bound to be awkward but it ended up being the start of me really really linking sex and humiliation. In retrospect it started way before that (age 15) but this is where I realized it but her pussy was so good I couldn't leave her even during extended periods of denial just for the chance to be allowed to fuck it when she got the whim. One time we wanted to party but didn't want to spend the money. My gf suggested he's hot for her so she'd flirt for it. She wore a see thru sheer black top & a black micro skirt with white lace panties that left little to the imagination. I was happy it worked but I had also never been so excited. I wanted to fuck her as soon as he left but instead she invited over a dozen people, mostly young guys and wore that same outfit, showing everybody her stuff all night. I fucked her that night but I later found out she fucked the youngest hottest guy there a bunch of times right after that. She wouldn't hide her future adventures including a stripper lesbian lover, selling her pussy to her boss and to a local nightclub owner and even fucking a guy in her room during a party I was at but all of those were known by an isolated group. But the ultimate was after a rave where me, my gf & her lesbian lover I spoke of were rolling BALLS. The idea was my gf was talking about letting me at least watch them and just maybe join in. After the rave we went to a house party owned by some guys from the rave. We walked in together and it was known we were a couple pretty quick. Her stripper lover went upstairs with 2 dudes right away and eventually 3 other dudes had gone up as well. Pretty soon she called my girl up there. It was pretty obvious they were about to get plowed by these 5 jacked hot young guys. But what I didn't expect was how fucking loud it would be.Im sure the stripper was loud too but all I could hear was my girl. Not just screaming either. She was filthy. Begging for "all that Cock" and telling them "in my cunt" when asked where she wanted them to cum. "In my cunt. All of you. Cum in my cunt" I was humiliated in front of about 2 dozen people. But I also secretly loved it. Instead of wanting to stop it or join them it was all could do not to jerk off right then & there. She came down about 90 minutes later and just said C'mon let's go. It's fucking 7am. We never spoke about it but for weeks after its all I could jerk off to. Just like the others before and after her she not only left me for another guy but I got to hear about how they fucked like rabbits. So that's where my current mindset really got started. If you guys liked this one I will post about humiliations from other girls as well.