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What it might be, or have been

What it might be, or have been

You knew you were different young, or maybe older and fought it

Eventuality you accepted it, maybe you kept it to yourself, or just embraced it. Perhaps you actively did something about it. changed your look, grew you hair, started using hormones. Stepped out. Or you had to hide

Finally you escaped to someplace where you could be yourself, even if part time

Eventually you wanted to ignite what you were sexually.

You had a collection of sexy, or just feminine clothing, you wore sometimes, or always. you worked at your appearance. You played online, or in a bookshop glory hole, or Grindr. Maybe you really liked it, or wanted more.

Finally you just knew you need to do it.

you found a man, and somehow told him what you were, or maybe he found you

alone, you wanted to please him, or he was like you, but you still wanted it

They undressed you, or you undressed for them

You let them see what you were, nervous, the panties went down.

you got hard,or stayed soft, but he was hard for you and you liked that


He was nice, or mean, in charge, or and equal. But he wanted you

it felt good then


Perhaps you kissed, or he just pushed you to you knees

And you finally sucked a cock

Maybe you played with yourself while you did

You made him cum
you tasted it, swallowed it, you liked it, or not
They wanted you and you had to decide, were you ready for them inside of you

It hurt. but you wanted and perhaps you had been working on opening up yourself
You still wanted it, maybe you wanted to do it to him, maybe he wanted you to, or you never wanted that

for some just sex, others found something like love

You got good at it

He loved fucking you

You sex was utterly submissive

or you were noticing you had great sex

Perfectly happy to suck him off, while stroking yourself
Offering you ass easily, proudly
enjoying his power over you, his discipline, and happy to serve perhaps
Being his bitch, his toy, his slut or his partner

want to just fuck, or be a GF

Maybe finally being yourself



just some thoughts about people I meet here and chat with
Feel free to add
Published by manupxx
4 years ago
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manupxx Publisher 3 months ago
to samanthasatine : best I can do from my viewpoint
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samanthasatine
words of wisdom and truth...
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manupxx Publisher 5 months ago
to firstknightd : being your true self
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manupxx Publisher 5 months ago
to firstknightd : being your true self
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firstknightd
firstknightd 5 months ago
It was my brother in law. He said he always knew he would end up fucking me. He did. over and over, and I sucked that mans dick like it was a life line. 
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georgesdad
georgesdad 6 months ago
I have asked quite a number of these questions of myself but I cannot come out as the cock loving gay that I most certainly am xx
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manupxx Publisher 7 months ago
to Janedoecd2 : for others to enjoy
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manupxx Publisher 7 months ago
to Janedoecd2 : for others to enjoy
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Janedoecd2
Janedoecd2 7 months ago
you really have a way with posts. thank you
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manupxx Publisher 1 year ago
perfect, enjoy all of it
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manupxx Publisher 1 year ago
to tryingharder2 : what you are, be her
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tryingharder2
tryingharder2 1 year ago
iam letting my inner princess cum out .and love it...its taking a long time because iam a scared maybe that i will love it to much..as i love being more and more fem each day
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needsuser
needsuser 2 years ago
to blinddawg : and me I want to be a bottom slut
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VenusSB
VenusSB 2 years ago
very sweet
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blinddawg 2 years ago
oh yeah that me too
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samanthasatine
so true xxx that's me xxx
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Sissy_Kari
Sissy_Kari 3 years ago
to manupxx : Yes Master.  Thank You. 
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manupxx Publisher 3 years ago
to Sissy_Kari : glad you enjoyed as intended
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Sissy_Kari
Sissy_Kari 3 years ago
Describes me perfectly. Master’s slut.
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needsuser
needsuser 3 years ago
to dirtyoldbiman : and then I got fucked and loved it
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needsuser
needsuser 3 years ago
thats me, a late in life sub bottom
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ramannab 3 years ago
Top's thoughts expressed beautifully for sissies like me.
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2bornot2b
2bornot2b 3 years ago
umm, if only to dream finding a sweet sissy to play with...nice little tight ass, and a cock that you could suck on all day..
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Pornslave6
Pornslave6 3 years ago
My feelings entirely summed up❤️❤️❤️
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manupxx Publisher 3 years ago
to fafafingi : of course
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fafafingi 3 years ago
Oh yes I definitely was born for this I knew it when I was young around the age of 12 aegis all comes together naturally I love it I live for just being sexual bottom slut chunky tranny bottom very submissive sexual bottom servant to be used control and enjoyed I love it all thank you so much for your words I read
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manupxx Publisher 3 years ago
to Aden46gay : yes, accept and enjoy
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Aden46gay
Transcript of my memoirs outline. Nicely done. still conflicted and switching as bi, but becoming less a top so more excited to suck and be fucked.  
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billt12 3 years ago
WOW! So well put. Describes exactly what a young boy may feel before he truly embraces his sexual orientation an d accepts himself for the  sissy homosexual he is. Bi-Bill
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manupxx Publisher 3 years ago
to kink2kink : glad you liked it
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