The pastor’s family 8
So, a couple days have passed since Luke let me fuck him and even I can
tell something has changed between us. We don't fool around and the rides
to and from school are spent with his music blasting. In the evenings, him
and John are almost always gone until late, so I have the house to
myself. I eat and watch movies or play my X box. It seems like my hormones
are running overtime lately.
It is almost 830pm and I grab my cell and text Chase. No reply. I text
Keith and no reply. I turn off everything downstairs and head up to my
room. I look at my phone and still no replies. I get in my room and take
off my shirt and jeans. I walk into the bathroom in my boxers and socks. I
Brush my teeth. I look at my body and my arms. I have been working out with
Dwayne, but I cant see any difference. My self confidence drops and I start
to notice everything wrong in my life again. Feeling depressed, I finish up
int he bathroom and go to my room. I grab my iPhone and start some music. I
go tot google and start searching for random things. Teen age
depression. Teen age body issues. Teen age hormones. I am reading all this
stuff and all it is doing is depressing me more. I go to google again and
key in where to find sex in my town. All these listings come up and I see
they are all advertising girls. I go again and search for how to find gay
sex in my town. A new screen opens and lists all these gay apps and then
something called craigslist.
I key in craigslist in my phone and it opens to the main page. I look
around and I see the personals sections and there it is, men seeking men. I
click on it and it opens and here are all these ads and they all say they
are local. I start looking through them and my first thought is this is
awesome. I see ads with pics of dicks and I see ads with descriptions of
what the guy is looking for and everything. I click on post an ad. Damn it,
I have to create an account. I go ahead and create and verify my account. I
start to fill in all the info. My ad reads like this...
Younger guy just learning what it means to be gay. Looking for a guy to
meet after school.
I post the ad and the replies start coming in soon after. The first reply
asks my age and if I am top or bottom. I don't want to say my age, so I
rely back and say I am bottom. The guy says meet me now. I look and it is
9:20pm. I reply back and say its late. Another email comes from him and its
a close up dick pic. The email says meet me at the mall. We closed at 9 and
I will be leaving here in 10 minutes. I reply back it will take me 15 to
get there. He says come on, I will be waiting. I throw some shorts and a
shirt on. I put my shoes on and I race down the stairs. Full of excitement
and hormones. I grab my bike in the garage and head to the mall.
I get to the mall and take out my phone and email him again. He says he is
parked near the food court entrance in a black pick up. I peddle that way
and I see the truck. I park my bike in the bike Stand and thats when I
realize I didn't bring my backpack with my lock. I leave the bike anyway
and walk to the truck. I get to the drivers window and it rolls
down. Inside is a guy I would guess to be 19 or so. He is wearing an Apple
logo shirt, so I know he works at the Apple store in the mall. We start
talking and I immediately go shy. He asks questions and I nod or shake my
head. He asks if I want this and I look and he has his cock out of the
zipper of his pants and it is full on hard. I just nod and he says get in.
I climb in his truck and reach over and grab his cock. He says not here. I
sit up and he starts to drive off. I buckle up and wash as he heads down
the road. We pull into Mcdonalds parking lot. I unbuckle and reach over to
his crotch. He says go to the bathroom and wait in the stall. I get out the
truck and walk in and head to the bathroom. In my mind, everyone inside is
looking at me and judging me. I make it tot he bathroom and close the call
door and wait. The bathroom door opens and the guy walks in. He stands in
front of me and I can see the bulge inside of his pants. I reach up and
start to unbuckle his belt, but he pushes my hands away and says just unzip
me, this wont take long. I unzip his pants and pull open the front of his
boxer. I reach in and grab his cock. He is fully hard, so it takes a little
bit of work to get it moved around and out of his zipper. Once I have it
out, I start to jack it, but thats not what he wants so again he pushes my
hands away. He grabs the base of his cock and aims it at my mouth. He says
open your mouth and I do.
He moves forward and his cock goes in my mouth. I close my lips and start
sucking. I put my hands on the back of his legs to pull him closer and he
steps back and says don't touch me, just open your mouth and I will do the
rest. At that moment, I feel utterly like trash. I open my mouth and he
puts his dick in again. I close my mouth and he holds my head and thrust
into my mouth. Tears start running down my face. I feel ashamed and
useless. He starts going all in my mouth. He isn't long enough to get to my
throat so he fucks my mouth faster and faster. He grabs the back of my neck
with both hands and pulls me all the way down on his cock and holds me. I
can feel his cock throbbing in my mouth as I sit there and try to stop my
tears. I swallow twice and he finally pulls out everything except the
head. I suck on the head of his cock a minute or so and he pulls out. He
starts to zip up and says to me, wait 3 minutes after I leave the bathroom
before you come out. I nod and he leaves. I walk out the stall to the sink
and I wash my face off and dry it. I wait another minute and then I head
out. I walk outside the McDonalds and the guy and his truck are gone.
It is about a mile walk back to the mall and I cry all the way back. I get
there and luckily my bike is still there. I get my bike and a security
guard standing at the door asks if thats my bike. I look over his way was
he walks to me. I wipe my face and I say yes sir. He walks up and sees I am
an emotional mess and says are you sure that is your's and asks for my
id. I say yes sir it is mine and I reach to my back pocket for my wallet,
but it isn't there. I say I don't have my wallet with my ID. I tell him my
name. He asks if I am kin to the preacher over at the pentecostal church,
and I say yes sir. I grab my cell out my pocket and show him pics of me and
my family so he will believe me. He steps back so the light from the mall
shines on my face and he says whats got you so upset tonight. I wipe my
face again and just shrug my shoulders. The security guy says sit over here
and lets talk.
About 5 feet away was a bench and we sat there. He started asking what was
wrong and I just shook my head at most the questions. He finally said well,
here is what I know. You have a family, you have your bike, you look well
taken care of, and you have a home to go to. He said look over there and
pointed towards the woods behind the mall. He said you see those lights
over there, and I nodded. He said you know what it is and I said no sir. He
said thats where the homeless people go. He said, this town closed the
homeless shelter cause of no support and they didn't have anyplace to
go. And thats when my petty problems seem to melt away. He said look there
and he points at the street corner. He said that lady and her k** will go
in those woods too, and we watched and he was right.
He said so tell me again what has you so upset tonight. I looked up at his
face and said I am ok. He said anytime you feel like you did tonight, you
just stop and be thankful for what you do have. Without hat he said I need
to get on home. I got on my bike and peddled. I went out towards the woods
and rode by and looked. I saw about 30 people there. Thats when I realized
I didn't have it so bad after all.
Once home, I went upstairs and stripped and went to the bathroom. I grabbed
my cel and emailed the guy that left me at the bathroom, but no reply. I
went to craigslist and deleted my ad and every reply from it I had in my
email. I started the shower, and was about to step in, when I remember the
dildo in my older brother's closet. I grabbed a towel and wrapped around my
waist and opened the bathroom door on Luke's side. As usual, his room was a
mess and smelled like a locker room. I opened his room door, stepped into
he hall and opened John's door. I went to the closet and turned not he
light.It was no longer there. I opened the dresser drawers and nothing. I
looked in the hamper and then his bathroom and it was no where to be
found. I came out the bathroom and looked around his bed. I couldn't find
it any where. I know what I saw the other day but today it was gone.I left
his room and went back in Luke's bedroom door. I walked over to his bed. I
was looking for his gym shorts or boxers he wore recently. I picked up a
couple pair of jeans with the boxers still inside, but as I sniffed them,
they weren't the smell I wanted. I walked to the other side of his bed and
saw a pile of boxers. I grabbed a couple and sat vin the edge of the bed
and sniffed and got a different smell. That wasn't Luke's smell. I held the
boxers up and looked at them, These weren't Luke's. I knew the smell but I
didn't remember where from.
I dropped the boxers and picked up another pair of the floor. These were
Luke's I could smell his sweat and his body spray on them. I stood up and
my cell phone fell on the floor . I reached down and grabbed it and thats
when I saw it. The dildo from John's closet was under Luke's bed. I grabbed
my phone and the rubber dick and ran back to Johns room and into the
closet. I grabbed a pair of his boxers and thats the smell. So John and
Luke's boxers were both in Luke's room along with the dildo.
I left and went back to the bathroom. I locked both entrance doors to the
bathroom and turned the shower off and ran a tub of water. I went back to
Luke's room and grabbed his bottle of lube off his night stand. I opened
the bottle and dripped lube on the dildo and rubbed it all over. I ran my
hand between my ass cheeks and tried to lube up my hole. I put my left foot
up on the counter and aimed the dildo at my ass and tried to push it in. No
good. I put my lube on it and tried again. Finally, I closed the lid of the
toilet and held the dildo up under me and sat down on it. It slid inside
me. I clenched my ass around it and walked to the tub. I got in the tub and
sat down with it still inside me. The water was still filling the tub and
felt great. I reached down under my nuts and felt the base of the rubber
cock that was inside my teenage hole. I started to pull it out and push it
back inside me. It felt good. I pulled my left leg up under me and rested
the end of the dildo on my ankle. I could now lean back in the tub and move
up and down on the cock without holding it with my hands.
I started to fuck myself on the fake cock in me and started to jerk off at
the same time. I started moving up and down faster and realized, I was
splashing water everywhere out of the tub. I drained the water rout until
it was just barely covering my legs/ I started to fuck myself again and
stroke my dick. I reached down and cupped my balls. The hot water had them
very loose in my nut sack. I moved them around and then down to the bottom
of the sack and then I squeezed my hand around the empty part of my nut
sack. This cause my nuts to stretch the skin and really show off my nuts. I
held them like this. I stopped stroking my cock and used my other hand to
rub the nuts as they were squeezed. I started to lightly tap them, my
teenage cock was laying on my stomach and dripping a lot of precum onto my
belly. I waited to cum, I let go of my nuts and started stroking again. I
could feel the sensation start to build in my nuts, I reached beside the
tub and grabbed Luke's boxers that I brought in with me. I held them over
my nose and sniffed. My other hand was like a blur stroking my cock. My ass
was moving up and down on the dildo. Then it happened. My body tensed. My
little asshole clamped down on the fake cock.
My hand stroked up and down my cock as my little cock got even harder and
started to pulsate in my hand. I could feel the cum as it rushed up my
shaft and was shot out all over my chest and belly. I started to come down
from my high. I pulled Luke's boxers off my face and threw them across the
bathroom. I looked down at the puddles of cum on me. I reached between my
legs and pulled the dildo out of me. I drained the water in the tub and
started the shower.
Once showered, I went to my room and put on some clean boxers. I went back
to the bathroom and took the dildo and put it and the boxers back in Luke's
room where I found them. I look at it is almost midnight and my brothers
are still not home. I get in my bed and go to sleep.
The next day is Tuesday. I wake up and walk into the bathroom. I start the
shower and I slowly open the door to Luke's room to see if he came home. I
look over at his bed see 2 people. I see Luke sleep, laying on his back and
his muscles chest rising and falling as he breathes. To his right is a
girl. I can see she is not any of the ones I have seen him with before. I
close the door back and take my shower. I get dressed and grab my gym bag
and book bag and go downstairs to the kitchen. John is already up and
eating at the table. He says good morning and I say morning. I grab a
banana and head to the garage.
Its a new day. I am going to ride my bike to and from school. Luke is
acting weird towards me anyway. I eat my banana on the way. I lock up my
bike and my cell vibrates. I look and it is a text from Luke. All it says
is, If you can ride your bike today, you can ride it everyday. I don't even
reply. I head into class.
After a normal day, it is finally study hall time and I head to the weight
room. I sign in and I don't see anyone. I go tot he locker room and change
and put my bag my locker. I come back out and start my routine on the
machines. About 10 minutes into working out, Dwayne comes in and says sorry
I am late, ill change and be back. Dwayne comes back in his shorts and
tank top and we start talking. He asked if I was sore and I told him I was
the other day, but took a hot bath and it helped a lot. He said thats
great. He told me what to do for the rest of my routine and he went over to
the kettle bells and started working out. The last exercise of the day for
me, was the 2 huge ropes. I hate them. I started picking it up and slamming
it down on the right and then the left. Dwayne comes over and says put your
heart into it. Drop the left tope and just concentrate on the one rope. I
want to you to work out all your anger and frustration on that rope. Leave
nothing inside. Put everything you have into this workout. I start thinking
about how I am upset with Luke and I get pissed and I used that for
inspiration to work out harder on this rope. Finally I hear the clock ring
and I cant believe how fast time went when I started to use my anger and
get it out in my exercises.
Dwayne said whatever motivation you had at the end of your routine, you
need to bring in here everyday. We went in and showered and changed. Dwayne
said I can see results in you already. I just looked at him and said
whatever. He said trust me, you cant see them cause its your body, but you
are changing. I say I will see you tomorrow. I head out and get on my bike
and head home.
I change into shorts and a t shirt and socks. I fix some pizza rolls and go
to the den. I download a new star wars game on my X Box and play it. John
comes in and asks what I had for dinner and I said I ate some pizza
rolls. He asks where is Luke and I said I haven't seen him. John says Luke
was pissed with you this morning when you rode your bike without saying
anything to him. I just played my game, John said he would be t the church
if I needed anything. Around 730pm, Luke comes in with 3 guys. I had seen
them at the gym so I knew they were on the wrestling team, but I didn't
know their names.
They go in to the kitchen and I hear a bunch of noise. Then the come into
the den and the all have made sandwiches. Luke reaches on the table and
grabs the remote and changes it from my game, back to regular TV. He starts
a movie and I see his friends looking around and glancing at me. I get up
leave the room. I head upstairs to my room. I start music on my iPhone and
end up reading email. I see one from he guy from McDonald's last night. All
it says is sorry. I delete it with no reply.
I go back to craigslist and start reading the ads. I see one that says
older for younger. I read it and it sounds creepy, so I skip it. I read
some more. I come to one that says New to this. I laugh and thick so am I.
I come across one that says need sub from grp. I open the ad and it says...
Looking for a total sub to serve group in town for event. Email for
details.
For some reason I click reply and say younger guy here, may I have the
details. About 20 minutes I get this reply... 4 guys aged 20-24, in town
for 2 nights and need a sub to use. I reply back and say, Ok. The next
email asks for a pic. I go to the bathroom and take off my shirt. I start
taking pics until I have one with no face that I think looks good. I send
it. A reply comes back and says, Age. I reply back and say, old
enough. The last reply I get says sorry, but no age means we cant meet you.
I throw my cell on the bed side me. My mind was swirling around the thought
of 4 guys at once and what that would be like and how it would work. I fall
asleep. I wake up the next morning and I am naked in my bed and under the
sheet. I didn't undress last night. I get up and go tot the bathroom. I
start to open Luke's bedroom door but someone opens it and pulls it open. I
jump and grab a towel and wrap it around my waist. The guy laughs and says
don't worry about it k**, I just need to piss. I watch as this muscle guy
wearing a t shirt and briefs walks to the toilet. I hear him start to piss
and I walk out the bathroom and into my bedroom. I was it by the closet.
I hear the toilet flush. I grab so boxers and walk to the bathroom, just as
the guy is walking in my room. I stop and just look at him. He said sorry
about scaring you in the bathroom, I just nodded. He turned to leave and
said, You may want to hang in here a few minutes, Buddy just woke up and I
am sure he needs to piss too. I just stood there in my room. Who is
buddy. The guy leaves and closes my side of the bathroom door. I walk to my
bed to get my cell. I cant find it. I look on the night stand and the
floor. The last I remember, I threw it on the bed beside me. I look
everywhere and cant find it. I hear the door to the bathroom on my side
open. I look over my shoulder and Luke walks in in just boxers. He walks to
my bed and says, I got you covered. He throws my cell on the bed and walks
out. What did that mean?
I grab my clothes and go to the bathroom and lock the doors. I shower and
dress fast. I grab my bags and head to the kitchen. I fix some oatmeal and
start to eat. I hear heavy footsteps. The guy that came int he bathroom
walks into the kitchen. He says my name is JD by the way. I look at him and
say I am Mattie and I keep eating. JD is searching and I watch him fix
oatmeal and put it in the microwave. About that time, the other guy comes
down and says hey. He says his name is Buddy, I say I am Mattie. The start
talking and fixing breakfast. I finish and put my bowl in the sink and go
to the garage. I grab my bike, but it is locked up. I look and its a chain
and a padlock. Has to be Luke.
I walk back in the kitchen and sit at the table. JD says, I guess you see
he chained up your bike huh. I didn't even respond. I took out my cell and
sent a text to Dwayne and asked if he could pick me up. No reply Finally
Luke came downstairs with a smug smile. He grabbed cereal and milk and sat
across from me. Why you still here, he says. I just look at him and then
back down. Luke said I told you I got you covered and laughed. He kept
bragging about I need to learn to listen. About that time, my cell dings. I
look down and its a text from Dwayne. He says he is waiting outside. I grab
my bags and walk towards the garage door. Luke says where the fuck you
going. I said I have a ride to school, Bye. And I leave
I ride with Dwayne to class and I thank him and he says no problem. He
asked if everything as ok and I say my bike wasn't acting right and said
said anytime you need a ride, just text me. I thank him and head into
class.
My cell vibrates and I look at it. Luke texted and said, come to the high
school after school. I ignored it, he sent it 3 more times during home
room. And I ignored it each time. Like clockwork, for the rest of the day,
every hour, I got the same text over and over from Luke. Study hall comes
around and I head to the weight room. I get there and the door is closed
and locked. I text Dwayne and he says he is on the way. He gets there and
says he will call a coach. He made a couple of calls and finally some old
coach walks down the hall towards us. He comes up to us and says, Weight
room is closed until further notice. Dwayne says why and the coach says, a
guy this morning got hurt and the district decided to close it down until
they get funding for new equipment.
Dwayne says sorry Mattie. I walk back to my study hall and walk in and
grab a seat. The teacher calls me up to the desk and asks me why I am here
and I explain it. He says ok, grab a seat. I pull out my books and start my
homework. A guy walks by me and to the teachers desk. They talk and I hear
the teacher tell him to grab a desk. I look up and see him walking towards
the back of the class where I am seating. He is what I call a sagger. A guy
with his pants showing half his ass and underwear. He has a skull belt
buckle on and a t shirt. He sits beside me and I glance over. He says names
Philip and I say Mattie. The guy looks like he is 17 or so. He sits down
and taps my shoulder. I look over and he asks if its this boring all the
time. I say it is a study hall, most people do their homework, some
sleep. He says ok.
I go back to my homework. About 5 mins passes and I here him moving so I
glance over. He is stretching his arm high above his head and yawning. I
glance at the hem of his shirt as it rises up. I see his stomach and belly
button. He has a thick happy trip that leads down into his tight Hollister
boxer briefs. He drops his arms and catches me looking and smiles as he
adjusts his crotch. I turn back to my books. I feel another tap on my
shoulder and I look over. He has pulled his sagging jeans down far enough
that I can see the lump of his cock inside his boxer briefs. He rubs it and
shakes it at me and smiles. I realize I am staring, and turn back. I start
my homework again.
Ten minutes or so pass and I hear a slight noise. I look over and he is
looking at me. The lump in his briefs is now hard and pushing against the
briefs. I go back to studying. I am about 16 questions into my homework,
and feel a tap on my shoulder again. I look over and his jeans are covering
his crotch now. I look up at him and he pushes a piece of notebook paper
across his desk towards me. I reach out and he lays it in my hand. I pull
it to my desk and there it is, covered in cum. Oh my god, this fool jerked
off in class. This fool jerked off for me. On the top of the paper it says,
I could tell you wanted this, and it had his number. I get my cell and text
him. He replies back and says that load is getting cold on that paper. I
look over at him and he points to the cum covered paper. I slid the paper
in front of me and lean my head down. I can smell his cum as I start
licking the puddles of it off the paper and into my mouth. I look over and
Philip is watching me and smiling.
I get a text and I read it. Philip says you gay or bi? I say I am gay. He
relies, trash that cum paper before someone sees it and he says he is
bi. We chat back and forth. He is 16, I tell him he looks much older. He
asks what all I am into and I reply I don't really know. He texts, well, I
know you like cum, so I assume you suck dick. I look at him and nodded. He
texts and says you like to get fucked and I loved and nodded again. Another
text says, just so you know, I don't get fucked, but I love to fuck. I
texted back ok. Philip texts, are you single. I just look at him and nod
yes. He texts, maybe we can hang out. I nod and smile. He texts and asks
how I get home. I say I usually ride a bus to the high school and ride home
with my brother. He texts me, want to hang out with me a while today. I
nodded.
Study hall lasted forever. We texted back and forth the rest of the
time. Finally the bell rang. I grabbed my books and crammed them into my
book bag. The class emptied out until it was the teacher and me and
Philip. I got my bags and stood up. Philip waited at the door. I loved the
look of those sagging pants. I walked out the door. He said he is parked in
the back lot. We start walking and talking. He asked if I was driving yet
and I said I don't have my license yet, but I can drive. We get to the
parking lot and he points to a little car at the end and said that is
him. We get in and leave. We drive for 15 minutes and finally get to an
apartment complex. He said come on up, no one is home yet. We go up the
stores to the 3rd floor and finally reach his apartment.
We walk in and Philip says get comfortable. He was into the bed room and I
sit not he couch. He comes back and has dropped his jeans. Just the
Hollister boxer briefs and a t shirt. He sits not he couch beside me and
asks if I have ever had a boy friend. I shake my head no. Philip reaches
down and lifts my face up by my chin and says, well, you do now. And then
we kiss.
He is a very passionate kisser and his hands are all over my body. He pulls
back and says your phone is ringing man. I never heard it before that. I
grab my cell and its Luke and it says, where the fuck are you. I reply at a
friends, I don't need a ride home. I drop the phone and start kissing
Philip and the phone rings, not a text. I pull back from Philip and answer
it. Luke is almost screaming, you get your fucking ass here before practice
is over. I say I am ok, and Luke growls deep into the phone, Your god damn
ass better be here when I leave. I say no. Luke is in a rage now and says,
where are you. I say I am with a new friend. Luke is beyond pissed and
says you fucking whore, you somewhere getting dick aren't you. I say again,
I am with a new friend. Silence on the phone, and then comes the
threat....fine, your ass will pay for this bullshit, I promise you that,
and he hangs up.
I drop the phone and Philip says I will take you where you need to be. I
say no. He said I heard everything and I don't want to cause trouble. We
can still hang out, we will just plan it better. And remember, you have a
boyfriend now. I smile and Philip kisses me. Philip gets dressed and we
head out. I tell him to just take me home and not to the high school. We
get to my house and he kisses me and says I will find you tomorrow in
school. I say ok. I get out the car and wave and go inside. My phone is
vibrating. I look and I have 4 texts from Luke. Where the fuck are you,
you better answer this god damn phone, ANSWER ME, You will learn to respect
me, I promise you that. I reply, I am at home.
The phone rings and Luke snaps, why the hell didn't you come here like I
said. I waited and he yelled, answer me. I said I didn't want to be there,
so I came home. Luke said I hope you enjoyed whoring around today, because
it will be a long time before you do that shit on me again. I said I didn't
do anything but hang out. The phone was hung up before I finished talking.
I go to my room and change into shorts and go to the den. I start my
game. I hear Luke pull up in the garage, so I hide the remote under the
cushion. I play my game and he walks in and slams the door. Who else is
here, he yells at me. I say no body is here and I keep playing my game. He
heads upstairs. I feel happy that he has left me alone. I play my game.
Around 8pm, Luke comes downstairs. He is wearing gym shorts and socks and
nothing else. I keep playing my game. He walks into the den and I see him
looking for the remote, Finally he walks to the tv and reaches behind it
and unplugs everything. My game and the tv go off. He has a folder in his
hand and he throws it on the coffee table front of me. I lean back on the
couch and Luke looks pissed and said I would advise your ducking ass to get
that fucking folder and open it. I grab the folder and lean back on the
couch. I open it and I can feel my soul drop and leave my body. I flip
though the papers in the folder. There must be 100 pages. Each page has
pictures texts and emails printed out. I close the folder and the only
thing I can do is cry.
Luke says god damn right. I looked through you cell the other night and saw
all this bullshit on Craigslists and texts and emails. Did I miss anything?
I didn't answer. Luke walks behind the couch and grabs my head and pulls it
back so I am looking up at him and he says answer me fucker. I shake my
head. He starts calling out the names of his friends I had been with. He
asks me the name of there guy I met the other night at the mall and I said
I don't know. He gets in my face and screams, you don't fucking know who
you are sucking off, you are a fucking whore. He lets my head go and he
grabs the side of my shorts and pulls, my body get sideways on the couch as
he takes my phone out my pocket. He start reading texts between me and
Philip. He says where I ate the cum off the paper in class today. He keeps
reading out-loud.
Luke throws my phone beside me. Tears are still just pouring down my
face. Luke sits on the coffee table in front of me and says I thought what
we had was going to turn into so much more. I didn't know you would turn
into a faggott whore. He kept on and on degrading me and saying I messed up
a good relationship I had with him. The more he talked the madder I got. I
finally snapped and said, you the one that is sleeping with all these
strange girls. How am I supposed to feel special when you fucking a new one
every night. If I am a whore, so are you.
The next thing I know, I am tossed around and end up in a wrestling choke
hold. Luke is cussing and it feels like he is trudging to snap my head off
my body with his arm muscles. I am wiggling and grabbing at his arm, but I
am helpless against him. He finally lets me go and throws me down not he
couch. Thats when I see it, Luke is also crying. I watch as he just covers
his face and drops to the floor and sits down. I look over and can see him
sobbing. I don't say anything, but my tears have stopped as I watch Luke.
He finally calms down and never looks up, but says go upstairs to bed. I
don't move, I just sit there. Luke raises his head and looks at me. The
hair on my neck stands up when I see his red eyes and here him in a very
deep voice say to me, get your fucking ass to bed, now. I wasn't a request
or a demand, it was do it or else. I get up and head upsetters. I go in my
room and sit at the desk in the corner and look out the window. I hear
footsteps and I wait, but no one comes in.
I hear Luke in his room and he is throwing stuff around. It finally quiets
down and I hear the shower start. I take my cell and start deleting
everything I have, emails and pics and texts. I jump to google and start
searching. Teenage anger issues. Lots of pages are listed, they cover all
kinds of things, but nothing that relates to Luke. The shower goes off and
Luke walks in my room with a towel around his waist. He says, Take a shower
and lets go grab dinner. I nod.
I shower and throw on shorts and a t shirt and my shoes. Luke is already
downstairs and we head out to his car.We get in and he asks where I want to
eat. I say I don't care. He said we need to eat fast cause we got something
to do. We go to the McDonalds. Luke said you want to suck dick in the
bathroom today and laughs, I don't reply. He says what you want dude and
ruffles my hair. We order and get our food. We start eating and Luke starts
driving. He finishes eating and starts speeding up more. I look out and I
know exactly where we are going. We are going to the ban in the country
again.
I looked at Luke and said I don't really want to go back to that barn, its
almost dark. He said well, thats where we are going. I said we can just go
home and he says no and tuned the music up. I sit back in the seat and
dread what is about to happen. We get to the road and head back to the
barn. Luke grabs his phone and gets out and says come on. Luke is texting
and walks into the barn I follow him in. He says we have a few minutes,
Remember where you hid the last time? I felt a flood of relief,, He wasn't
going to fuck me, he was calling that girl again. I say yea, and he says go
on up and get your place set up and be sure I have a couple blankets in
front of the loft doors.
I head up the stairs and get everything set up. I get in my little space
behind Hay bales and I hear a car. Before long, I hear Luke and a girls
voice. I look out my peep hole and he is holding her hand and leading her
to the blankets I have spread out for them. There is just enough light to
see Luke start kissing her. I hear her moaning and see her hands all over
his muscles and body. I watch Luke pull his short off and then the jeans
drop to the ground. Luke is there in his boxers. The girl goes to her knees
and I cant sebum I can hear she is sucking his cock and gagging on it. I
her Luke say you better get it wet, I didn't bring any lube. The girl is
breathless as she says I have some in my purse.
Che starts back sucking and I watch him grab her purse and just turn it
upside down on a hay bale and everything spill out. He grabs the tube of
lube and tells her to get ready. She starts to take her shirt off and Luke
said stop, just take off your jeans and leave your panties on and lay on
the blanket over the other hay bale. She is wearing a t shirt and her
panties and laying on the bale of hay. I watch as Luke walks behind her and
kicks her legs open more. He pushes his briefs down and hooks them under
his balls. He drips lube on his cock. And rubs it in. The entire time, the
girl is saying I want you too fuck me, I need that cock. Fuck me hard, do
it. Luke reached down to her ass and I wait for him to push her panties
down and then I hear the rip. Rips her panties until they fall off. He gets
in position behind her and he says beg me for it bitch.
She starts saying I need it bad, fuck me hard, make me feel it, do it. I
see Lukes ass as he shoves balls deep inside of the girl and she
screams. Luke is immediately on her back and pile driving his cock into
her. I watch his ass as he fucks her hard. Every strong thrust brings a
scream from her. Before long, I here his growling and I know he is about to
cum inside her. I watch his ass pumping and then he jabs himself fully
inside her. I can tell he is spurting cum inside her. He pumps a few more
times and then I her him tell her. Don't you fucking move a muscle. You
stay exactly like you are. He pulls out and walks towards my hiding
place. He pushes a hay bale aside and stands in front of me. He grabs my
head and pulls me.I open my mouth and his cock rams into my mouth and into
the back of my throat. He thrust into my mouth about 10 times and pulls out
and walks back over to her. I move my hay bale back in front of me.
Luke is back standing between this random girl as she is spread out naked
from the waist down and has his load inside her pussy.He pulls her ass
cheeks apart and spits between them, I watch as he pushed his cock into her
dripping snatch and pulls it back out. Oh my god she screams as he pushes
his cock into her ass, using his cum and my spit as lube. He goes balls
deep in her. She is wiggling and trunk to pull herself off the incredibly
thick cock. She continues to scream God yes, fuck me harder. And then he
starts. The most intense fucking I have seen. They bodies slapping together
and he moving her into whatever position he wants. He finally has her back
vin her belly and all his weight on top of her and I hear as he cums again.
He pulls out and she says are you pleased. Luke says yea, get the fuck out
of here. She giggle as she grabs her shredded panties and purse and
leaves. He walks over to me and says when you decide that we are going to
be a couple, and you can handle being submissive like that, then we can
start new.
I watch his cock dripping cum as he walks and grabs his clothes. Her car I
hear leaving the barn. We get to the car and head back to home. On the ride
back to town, its like a different Luke is here. He is making jokes and
playful. The only question I didn't answer is when he asked me if I liked
sucking the pussy off his dick. That is the second time he has made me do
that. We get home and I go tot my room. Luke is in the bathroom and starts
the shower. He walks in the room and said you going to shower tonight and I
said I think I am good. He said come on and shower with me.
Like a little puppy, I walk into he bathroom and undress. I look at the
water saying over this muscle gods body, and I step into he shower. Luke
turns me to face him and pushes me back against the wall and we kiss. He
face is stubbly and that is an instant turn on for me. mY hands are feeling
up his pecs and biceps. He breaks the kiss and hands me the soap. We kiss
and I do my best to cover his body with the soap. I reach between us and he
is rock hard, even after cumming 2 times with that girl. I soap up his cock
and balls. I fell Luke push back and break the kiss as he takes the soap
and lathers me up on my chest and stomach. He is rough with my nuts, but I
enjoy it. He grabs my shoulders and spins me around. I face the wall as he
soaps up my back and my ass, I feel his strong finger invade my hole more
than once. Luke finally pushes on my back, and I know what that means.
As Luke presses my back, I bend over at the waist. I know he is about to
mount me. I feel the head as it is hard and pushing. I try to push back
because I know he will do hard jab to get inside me. I push back and he
grabs my hips and pulls my back, his cock has no choice but to bust up into
my ass. Lukes powerful arms hold my hips and lift me slightly off the tub
as I wiggle trying to get off his cock. All the wiggling does is make his
cock bury that much more inside me. Finally I feel my feet touch the tub
again. Luke is long ticking my hole. Pulling almost all the way way out and
then all the way back in on each thrust. Over and over. He pounds me like
this for 10 minutes before my body is lifted up and feet once again are
dangling as his cock is as deep inside me as it can be. All my weight is
pushing my down on his cock and his strong arms are keeping me in place ad
he shoot off deep inside me.
He lets me stand up and I feel his massive cock as it slips out of my
hole. I can feel the cum dripping out to. I turn and grab the soap and wash
my hole and my ass. Luke rinses off and grabs a towel and gets out. I
rinse off and start drying off. Luke said if you ever learn how to listen
and be submissive to me, you would get that all the time. Until then, I
have a few lessons to teach you the next few days. With that he walks out
the bathroom.
I go to my room and put on beers and lay in bed. My hole is sore. I start
googling again. Teen age anger, teenage rage, and thats when I see an
interesting link. I click it and read some. This is exactly what Luke is
behaving like. Could this really be what was wrong with him and if so, ho w
do I ask him or help him. About that time, Luke opens my door and says come
sleep with me tonight. I close out the browser on my cell and clear all
emails and texts. I walk into his room and get in bed. Do I ask him
tonight? Luke cuddles me and wraps his arm around me, He says, we are going
to be alright once you learn your plane and its coming. I just nod.
Luke says what are you thinking about. I look at him and say, are you
having episodes of Roid rage?. Luke pulls me on my back and says what did
you just say?
tell something has changed between us. We don't fool around and the rides
to and from school are spent with his music blasting. In the evenings, him
and John are almost always gone until late, so I have the house to
myself. I eat and watch movies or play my X box. It seems like my hormones
are running overtime lately.
It is almost 830pm and I grab my cell and text Chase. No reply. I text
Keith and no reply. I turn off everything downstairs and head up to my
room. I look at my phone and still no replies. I get in my room and take
off my shirt and jeans. I walk into the bathroom in my boxers and socks. I
Brush my teeth. I look at my body and my arms. I have been working out with
Dwayne, but I cant see any difference. My self confidence drops and I start
to notice everything wrong in my life again. Feeling depressed, I finish up
int he bathroom and go to my room. I grab my iPhone and start some music. I
go tot google and start searching for random things. Teen age
depression. Teen age body issues. Teen age hormones. I am reading all this
stuff and all it is doing is depressing me more. I go to google again and
key in where to find sex in my town. All these listings come up and I see
they are all advertising girls. I go again and search for how to find gay
sex in my town. A new screen opens and lists all these gay apps and then
something called craigslist.
I key in craigslist in my phone and it opens to the main page. I look
around and I see the personals sections and there it is, men seeking men. I
click on it and it opens and here are all these ads and they all say they
are local. I start looking through them and my first thought is this is
awesome. I see ads with pics of dicks and I see ads with descriptions of
what the guy is looking for and everything. I click on post an ad. Damn it,
I have to create an account. I go ahead and create and verify my account. I
start to fill in all the info. My ad reads like this...
Younger guy just learning what it means to be gay. Looking for a guy to
meet after school.
I post the ad and the replies start coming in soon after. The first reply
asks my age and if I am top or bottom. I don't want to say my age, so I
rely back and say I am bottom. The guy says meet me now. I look and it is
9:20pm. I reply back and say its late. Another email comes from him and its
a close up dick pic. The email says meet me at the mall. We closed at 9 and
I will be leaving here in 10 minutes. I reply back it will take me 15 to
get there. He says come on, I will be waiting. I throw some shorts and a
shirt on. I put my shoes on and I race down the stairs. Full of excitement
and hormones. I grab my bike in the garage and head to the mall.
I get to the mall and take out my phone and email him again. He says he is
parked near the food court entrance in a black pick up. I peddle that way
and I see the truck. I park my bike in the bike Stand and thats when I
realize I didn't bring my backpack with my lock. I leave the bike anyway
and walk to the truck. I get to the drivers window and it rolls
down. Inside is a guy I would guess to be 19 or so. He is wearing an Apple
logo shirt, so I know he works at the Apple store in the mall. We start
talking and I immediately go shy. He asks questions and I nod or shake my
head. He asks if I want this and I look and he has his cock out of the
zipper of his pants and it is full on hard. I just nod and he says get in.
I climb in his truck and reach over and grab his cock. He says not here. I
sit up and he starts to drive off. I buckle up and wash as he heads down
the road. We pull into Mcdonalds parking lot. I unbuckle and reach over to
his crotch. He says go to the bathroom and wait in the stall. I get out the
truck and walk in and head to the bathroom. In my mind, everyone inside is
looking at me and judging me. I make it tot he bathroom and close the call
door and wait. The bathroom door opens and the guy walks in. He stands in
front of me and I can see the bulge inside of his pants. I reach up and
start to unbuckle his belt, but he pushes my hands away and says just unzip
me, this wont take long. I unzip his pants and pull open the front of his
boxer. I reach in and grab his cock. He is fully hard, so it takes a little
bit of work to get it moved around and out of his zipper. Once I have it
out, I start to jack it, but thats not what he wants so again he pushes my
hands away. He grabs the base of his cock and aims it at my mouth. He says
open your mouth and I do.
He moves forward and his cock goes in my mouth. I close my lips and start
sucking. I put my hands on the back of his legs to pull him closer and he
steps back and says don't touch me, just open your mouth and I will do the
rest. At that moment, I feel utterly like trash. I open my mouth and he
puts his dick in again. I close my mouth and he holds my head and thrust
into my mouth. Tears start running down my face. I feel ashamed and
useless. He starts going all in my mouth. He isn't long enough to get to my
throat so he fucks my mouth faster and faster. He grabs the back of my neck
with both hands and pulls me all the way down on his cock and holds me. I
can feel his cock throbbing in my mouth as I sit there and try to stop my
tears. I swallow twice and he finally pulls out everything except the
head. I suck on the head of his cock a minute or so and he pulls out. He
starts to zip up and says to me, wait 3 minutes after I leave the bathroom
before you come out. I nod and he leaves. I walk out the stall to the sink
and I wash my face off and dry it. I wait another minute and then I head
out. I walk outside the McDonalds and the guy and his truck are gone.
It is about a mile walk back to the mall and I cry all the way back. I get
there and luckily my bike is still there. I get my bike and a security
guard standing at the door asks if thats my bike. I look over his way was
he walks to me. I wipe my face and I say yes sir. He walks up and sees I am
an emotional mess and says are you sure that is your's and asks for my
id. I say yes sir it is mine and I reach to my back pocket for my wallet,
but it isn't there. I say I don't have my wallet with my ID. I tell him my
name. He asks if I am kin to the preacher over at the pentecostal church,
and I say yes sir. I grab my cell out my pocket and show him pics of me and
my family so he will believe me. He steps back so the light from the mall
shines on my face and he says whats got you so upset tonight. I wipe my
face again and just shrug my shoulders. The security guy says sit over here
and lets talk.
About 5 feet away was a bench and we sat there. He started asking what was
wrong and I just shook my head at most the questions. He finally said well,
here is what I know. You have a family, you have your bike, you look well
taken care of, and you have a home to go to. He said look over there and
pointed towards the woods behind the mall. He said you see those lights
over there, and I nodded. He said you know what it is and I said no sir. He
said thats where the homeless people go. He said, this town closed the
homeless shelter cause of no support and they didn't have anyplace to
go. And thats when my petty problems seem to melt away. He said look there
and he points at the street corner. He said that lady and her k** will go
in those woods too, and we watched and he was right.
He said so tell me again what has you so upset tonight. I looked up at his
face and said I am ok. He said anytime you feel like you did tonight, you
just stop and be thankful for what you do have. Without hat he said I need
to get on home. I got on my bike and peddled. I went out towards the woods
and rode by and looked. I saw about 30 people there. Thats when I realized
I didn't have it so bad after all.
Once home, I went upstairs and stripped and went to the bathroom. I grabbed
my cel and emailed the guy that left me at the bathroom, but no reply. I
went to craigslist and deleted my ad and every reply from it I had in my
email. I started the shower, and was about to step in, when I remember the
dildo in my older brother's closet. I grabbed a towel and wrapped around my
waist and opened the bathroom door on Luke's side. As usual, his room was a
mess and smelled like a locker room. I opened his room door, stepped into
he hall and opened John's door. I went to the closet and turned not he
light.It was no longer there. I opened the dresser drawers and nothing. I
looked in the hamper and then his bathroom and it was no where to be
found. I came out the bathroom and looked around his bed. I couldn't find
it any where. I know what I saw the other day but today it was gone.I left
his room and went back in Luke's bedroom door. I walked over to his bed. I
was looking for his gym shorts or boxers he wore recently. I picked up a
couple pair of jeans with the boxers still inside, but as I sniffed them,
they weren't the smell I wanted. I walked to the other side of his bed and
saw a pile of boxers. I grabbed a couple and sat vin the edge of the bed
and sniffed and got a different smell. That wasn't Luke's smell. I held the
boxers up and looked at them, These weren't Luke's. I knew the smell but I
didn't remember where from.
I dropped the boxers and picked up another pair of the floor. These were
Luke's I could smell his sweat and his body spray on them. I stood up and
my cell phone fell on the floor . I reached down and grabbed it and thats
when I saw it. The dildo from John's closet was under Luke's bed. I grabbed
my phone and the rubber dick and ran back to Johns room and into the
closet. I grabbed a pair of his boxers and thats the smell. So John and
Luke's boxers were both in Luke's room along with the dildo.
I left and went back to the bathroom. I locked both entrance doors to the
bathroom and turned the shower off and ran a tub of water. I went back to
Luke's room and grabbed his bottle of lube off his night stand. I opened
the bottle and dripped lube on the dildo and rubbed it all over. I ran my
hand between my ass cheeks and tried to lube up my hole. I put my left foot
up on the counter and aimed the dildo at my ass and tried to push it in. No
good. I put my lube on it and tried again. Finally, I closed the lid of the
toilet and held the dildo up under me and sat down on it. It slid inside
me. I clenched my ass around it and walked to the tub. I got in the tub and
sat down with it still inside me. The water was still filling the tub and
felt great. I reached down under my nuts and felt the base of the rubber
cock that was inside my teenage hole. I started to pull it out and push it
back inside me. It felt good. I pulled my left leg up under me and rested
the end of the dildo on my ankle. I could now lean back in the tub and move
up and down on the cock without holding it with my hands.
I started to fuck myself on the fake cock in me and started to jerk off at
the same time. I started moving up and down faster and realized, I was
splashing water everywhere out of the tub. I drained the water rout until
it was just barely covering my legs/ I started to fuck myself again and
stroke my dick. I reached down and cupped my balls. The hot water had them
very loose in my nut sack. I moved them around and then down to the bottom
of the sack and then I squeezed my hand around the empty part of my nut
sack. This cause my nuts to stretch the skin and really show off my nuts. I
held them like this. I stopped stroking my cock and used my other hand to
rub the nuts as they were squeezed. I started to lightly tap them, my
teenage cock was laying on my stomach and dripping a lot of precum onto my
belly. I waited to cum, I let go of my nuts and started stroking again. I
could feel the sensation start to build in my nuts, I reached beside the
tub and grabbed Luke's boxers that I brought in with me. I held them over
my nose and sniffed. My other hand was like a blur stroking my cock. My ass
was moving up and down on the dildo. Then it happened. My body tensed. My
little asshole clamped down on the fake cock.
My hand stroked up and down my cock as my little cock got even harder and
started to pulsate in my hand. I could feel the cum as it rushed up my
shaft and was shot out all over my chest and belly. I started to come down
from my high. I pulled Luke's boxers off my face and threw them across the
bathroom. I looked down at the puddles of cum on me. I reached between my
legs and pulled the dildo out of me. I drained the water in the tub and
started the shower.
Once showered, I went to my room and put on some clean boxers. I went back
to the bathroom and took the dildo and put it and the boxers back in Luke's
room where I found them. I look at it is almost midnight and my brothers
are still not home. I get in my bed and go to sleep.
The next day is Tuesday. I wake up and walk into the bathroom. I start the
shower and I slowly open the door to Luke's room to see if he came home. I
look over at his bed see 2 people. I see Luke sleep, laying on his back and
his muscles chest rising and falling as he breathes. To his right is a
girl. I can see she is not any of the ones I have seen him with before. I
close the door back and take my shower. I get dressed and grab my gym bag
and book bag and go downstairs to the kitchen. John is already up and
eating at the table. He says good morning and I say morning. I grab a
banana and head to the garage.
Its a new day. I am going to ride my bike to and from school. Luke is
acting weird towards me anyway. I eat my banana on the way. I lock up my
bike and my cell vibrates. I look and it is a text from Luke. All it says
is, If you can ride your bike today, you can ride it everyday. I don't even
reply. I head into class.
After a normal day, it is finally study hall time and I head to the weight
room. I sign in and I don't see anyone. I go tot he locker room and change
and put my bag my locker. I come back out and start my routine on the
machines. About 10 minutes into working out, Dwayne comes in and says sorry
I am late, ill change and be back. Dwayne comes back in his shorts and
tank top and we start talking. He asked if I was sore and I told him I was
the other day, but took a hot bath and it helped a lot. He said thats
great. He told me what to do for the rest of my routine and he went over to
the kettle bells and started working out. The last exercise of the day for
me, was the 2 huge ropes. I hate them. I started picking it up and slamming
it down on the right and then the left. Dwayne comes over and says put your
heart into it. Drop the left tope and just concentrate on the one rope. I
want to you to work out all your anger and frustration on that rope. Leave
nothing inside. Put everything you have into this workout. I start thinking
about how I am upset with Luke and I get pissed and I used that for
inspiration to work out harder on this rope. Finally I hear the clock ring
and I cant believe how fast time went when I started to use my anger and
get it out in my exercises.
Dwayne said whatever motivation you had at the end of your routine, you
need to bring in here everyday. We went in and showered and changed. Dwayne
said I can see results in you already. I just looked at him and said
whatever. He said trust me, you cant see them cause its your body, but you
are changing. I say I will see you tomorrow. I head out and get on my bike
and head home.
I change into shorts and a t shirt and socks. I fix some pizza rolls and go
to the den. I download a new star wars game on my X Box and play it. John
comes in and asks what I had for dinner and I said I ate some pizza
rolls. He asks where is Luke and I said I haven't seen him. John says Luke
was pissed with you this morning when you rode your bike without saying
anything to him. I just played my game, John said he would be t the church
if I needed anything. Around 730pm, Luke comes in with 3 guys. I had seen
them at the gym so I knew they were on the wrestling team, but I didn't
know their names.
They go in to the kitchen and I hear a bunch of noise. Then the come into
the den and the all have made sandwiches. Luke reaches on the table and
grabs the remote and changes it from my game, back to regular TV. He starts
a movie and I see his friends looking around and glancing at me. I get up
leave the room. I head upstairs to my room. I start music on my iPhone and
end up reading email. I see one from he guy from McDonald's last night. All
it says is sorry. I delete it with no reply.
I go back to craigslist and start reading the ads. I see one that says
older for younger. I read it and it sounds creepy, so I skip it. I read
some more. I come to one that says New to this. I laugh and thick so am I.
I come across one that says need sub from grp. I open the ad and it says...
Looking for a total sub to serve group in town for event. Email for
details.
For some reason I click reply and say younger guy here, may I have the
details. About 20 minutes I get this reply... 4 guys aged 20-24, in town
for 2 nights and need a sub to use. I reply back and say, Ok. The next
email asks for a pic. I go to the bathroom and take off my shirt. I start
taking pics until I have one with no face that I think looks good. I send
it. A reply comes back and says, Age. I reply back and say, old
enough. The last reply I get says sorry, but no age means we cant meet you.
I throw my cell on the bed side me. My mind was swirling around the thought
of 4 guys at once and what that would be like and how it would work. I fall
asleep. I wake up the next morning and I am naked in my bed and under the
sheet. I didn't undress last night. I get up and go tot the bathroom. I
start to open Luke's bedroom door but someone opens it and pulls it open. I
jump and grab a towel and wrap it around my waist. The guy laughs and says
don't worry about it k**, I just need to piss. I watch as this muscle guy
wearing a t shirt and briefs walks to the toilet. I hear him start to piss
and I walk out the bathroom and into my bedroom. I was it by the closet.
I hear the toilet flush. I grab so boxers and walk to the bathroom, just as
the guy is walking in my room. I stop and just look at him. He said sorry
about scaring you in the bathroom, I just nodded. He turned to leave and
said, You may want to hang in here a few minutes, Buddy just woke up and I
am sure he needs to piss too. I just stood there in my room. Who is
buddy. The guy leaves and closes my side of the bathroom door. I walk to my
bed to get my cell. I cant find it. I look on the night stand and the
floor. The last I remember, I threw it on the bed beside me. I look
everywhere and cant find it. I hear the door to the bathroom on my side
open. I look over my shoulder and Luke walks in in just boxers. He walks to
my bed and says, I got you covered. He throws my cell on the bed and walks
out. What did that mean?
I grab my clothes and go to the bathroom and lock the doors. I shower and
dress fast. I grab my bags and head to the kitchen. I fix some oatmeal and
start to eat. I hear heavy footsteps. The guy that came int he bathroom
walks into the kitchen. He says my name is JD by the way. I look at him and
say I am Mattie and I keep eating. JD is searching and I watch him fix
oatmeal and put it in the microwave. About that time, the other guy comes
down and says hey. He says his name is Buddy, I say I am Mattie. The start
talking and fixing breakfast. I finish and put my bowl in the sink and go
to the garage. I grab my bike, but it is locked up. I look and its a chain
and a padlock. Has to be Luke.
I walk back in the kitchen and sit at the table. JD says, I guess you see
he chained up your bike huh. I didn't even respond. I took out my cell and
sent a text to Dwayne and asked if he could pick me up. No reply Finally
Luke came downstairs with a smug smile. He grabbed cereal and milk and sat
across from me. Why you still here, he says. I just look at him and then
back down. Luke said I told you I got you covered and laughed. He kept
bragging about I need to learn to listen. About that time, my cell dings. I
look down and its a text from Dwayne. He says he is waiting outside. I grab
my bags and walk towards the garage door. Luke says where the fuck you
going. I said I have a ride to school, Bye. And I leave
I ride with Dwayne to class and I thank him and he says no problem. He
asked if everything as ok and I say my bike wasn't acting right and said
said anytime you need a ride, just text me. I thank him and head into
class.
My cell vibrates and I look at it. Luke texted and said, come to the high
school after school. I ignored it, he sent it 3 more times during home
room. And I ignored it each time. Like clockwork, for the rest of the day,
every hour, I got the same text over and over from Luke. Study hall comes
around and I head to the weight room. I get there and the door is closed
and locked. I text Dwayne and he says he is on the way. He gets there and
says he will call a coach. He made a couple of calls and finally some old
coach walks down the hall towards us. He comes up to us and says, Weight
room is closed until further notice. Dwayne says why and the coach says, a
guy this morning got hurt and the district decided to close it down until
they get funding for new equipment.
Dwayne says sorry Mattie. I walk back to my study hall and walk in and
grab a seat. The teacher calls me up to the desk and asks me why I am here
and I explain it. He says ok, grab a seat. I pull out my books and start my
homework. A guy walks by me and to the teachers desk. They talk and I hear
the teacher tell him to grab a desk. I look up and see him walking towards
the back of the class where I am seating. He is what I call a sagger. A guy
with his pants showing half his ass and underwear. He has a skull belt
buckle on and a t shirt. He sits beside me and I glance over. He says names
Philip and I say Mattie. The guy looks like he is 17 or so. He sits down
and taps my shoulder. I look over and he asks if its this boring all the
time. I say it is a study hall, most people do their homework, some
sleep. He says ok.
I go back to my homework. About 5 mins passes and I here him moving so I
glance over. He is stretching his arm high above his head and yawning. I
glance at the hem of his shirt as it rises up. I see his stomach and belly
button. He has a thick happy trip that leads down into his tight Hollister
boxer briefs. He drops his arms and catches me looking and smiles as he
adjusts his crotch. I turn back to my books. I feel another tap on my
shoulder and I look over. He has pulled his sagging jeans down far enough
that I can see the lump of his cock inside his boxer briefs. He rubs it and
shakes it at me and smiles. I realize I am staring, and turn back. I start
my homework again.
Ten minutes or so pass and I hear a slight noise. I look over and he is
looking at me. The lump in his briefs is now hard and pushing against the
briefs. I go back to studying. I am about 16 questions into my homework,
and feel a tap on my shoulder again. I look over and his jeans are covering
his crotch now. I look up at him and he pushes a piece of notebook paper
across his desk towards me. I reach out and he lays it in my hand. I pull
it to my desk and there it is, covered in cum. Oh my god, this fool jerked
off in class. This fool jerked off for me. On the top of the paper it says,
I could tell you wanted this, and it had his number. I get my cell and text
him. He replies back and says that load is getting cold on that paper. I
look over at him and he points to the cum covered paper. I slid the paper
in front of me and lean my head down. I can smell his cum as I start
licking the puddles of it off the paper and into my mouth. I look over and
Philip is watching me and smiling.
I get a text and I read it. Philip says you gay or bi? I say I am gay. He
relies, trash that cum paper before someone sees it and he says he is
bi. We chat back and forth. He is 16, I tell him he looks much older. He
asks what all I am into and I reply I don't really know. He texts, well, I
know you like cum, so I assume you suck dick. I look at him and nodded. He
texts and says you like to get fucked and I loved and nodded again. Another
text says, just so you know, I don't get fucked, but I love to fuck. I
texted back ok. Philip texts, are you single. I just look at him and nod
yes. He texts, maybe we can hang out. I nod and smile. He texts and asks
how I get home. I say I usually ride a bus to the high school and ride home
with my brother. He texts me, want to hang out with me a while today. I
nodded.
Study hall lasted forever. We texted back and forth the rest of the
time. Finally the bell rang. I grabbed my books and crammed them into my
book bag. The class emptied out until it was the teacher and me and
Philip. I got my bags and stood up. Philip waited at the door. I loved the
look of those sagging pants. I walked out the door. He said he is parked in
the back lot. We start walking and talking. He asked if I was driving yet
and I said I don't have my license yet, but I can drive. We get to the
parking lot and he points to a little car at the end and said that is
him. We get in and leave. We drive for 15 minutes and finally get to an
apartment complex. He said come on up, no one is home yet. We go up the
stores to the 3rd floor and finally reach his apartment.
We walk in and Philip says get comfortable. He was into the bed room and I
sit not he couch. He comes back and has dropped his jeans. Just the
Hollister boxer briefs and a t shirt. He sits not he couch beside me and
asks if I have ever had a boy friend. I shake my head no. Philip reaches
down and lifts my face up by my chin and says, well, you do now. And then
we kiss.
He is a very passionate kisser and his hands are all over my body. He pulls
back and says your phone is ringing man. I never heard it before that. I
grab my cell and its Luke and it says, where the fuck are you. I reply at a
friends, I don't need a ride home. I drop the phone and start kissing
Philip and the phone rings, not a text. I pull back from Philip and answer
it. Luke is almost screaming, you get your fucking ass here before practice
is over. I say I am ok, and Luke growls deep into the phone, Your god damn
ass better be here when I leave. I say no. Luke is in a rage now and says,
where are you. I say I am with a new friend. Luke is beyond pissed and
says you fucking whore, you somewhere getting dick aren't you. I say again,
I am with a new friend. Silence on the phone, and then comes the
threat....fine, your ass will pay for this bullshit, I promise you that,
and he hangs up.
I drop the phone and Philip says I will take you where you need to be. I
say no. He said I heard everything and I don't want to cause trouble. We
can still hang out, we will just plan it better. And remember, you have a
boyfriend now. I smile and Philip kisses me. Philip gets dressed and we
head out. I tell him to just take me home and not to the high school. We
get to my house and he kisses me and says I will find you tomorrow in
school. I say ok. I get out the car and wave and go inside. My phone is
vibrating. I look and I have 4 texts from Luke. Where the fuck are you,
you better answer this god damn phone, ANSWER ME, You will learn to respect
me, I promise you that. I reply, I am at home.
The phone rings and Luke snaps, why the hell didn't you come here like I
said. I waited and he yelled, answer me. I said I didn't want to be there,
so I came home. Luke said I hope you enjoyed whoring around today, because
it will be a long time before you do that shit on me again. I said I didn't
do anything but hang out. The phone was hung up before I finished talking.
I go to my room and change into shorts and go to the den. I start my
game. I hear Luke pull up in the garage, so I hide the remote under the
cushion. I play my game and he walks in and slams the door. Who else is
here, he yells at me. I say no body is here and I keep playing my game. He
heads upstairs. I feel happy that he has left me alone. I play my game.
Around 8pm, Luke comes downstairs. He is wearing gym shorts and socks and
nothing else. I keep playing my game. He walks into the den and I see him
looking for the remote, Finally he walks to the tv and reaches behind it
and unplugs everything. My game and the tv go off. He has a folder in his
hand and he throws it on the coffee table front of me. I lean back on the
couch and Luke looks pissed and said I would advise your ducking ass to get
that fucking folder and open it. I grab the folder and lean back on the
couch. I open it and I can feel my soul drop and leave my body. I flip
though the papers in the folder. There must be 100 pages. Each page has
pictures texts and emails printed out. I close the folder and the only
thing I can do is cry.
Luke says god damn right. I looked through you cell the other night and saw
all this bullshit on Craigslists and texts and emails. Did I miss anything?
I didn't answer. Luke walks behind the couch and grabs my head and pulls it
back so I am looking up at him and he says answer me fucker. I shake my
head. He starts calling out the names of his friends I had been with. He
asks me the name of there guy I met the other night at the mall and I said
I don't know. He gets in my face and screams, you don't fucking know who
you are sucking off, you are a fucking whore. He lets my head go and he
grabs the side of my shorts and pulls, my body get sideways on the couch as
he takes my phone out my pocket. He start reading texts between me and
Philip. He says where I ate the cum off the paper in class today. He keeps
reading out-loud.
Luke throws my phone beside me. Tears are still just pouring down my
face. Luke sits on the coffee table in front of me and says I thought what
we had was going to turn into so much more. I didn't know you would turn
into a faggott whore. He kept on and on degrading me and saying I messed up
a good relationship I had with him. The more he talked the madder I got. I
finally snapped and said, you the one that is sleeping with all these
strange girls. How am I supposed to feel special when you fucking a new one
every night. If I am a whore, so are you.
The next thing I know, I am tossed around and end up in a wrestling choke
hold. Luke is cussing and it feels like he is trudging to snap my head off
my body with his arm muscles. I am wiggling and grabbing at his arm, but I
am helpless against him. He finally lets me go and throws me down not he
couch. Thats when I see it, Luke is also crying. I watch as he just covers
his face and drops to the floor and sits down. I look over and can see him
sobbing. I don't say anything, but my tears have stopped as I watch Luke.
He finally calms down and never looks up, but says go upstairs to bed. I
don't move, I just sit there. Luke raises his head and looks at me. The
hair on my neck stands up when I see his red eyes and here him in a very
deep voice say to me, get your fucking ass to bed, now. I wasn't a request
or a demand, it was do it or else. I get up and head upsetters. I go in my
room and sit at the desk in the corner and look out the window. I hear
footsteps and I wait, but no one comes in.
I hear Luke in his room and he is throwing stuff around. It finally quiets
down and I hear the shower start. I take my cell and start deleting
everything I have, emails and pics and texts. I jump to google and start
searching. Teenage anger issues. Lots of pages are listed, they cover all
kinds of things, but nothing that relates to Luke. The shower goes off and
Luke walks in my room with a towel around his waist. He says, Take a shower
and lets go grab dinner. I nod.
I shower and throw on shorts and a t shirt and my shoes. Luke is already
downstairs and we head out to his car.We get in and he asks where I want to
eat. I say I don't care. He said we need to eat fast cause we got something
to do. We go to the McDonalds. Luke said you want to suck dick in the
bathroom today and laughs, I don't reply. He says what you want dude and
ruffles my hair. We order and get our food. We start eating and Luke starts
driving. He finishes eating and starts speeding up more. I look out and I
know exactly where we are going. We are going to the ban in the country
again.
I looked at Luke and said I don't really want to go back to that barn, its
almost dark. He said well, thats where we are going. I said we can just go
home and he says no and tuned the music up. I sit back in the seat and
dread what is about to happen. We get to the road and head back to the
barn. Luke grabs his phone and gets out and says come on. Luke is texting
and walks into the barn I follow him in. He says we have a few minutes,
Remember where you hid the last time? I felt a flood of relief,, He wasn't
going to fuck me, he was calling that girl again. I say yea, and he says go
on up and get your place set up and be sure I have a couple blankets in
front of the loft doors.
I head up the stairs and get everything set up. I get in my little space
behind Hay bales and I hear a car. Before long, I hear Luke and a girls
voice. I look out my peep hole and he is holding her hand and leading her
to the blankets I have spread out for them. There is just enough light to
see Luke start kissing her. I hear her moaning and see her hands all over
his muscles and body. I watch Luke pull his short off and then the jeans
drop to the ground. Luke is there in his boxers. The girl goes to her knees
and I cant sebum I can hear she is sucking his cock and gagging on it. I
her Luke say you better get it wet, I didn't bring any lube. The girl is
breathless as she says I have some in my purse.
Che starts back sucking and I watch him grab her purse and just turn it
upside down on a hay bale and everything spill out. He grabs the tube of
lube and tells her to get ready. She starts to take her shirt off and Luke
said stop, just take off your jeans and leave your panties on and lay on
the blanket over the other hay bale. She is wearing a t shirt and her
panties and laying on the bale of hay. I watch as Luke walks behind her and
kicks her legs open more. He pushes his briefs down and hooks them under
his balls. He drips lube on his cock. And rubs it in. The entire time, the
girl is saying I want you too fuck me, I need that cock. Fuck me hard, do
it. Luke reached down to her ass and I wait for him to push her panties
down and then I hear the rip. Rips her panties until they fall off. He gets
in position behind her and he says beg me for it bitch.
She starts saying I need it bad, fuck me hard, make me feel it, do it. I
see Lukes ass as he shoves balls deep inside of the girl and she
screams. Luke is immediately on her back and pile driving his cock into
her. I watch his ass as he fucks her hard. Every strong thrust brings a
scream from her. Before long, I here his growling and I know he is about to
cum inside her. I watch his ass pumping and then he jabs himself fully
inside her. I can tell he is spurting cum inside her. He pumps a few more
times and then I her him tell her. Don't you fucking move a muscle. You
stay exactly like you are. He pulls out and walks towards my hiding
place. He pushes a hay bale aside and stands in front of me. He grabs my
head and pulls me.I open my mouth and his cock rams into my mouth and into
the back of my throat. He thrust into my mouth about 10 times and pulls out
and walks back over to her. I move my hay bale back in front of me.
Luke is back standing between this random girl as she is spread out naked
from the waist down and has his load inside her pussy.He pulls her ass
cheeks apart and spits between them, I watch as he pushed his cock into her
dripping snatch and pulls it back out. Oh my god she screams as he pushes
his cock into her ass, using his cum and my spit as lube. He goes balls
deep in her. She is wiggling and trunk to pull herself off the incredibly
thick cock. She continues to scream God yes, fuck me harder. And then he
starts. The most intense fucking I have seen. They bodies slapping together
and he moving her into whatever position he wants. He finally has her back
vin her belly and all his weight on top of her and I hear as he cums again.
He pulls out and she says are you pleased. Luke says yea, get the fuck out
of here. She giggle as she grabs her shredded panties and purse and
leaves. He walks over to me and says when you decide that we are going to
be a couple, and you can handle being submissive like that, then we can
start new.
I watch his cock dripping cum as he walks and grabs his clothes. Her car I
hear leaving the barn. We get to the car and head back to home. On the ride
back to town, its like a different Luke is here. He is making jokes and
playful. The only question I didn't answer is when he asked me if I liked
sucking the pussy off his dick. That is the second time he has made me do
that. We get home and I go tot my room. Luke is in the bathroom and starts
the shower. He walks in the room and said you going to shower tonight and I
said I think I am good. He said come on and shower with me.
Like a little puppy, I walk into he bathroom and undress. I look at the
water saying over this muscle gods body, and I step into he shower. Luke
turns me to face him and pushes me back against the wall and we kiss. He
face is stubbly and that is an instant turn on for me. mY hands are feeling
up his pecs and biceps. He breaks the kiss and hands me the soap. We kiss
and I do my best to cover his body with the soap. I reach between us and he
is rock hard, even after cumming 2 times with that girl. I soap up his cock
and balls. I fell Luke push back and break the kiss as he takes the soap
and lathers me up on my chest and stomach. He is rough with my nuts, but I
enjoy it. He grabs my shoulders and spins me around. I face the wall as he
soaps up my back and my ass, I feel his strong finger invade my hole more
than once. Luke finally pushes on my back, and I know what that means.
As Luke presses my back, I bend over at the waist. I know he is about to
mount me. I feel the head as it is hard and pushing. I try to push back
because I know he will do hard jab to get inside me. I push back and he
grabs my hips and pulls my back, his cock has no choice but to bust up into
my ass. Lukes powerful arms hold my hips and lift me slightly off the tub
as I wiggle trying to get off his cock. All the wiggling does is make his
cock bury that much more inside me. Finally I feel my feet touch the tub
again. Luke is long ticking my hole. Pulling almost all the way way out and
then all the way back in on each thrust. Over and over. He pounds me like
this for 10 minutes before my body is lifted up and feet once again are
dangling as his cock is as deep inside me as it can be. All my weight is
pushing my down on his cock and his strong arms are keeping me in place ad
he shoot off deep inside me.
He lets me stand up and I feel his massive cock as it slips out of my
hole. I can feel the cum dripping out to. I turn and grab the soap and wash
my hole and my ass. Luke rinses off and grabs a towel and gets out. I
rinse off and start drying off. Luke said if you ever learn how to listen
and be submissive to me, you would get that all the time. Until then, I
have a few lessons to teach you the next few days. With that he walks out
the bathroom.
I go to my room and put on beers and lay in bed. My hole is sore. I start
googling again. Teen age anger, teenage rage, and thats when I see an
interesting link. I click it and read some. This is exactly what Luke is
behaving like. Could this really be what was wrong with him and if so, ho w
do I ask him or help him. About that time, Luke opens my door and says come
sleep with me tonight. I close out the browser on my cell and clear all
emails and texts. I walk into his room and get in bed. Do I ask him
tonight? Luke cuddles me and wraps his arm around me, He says, we are going
to be alright once you learn your plane and its coming. I just nod.
Luke says what are you thinking about. I look at him and say, are you
having episodes of Roid rage?. Luke pulls me on my back and says what did
you just say?
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