First steps with other men
Well my fantasy world was full to bursting. I had all sorts of gay fantasies whilst wanking as well as straight ones. Fantasies about situations I'd read about, fantasies about action with real men I'd met, fantasies about me dressed up with other men (increasingly with older men). This was all pre-internet. I'd discovered chatlines - the expensive 0898 numbers but these were often disappointing and very really led to contact with real people. I then saw an advert for a gay chatline where the costs were not prohibitive, so I joined and I'm still using it occasionally many years later. I eventually met guys off that line and one guy off Flickr when I discovered it years later.
My first real life contact was where the other guy was a TV, not me. Whenever I went up to London the phonebooks were always full of prostitutes cards. Including gay ones. I eventually decided to call one, a TV when i had some time before starting a new job about 20 years ago. My wife was away at the time. I made my way over to near London Bridge and the block of flats where he lived. I got there and was pleasantly surprised by the cute young thing who answered the door, went in and handed over my cash and made myself comfortable. The gurl came in in her blonde wig, silky black 'body' black hold-ups and heels. Very soon we were snogging on the bed and rubbing each others cocks. When I finally went don on her, I knew immediately that all my expectations about enjoying sucking cock were right. I LOVED it. I gobbled and gobbled and eventually she pulled my head away and came all over us both. Fabulous. I tried a couple more tranny tarts but neither were as good as this first one.
I was a regular user of the chatline I mentioned and had many one on ones with other guys. One old guy I got talking to, I asked whether he knew of any places I could go for casual sex. He recommended a sauna near Waterloo. I'd never heard about these places and he explained the drill. As well as the sauna rooms and steam room, there are 'dark rooms', private booths and a bar area. So I started going up there and got sucked off on my first trip and sucked another very big cock, though not to completion. I tend to head for the dark rooms where hopefully there'll be a horny guy who has a nice cock and wants it played with. Some trips were more successful than others. I'm generally looking for a thick cocked guy (especially older guys) who will let me suck him off, but often there seem to be more subs than doms (if thats the right terminology). One afternoon I went, and got wanking with a slim older guy in a dark room. He suggested we went to a private booth so I eagerly followed. His cock was quite thin, shortish, but nicely shaped with a pronounced curve. He told me to wank him, so I obliged. He just soaked up the attention. I didn't mind because I thought he'd return the favour. After a few minutes he said, give it a little suck'. So I did and within seconds he pulled my head away and he came. With that he patted my bum cheek patronisingly and left! For some reason that made me even hornier and if he'd come back I'd have gladly followed more of the same orders!
Another memorable episode in a dark room entailed my first man-to-man kiss. It might seem strange to some I was happy to suck a cock, but had never really thought about kissing a guy. At that point I wasn't so much into men as into cocks. Sometime in the dark rooms there's quite a lot of guys and it can get quite a highly charged atmosphere as men get it on with each other. One time in the general melee I ended up squeezed against another young guy and as we stroked each others thighs and cocks he leant forward and kissed me on the lips. Wow, that was a revelation.
On another occasion I ended up snogging with a shorter, smooth young guy. Now that was fantastic. He suggested we go off to a private booth and in there we lay on the floor and snogged for what seemed like hours. He wanted me to fuck him but I wan't really up for it in that environment so we ended up tossing each other off. Wish I'd got his number.
The thing that I came to the conclusion most about was that I absolutely love it when I make a guy cum. Nothing makes me feel hornier. The ideal situation would be if I was able to bring several guys off before getting my own orgasm. It's got me thinking about it right now. If I didn't have an appointment later, I'd be heading up to Waterloo now!
My first real life contact was where the other guy was a TV, not me. Whenever I went up to London the phonebooks were always full of prostitutes cards. Including gay ones. I eventually decided to call one, a TV when i had some time before starting a new job about 20 years ago. My wife was away at the time. I made my way over to near London Bridge and the block of flats where he lived. I got there and was pleasantly surprised by the cute young thing who answered the door, went in and handed over my cash and made myself comfortable. The gurl came in in her blonde wig, silky black 'body' black hold-ups and heels. Very soon we were snogging on the bed and rubbing each others cocks. When I finally went don on her, I knew immediately that all my expectations about enjoying sucking cock were right. I LOVED it. I gobbled and gobbled and eventually she pulled my head away and came all over us both. Fabulous. I tried a couple more tranny tarts but neither were as good as this first one.
I was a regular user of the chatline I mentioned and had many one on ones with other guys. One old guy I got talking to, I asked whether he knew of any places I could go for casual sex. He recommended a sauna near Waterloo. I'd never heard about these places and he explained the drill. As well as the sauna rooms and steam room, there are 'dark rooms', private booths and a bar area. So I started going up there and got sucked off on my first trip and sucked another very big cock, though not to completion. I tend to head for the dark rooms where hopefully there'll be a horny guy who has a nice cock and wants it played with. Some trips were more successful than others. I'm generally looking for a thick cocked guy (especially older guys) who will let me suck him off, but often there seem to be more subs than doms (if thats the right terminology). One afternoon I went, and got wanking with a slim older guy in a dark room. He suggested we went to a private booth so I eagerly followed. His cock was quite thin, shortish, but nicely shaped with a pronounced curve. He told me to wank him, so I obliged. He just soaked up the attention. I didn't mind because I thought he'd return the favour. After a few minutes he said, give it a little suck'. So I did and within seconds he pulled my head away and he came. With that he patted my bum cheek patronisingly and left! For some reason that made me even hornier and if he'd come back I'd have gladly followed more of the same orders!
Another memorable episode in a dark room entailed my first man-to-man kiss. It might seem strange to some I was happy to suck a cock, but had never really thought about kissing a guy. At that point I wasn't so much into men as into cocks. Sometime in the dark rooms there's quite a lot of guys and it can get quite a highly charged atmosphere as men get it on with each other. One time in the general melee I ended up squeezed against another young guy and as we stroked each others thighs and cocks he leant forward and kissed me on the lips. Wow, that was a revelation.
On another occasion I ended up snogging with a shorter, smooth young guy. Now that was fantastic. He suggested we go off to a private booth and in there we lay on the floor and snogged for what seemed like hours. He wanted me to fuck him but I wan't really up for it in that environment so we ended up tossing each other off. Wish I'd got his number.
The thing that I came to the conclusion most about was that I absolutely love it when I make a guy cum. Nothing makes me feel hornier. The ideal situation would be if I was able to bring several guys off before getting my own orgasm. It's got me thinking about it right now. If I didn't have an appointment later, I'd be heading up to Waterloo now!
6 years ago
