Fantasies about crossdressing

After my first nervy experience of going out with stockings under my trousers, I got very cautious again and it was a while before I did anything again. In the meantime, my fantasies about crossdressing increasingly turned to me being a CD and having fun with guys (more and more dominant ones) and I got to the stage where I wanted to be fully feminised. Forum magazine had fed many of my fantasies and one of the letters was about a wife who had entertained many men at parties with her husband's knowledge (including one party when she sucked off 14 (f******n) men. One of the incidents relayed entailed her in and evening dress and reappearing after a stroll in the garden with another guy with what appeared to be spunk stains near the top of the dress.

So that fed into a fantasy I had where I would attend a party for older men, fully feminised and in a long, slim, silky frock. I would progress from giving hand relief to one old gent in the garden ('no one will know' he told me as he encouraged me to wank him), to more and more outrageous stuff. Next would be me with another 'gent' in the bathroom - I would be washing my hands when he burst in to use to loo (naturally I'd forgotten to bolt the door). He rushed up to the toilet and pulled out his cock to pee. 'Don't mind me, I'm sure you've seen and handled much bigger'. After he'd finished he shook the drips off and then suggested I help wash his cock! 'Come on I know you've tugged Bert off, so fair's fair.' So much for no one knowing! I had no choice (overwhelmed by logic!) and obliged. As my face was near his knob he said 'go on give it a little suck now it's nice and clean for you. I know you really want to you hussy.' Actually, years later in real life a man did urge me to 'give it a little suck'.

I was still wiping his cum from my lips when he left the bathroom and in walked the next guy who began to feel me up as I reapplied my lipstick. 'Come on love. Bert and George have had their share. How about mine?' said Rex as her steered me by the elbow to a bedroom. Rex wanted to fuck me so he disrobed me and pulled my panties down and took me on the bed and spunked in me quite quickly. I cleaned up, replied my make up and went downstairs hoping no one would be any the wiser. The cheers as I entered the living room disabused me of that naive thought! The host, Bert, told me his guests needed service and I had to fetch drinks for them. Each groped me as I served him and then I was pulled unceremoniously onto the sofa between two guys.....