In Chastity 6/14/2018

I am really enjoying writing this blog of being locked up in the mini vice. It feels so different than when I first started being in chastity. I am becoming soo femmy. It seems like especially today that all my sexual desires are becoming more and more emotional than physical as I keep changing and transforming. I just wish at times that I had a key holder to make my feelings more stronger "desirable". I do have a partner who lives in another state then me who is very submissive and I have been desperately trying to get caught up on things taking care of my elderly parents so I can drive out to see her. We are both very poly and love to have many other partners and we both are looking for someone to be in a triad with preferably a very dominant female which would be very good for the both of us. Lately it seems that there are days when I have a tone of extra energy and I do not know what to do with it all then their are there when I have no energy at all. Also my desires and need to touch myself down their stroking my little girl clitty pole has gone away even when I am watching very sexy porn wich really turns me on. I just have thoughts of serving and pleasing my partner and being cuddled and caresed really gently with the emphasis totally on my partner. I really feel and believe there is nothing more sexier than a little sissy girly like myself being totally smooth and locked up in a cage. For me it is like I finally have a little sissy girly clitty, which like real girls I have to sit down to pee. I also have orgasims like real women from being fucked hard by a gorgeous well hung bull. Even playing with my little back door pussy fingering it and rubbing it all over until I orgasim. I really like reading your comments on this subject weather you are submissive or dominate so please comment below it is very helpful to my journey.
Much love, hugs and kisses until next time.