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Hello! So basically Im (21f) in college, and I have yet to have had sex, let alone a boyfriend. I have done "stuff" (making out, oral and finger stuff) a couple times with guys, but I have not done the actual deed. I am just on that mind track right now of thinking I'm never gonna meet someone and I'm never going to have a boyfriend and I'm never going to have sex. I know that it's kind of irrational and stupid, but at the same time I believe it to be true. Everyone I know has had sex multiple times, and have dated at least one or two people. For the longest time I was on dating apps trying to find something, but recently just got off those because they made me feel like shit. I was just seeking attention and validation from boys online and I didn't like how that felt. I am currently just coasting through life, trying to get through school and work and life, trying not to think about boys, but I also just want a fuckin boyfriend. I don't know if this is necessarily the best place to post this, so if it isn't let me know. But basically I just want to know I'm not the only one, because right now it feels like it.