Day 2 in Chastity: finally got cage to stay on

I do not know what came over me recently I have been listening to a very very deep sleep mp3 hypnosis file set to help me sleep at night better I have completed the whole set series and after listening to the last one the longest in the series. A full 60 minutes which caused me each time I have been listening to fall into a very deep sleep waking up totally refreshed in the morning. My problem I have always have wearing chastity cages is when I get totally soft my Balls slip out of the cage causing it to fall off. After falling asleep the other night and going to a club meeting which ran late and not getting home until late and after trying to fall asleep in bed i had an overwhelming desire to lock myself up in my cage again. this time I used a 1/4 inch wide around 71/2 inches long zip tie "cut off excess length" to to wrap around my balls so they would not pull out which worked after the second time when I really tightened them up. The first time i tried this i stayed too hard to get the cage one. Even after having an intense orgasim. This time i remained nice and soft so it worked i had to postpone my doctors appointment because of the weather to May 10th, so now until I go to sleep on the 9th the night before after getting ready for my appoint i am staying all locked up. Being locked up is really strange " we always want what we can not have right" i feel being in chastity is really transforming and really good training for proper sissies i practice what i preach. Being caged really teaches proper sissy habits with me it is really a mind game not sure why. the device i have is comfortable enough does not pinch at all. i have noticed as i am adjusted to caged life that my breasts have gotten a lot more sensitive and i really crave being entered foceable in my backdoor while being gagged.i did have a really hard time falling asleep last night falling asleep i felt so sexual the most i have ever felt trying every way possible to have an orgasim unfortunatly the cage denied me that and i eventually feel asleep exhausted. Shortly after sometime late in the night i had to get up to relieve myself and i was forced to go sitting down on the lew in the proper lady like sissy way. After getting back in bed and almost falling asleep i got really aroused in the cage and it did not pinch and after awhile i was able to fall asleep again. i am not really sure how long it will take me to get mentally broken to accept wearing the cage, but i will right of my experience daily until the cage comes off for my doctor's appointment then it may go back on again the keys are in a time lock safe with the date and time when i will go wild just before my appointment. i will share more of this journey tomorrow please follow along and comment and ask questions i have a picture of me in the cage in my profile picture gallery also if there is something you want me to model for you and post please look at my amazon wish list the link in posted in my profile and if you purchase something for me i will gladly wear it and post pictures and or a video posing as you would like just let me know