Can't believe I did this!

For three consecutive days, I found used maxipads in the garbage at work. They could only belong to one of two coworkers. Ann is in her early 30's and Steph in her late teens, maybe 20. Both girls are very pretty. Anyway, each day I took the pads from the garbage and brought them home. I made videos of my having fun with two of them, the other was exceptionally "nasty" so I just photographed it.

The thing that I can't believe I brought myself to do was this... I suddenly decided to lick the third pad on video. And without even thinking, I began sucking on it. And sucking hard. Tasting it drove me crazy! Finally I masturbated into it.

I've been aroused by dirty panties and used maxipads since I was a p*****n, anything that had been in prolonged contact with a pussy was a thrill. But until lastnight, I had never put a maxi into my mouth. Turns out I really got turned on by doing this.

I would suppose that I suddenly did this because lately I've been searching for wet diapers in public restrooms and sucking the pee from them before masturbating with them.

I am such a fetishist and I can't help it. Judge me if you may but I am who I am.