Fuck it, I get political

i've worked my ass off all weekend, non-stop. I missed almost all messages. I missed a chance to reply to comments This is just a short post to let good friends know that I'm sorry I've been slow to reply. I haven't been myself. I am excited because I've picked up so many sexy, weird, awesome halloween costumes. It's my goal to spend the entire month of october having fun with cosplay. I will have a little free time tomorrow. For the most part, I am gonna spend the entire day getting set up to sell at the wednesday market. If at all possible, I'll try to get started on costume pics. I keep realizing that people like my friend hans made me a gif of my bathroom video I don't know if he reads this blog. I failed to let him know how much i want to put it on my profile. Limuntus, is also another great friend who designed art for my page. I just have to figure out where I saved the link. I want mick to know our chats always make me happy. Mario, you have taken us to a place where we don't need words. Nonetheless, i can't wait to chat with you even more. Devo, i miss you. We haven't chatted in so long that i'm worried about you. I'm also worried that you might be mad at me for not getting back to you.

Cat, all i want is a two hour block of time to write you about things you will understand when they confuse most people. I'm half asleep writing this. There are so many more people i want to mention. i want sendmelots to know he has quickly become one of the only people i trust not to think less of me considering all the ways that i fail to be the friend he deserves. i'm missing an apology to hundreds of people that should know that I miss them. I just hope i can let many people know that they've helped me through a bad time. If you're having a bad time, send me a comment. i will make time to listen. Just don't be mad if i failed to mention you by name in this post. My memory is rough at two am..

i don't know what the deal is with tom petty. i saw reports that he passed away. then i saw reports that his death hasn't been confirmed. he will always be my favorite musician. i have so many memories of moments in life when his voice was the soundtrack that made everything seem perfect. People keep asking me if I'm okay. Sometimes the answer is yes. Sometimes the answer is no. i'm doing better than I thought was possible. Sometimes, it hits me that I ended something that made me so happy I was able to do things like get off medicine that ruined my quality of life. i've got mixed emotions. In so many ways he treated me like I was a woman he wasn't attracted to but he could manage to fuck me with my clothes on If it wasn't for the wonderful comments and messages people sent me here, it would've taken me years to recover from being treated like a second class citizen that didn't deserve to be happy. I'm tired. I still hope this message is coherent.

I stepped outside of my bubble with no news coverage and I was horrified. I have kept my mouth shut about politics. I hear reports of the lack of help this government is providing to people from my community. Yesterday, I talked to a woman who didn't have power for over thirteen days. This morning, I talked to a woman who lost her roof. She is better off than me because she can afford home owner's insurance. She still has no way on earth to pay a 5,000 dollar deductible. I asked if fema was helping her. She laughed at me. Her house is pretty much destroyed and they only deemed her worthy of 500 dollars. Things aren't okay in florida. I can't make myself find out what's happening in puerto rico. One ignorant facebook cocksucker had the nerve to say 'what did you think would happen? You live on an island. How could you possibly expect help in only a month?; He was deleted and blocked.

Another man who got my facebook info posted something like you are unfriended if you have one bad thing to say about trump especially when he's doing such a better job than the muslim president who did nothing. He was unfriended and blocked. I'm not okay with the little things like trump dedicating a motherfucking golf trophy to the victims of these hurricanes. I don't think the president should rely on twitter to spout off lies and ignorance. I want a fucking president like obama who would not hesitate to face the nation with a moment of silence for the victims of the mass murder in las vegas. I know his words would've been eloquent. This country doesn't need a coward tweeting something generic like 'our hearts are with the victims of this tragedy.' I see people already struggling to prevent a public outcry for the ban of assault rifles. This government cares more about money from the NRA than it does about people who are massacred at a public concert, for what seems to be no rational explanation.

You have to be ignorant not to worry about all the people that are going to lose healthcare. If your rich, can't you do the math? You're rates will increase as a result of the people with outstanding medical debt because they aren't covered. Trump makes it impossible for the average american to pay, The people who will pay more are the people who elected someone that made almost everything a preexisting condition that won't be covered. We are all being fucked by a man who cant stop tweeting threats to north korea knowing damn well they have nuclear weapons. I have had one weekend of news to find out how precarious things are. I would be hurting people based on trump bumper stickers and hats if I had been following this presidency in any way.

And I am laughing at the people who believed a rich man who claimed the wealthy would not benefit from his changes regarding taxes. I broke down and read an article that showed the absurd loopholes created for the wealthy to pay less. Trump promised his tax proposals wouldn't benefit him in any way. I can't remember exact numbers. He knocked down his taxable income in ways that should make anyone realize...he lied to every naive soul who thought that a billionaire would have the interest of the average working man as his top priority. I won't watch news coverage for a long time after this.

And when it comes to the flag. Or the star spangled banner, I am not in the NFL. I will drop to my knee if I am in a situation where i'm forced to face the flag or hear that sacred song knowing a maniacal, ignorant, sexist, racist madman is president. I mourn what america has become. I kneel for what we have done to this country I mourn for inequality and taking away women's rights. I mourn for the fact I live in a country where a man can say things like 'grab her by the pussy' and still be elected president. That statement belongs on xhamster. It should not have become a part of american history because everyone knows what trump thinks of women.

If there is no morality clause or limitations on what a president can say or do without repercussions...than your goddamn right I wont stand and support the flag or the star spangled banner. Doing that would make me feel like I'm disrespecting men that have done military service. My dad went to vietnam.. He died at fifty from agent orange. My great uncle raised me. He was one of the only survivors on the USS yorktown aircraft carrier that was sunk in the battle of midway. His story of getting off that ship is in almost every documentary regarding the battle of midway. He had pieces of that ship in his legs that couldn't be removed. I could touch pieces of the gun turret that entered his leg when the first bomb hit. My uncle and even my father went to war so that america could be something their c***dren were proud of.




I know if my uncle was alive he would kneel despite not knowing how he could stand back up. He would want people to know, the act of kneeling doesn't negate his sacrifice as a soldier He fought for america to be a country that stopped dictators from taking power from the people. We should all realize to stand idly by while a dictator takes our money, our healthcare, our status as a world power, our freedom of religion and the press and so much more is the way you disrespect a veteran. This has gone beyond an issue of racial equality. As far as I'm concerned, this is how we move past issues of race. No race, religion, gender, environmentalist, journalist, or person without extreme wealth is not affected by what this man is doing.

,I've been neutral because I had good friends vote for trump. One weekend of news coverage and my neutral status is gone. Go for it. Leave me comments calling me a stupid bitch. Or spouting the glorious idea of a wall in a country where every single person that isn't a native american came here because this used to be a melting pot. In such a short time, this country is the epitome of jumping out of the frying pan into the fire. At this point. let it burn. Please understand that I do not respect you if you support the madmen who is president because he got some help from russia to fuck up our election. And I hope the woman who should've been president by over three million votes, is sitting on a beach somewhere, laughing hysterically in close proximity to a bomb shelter.

i won't get political often. But I know the idea of a golf trophy dedicated to people who are now homeless, is the final straw for me. To end this in a happy way, I found this song today and it is the best song about vaginas that could possibly be written.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z726OPwCnjE