My Affair Part 2 - The Aftermath

I lay in bed repeatably thinking about what had just happened. I feel so many different things all at once. So many emotions. I felt aroused. I felt scared. I felt nervous. I felt anxious I turned to my side and saw the online of my husband in bed next to me. That's when it hit me. The guilt. The remorse. The sadness.

The feeling of having let myself down. I should have been stronger. I regretted what had just happened. I wished I could just turn back the time. I felt ashamed. How could I have let this happen? As I lay there I felt my heart beat at 100 miles a minute. I could still smell Arun's cum on my hand. The more I smelled my hand the more aroused I got. I kept reliving the moment Arun ejaculated , his nervous demeanour. I then did something that surprised me. I licked my hand, tasting his Cum. I couldn't taste much in truth but it was the act of doing it that sent me over the edge.

I wanted more. I once again felt on fire. I slipped my hand into my knickers. I had never been so wet. I stroked my clit 4 or 5 times and was about to Cum when I stopped myself. I did not want this felling to end. I had to bite my bottom lip to be quiet. I felt like I was going to go crazy. I got out of bed and made my way to the en suite . I looked in the mirror and looked closely into my eyes. I saw a something that I had not seen in so long. Something that was missing. I saw passion. I remembered how passionate my relationship with my husband used to be. I felt sad. I decided to o something about it.

I switched the light in the bathroom off and made my way back into bed. I rolled my husband back onto his side and started kissing his neck. Slowly but firmer with each kiss. He shook his head. I continued. I reached down and started to fondle his sleeping cock. No response. I slid my hand into his bottoms but before I could get into is boxers he woke up and asked ; "What are you doing?"

"Oh..nothing", I said reaching into his boxers.

He pulled out my hand and said, "Sorry honey, I am so tired, tomorrow."

And with that he rolled over. I felt stupid. I just lay there wishing I didn't bother. It wasn't long before he was snoring again. I was hurt. Why doesn't he want me like he used to? Was he having an affair? I had read about men who don't have sex with their wives could be having an affair. I became angry. What happened next, I am still shocked to this day.

People on here do not know me. I am a very timid person. I hate being the centre of attention at things like my birthday parties and so on. I don't have alot of confidence. But I felt brave at that moment in time. I got up and I made my way downstairs. Arun was sleeping in the sitting room that night. As I got closer I noticed the room was dark. I opened the door slowly and reached for the lamp on my right.

As I switched it on , Arun looked up from the couch he was sleeping on.

"Hey, everything ok?", He asked slightly squinting his eyes.

I didn't say anything. I just walked over to the couch and sat besides him.

"Whats wrong?", he asked.

Again , I said nothing. I pulled down his blanket. He was wearing a white fitted t shirt and black shorts.

" Is everything ok?" , he asked again.

I placed my finger on his lips indicating I didn't want him to say anything. I then traced my finger down his neck, chest, stomach to his cock. I started to fondle his dick. Within milliseconds he was as hard as a rock. I pulled his shorts down slowly and watched as his erect member bounced out, swinging wildly. I placed my fingers around his cock and started to wank him off with my right hand. He started to squirm, his face full of delight and shock. I felt the base of hos balls as I slide my hand down his shaft, his ball bag was tight, full of more cum. I was impressed.

I noticed between his staring at my hand wanking him off he would look up and me and then my chest. I pulled down my chemise with my left hand to allow him to see the my heaving cleavage . He seemed to approve as he whimpered slightly. I knew I was playing a dangerous game. But I liked it. After a while, I got up and looked Arun straight in the eye as I slowly lifted up my chemise to get access to my knickers and pulled them down slowly. I think he knew what I wanted as he sat up. I let my knickers fall to the floor and suddenly I froze thinking I heard something. I hadn't. I walked over to the couch and Arun tried to stand up. I pushed him back down and straddled him.

His shorts were still on but his cock was exposed as I held his penis and slowly eased myself down onto his cock. I gasped as I felt the tip of his cock enter my pussy. I could hear his breathing becoming erratic and I remembered this was his first time. As I lowered my self down I gave him a re assuring half smile which was broke up by a small frown as I felt the tip of his huge cock in the pit of my stomach.

Ask any woman, the first slide of a mans cock into you is the best feeling ever.

I put my arms around Aruns neck and started to slowly bounce on his willing dick. He whimpered. I liked that. He kissed my neck so I threw my head back as it felt nice and I wanted him to kiss me more. Within seconds I was riding him faster and couldn't go full pelt as the couch was close to the wall and I didn't want it making any noise. Arun started to feel my tits with his hands , squeezing them. I felt amazing, my legs started to tremble. I could feel the build of of my orgasm was gaining pace. Arun, stopped me and looked worried,

"Can I cum inside you?", he whispered.

"Yes", I said.

As I started to ride him faster, his breathing got heavier and heavier, his touching of my tits became harder and rougher I was getting closer, but he was closer.

"I'm going to Cum', he warned me.

I kept riding him and he tense up and held me tight around my waist as he started to shoot his Cum into me.

Now, with my hubby, when he was cumming I would stop whatever I was doing and just let him Cum. I guess I believe that when a man is cumming carrying on may nullify the orgasm? I don't know.

In this case, as I was so close, I carried on riding Arun's Cock as he shot his load into me. I couldn't feel him cum inside me but that was because I was still riding him and within seconds I started to Cum. And it was big. My whole body tensed up and felt my Pussy tighten up around Aruns Cock, as if it was milking every last drop of Arun's cum out of him. I pushed my face into the couch behind Aruns shoulder to stop from screaming out. I was in heaven...I also knew I was in alot of trouble.I had now experienced my most intense orgasm ever..so I knew I was in trouble. How would I stop this? What have I got myself into? It felt like a d**g.

I climbed off Arun, slightly embarrassed. He smiled. I could see he was about to say something but I said, "Good night", quickly.as I pulled down my chemise and looked for my knickers.

"Can I keep these?", Arun whispered, holding out my knickers in his hand.

"Why?", I asked surprised.

"Just" , he smiled.

I smiled, nodded and left.

Closing the door behind me, I knew I had just opened a whole new world up.