Been a while, a?
Today, while on my way to work, i've read something from someone from here.
From all the people i met here, few remain as friends. Would've been nuts to consider everyone a friend, ofc.
The message i opened was about me leaving without a clue and blabla. All day i've been wondering if i really did it like that. Been a while since i left and to be honest, i was quite in clouds. I can't remember much but i am sure i told to some.
Sometimes i come online to check the messages but as you prolly noticed, i don't answer. Here i will try to answer to the most important stuffs but this will be most of it.
I am not running from the camming past, i am not afraid of the choices i've done in my past. I am proud i got to meet some smartasses here. The problem is that i can't take my cam life with me. So what good will do if i will keep adding fuel on the fire, chatting bullshits like in the old days? It will probably become a nostalgia. I will never forget that period. I will not forget any of you that i got to chat with. I still remeber that weird dude with the jar so far.
Things i am sorry for is that i acted ungrateful for many of you. Wasn't my intention. Being in love makes people numb. You just want to be with that one person and do things for the common good, walking like a horse, no left, no right.
Another thing i feel sorry for is that i wasn't 100% straight in what i said at the very beginning and i caused troubles in some of the friendships.
I am glad i am being forgotten, is quite the plan. After losing some friends from here, the way it happened made me think it is for the best. Ofc, i will ask once upon the time how are you but that's it.
As you seen i am done here. I am taking my memories and moving forward. Hopefully we won't meet again, for the best of you and for the best of myself. We know this place. It's not all fun and joy. Interests are on the both sides. And rarely happens to be with happy ends. All we need is love, sex and money. But this isn't the right way.
As the message said, i will correct my attitude by a ''last letter'' even if is so late. I will never forget you and i am really grateful even if passed so much time. I wish you all a happy life with all needed.
From all the people i met here, few remain as friends. Would've been nuts to consider everyone a friend, ofc.
The message i opened was about me leaving without a clue and blabla. All day i've been wondering if i really did it like that. Been a while since i left and to be honest, i was quite in clouds. I can't remember much but i am sure i told to some.
Sometimes i come online to check the messages but as you prolly noticed, i don't answer. Here i will try to answer to the most important stuffs but this will be most of it.
I am not running from the camming past, i am not afraid of the choices i've done in my past. I am proud i got to meet some smartasses here. The problem is that i can't take my cam life with me. So what good will do if i will keep adding fuel on the fire, chatting bullshits like in the old days? It will probably become a nostalgia. I will never forget that period. I will not forget any of you that i got to chat with. I still remeber that weird dude with the jar so far.
Things i am sorry for is that i acted ungrateful for many of you. Wasn't my intention. Being in love makes people numb. You just want to be with that one person and do things for the common good, walking like a horse, no left, no right.
Another thing i feel sorry for is that i wasn't 100% straight in what i said at the very beginning and i caused troubles in some of the friendships.
I am glad i am being forgotten, is quite the plan. After losing some friends from here, the way it happened made me think it is for the best. Ofc, i will ask once upon the time how are you but that's it.
As you seen i am done here. I am taking my memories and moving forward. Hopefully we won't meet again, for the best of you and for the best of myself. We know this place. It's not all fun and joy. Interests are on the both sides. And rarely happens to be with happy ends. All we need is love, sex and money. But this isn't the right way.
As the message said, i will correct my attitude by a ''last letter'' even if is so late. I will never forget you and i am really grateful even if passed so much time. I wish you all a happy life with all needed.
7 years ago
I've moved on to other sites... Although I still wonder how some of the people I've met here have made out -- mostly just you.
No one will ever forget you, you can be sure of this. But honestly, nothing is more important, at least for me, but I believe not only for me, to know that you have started a new life, with new perspectives for your future, in accordance with what you wanted. I wish you all the best. A big hug from Pierluigi.
You were a character and a little different. I wish you all the best wherever you are and whatever you are doing.