Massengill Douche aroma!

As most small boys I peeked into moms pantie drawer from time to time. I felt the satiny smooth girdles and garters, Mmmmm. Oddly enough I think the thing that sticks with me for all those years was the aroma of what was in that Yellow box, pungent smell. So feminine and almost heady, everything in the drawer was permeated with the sweetness. Now many years later as I begin to reshape my sexuality towards a feminine existence about the only thing I seem unable to recreate is the Massengills Douche powder. I doubt if many of you will read this blog, let alone help me on my quest to acquire this strong aphrodisiac. I can still recall coming home from school and smelling the aroma wafting around the house. I want my house to smell just like that. Please someone out there I know you enjoy it as I do. I recently found the same type douche bag mom used and will save it until I can christen it in properly.

Note: Many months later I managed to acquire 10 sample packets of original 50's-60's Massengill's Powder!! Each pkt. is enough for a couple good douches!!! MMMM. The envelope the pkgs. arrived in once opened, the aroma hit me like a ton of pricks! As if that didn't make me mess my new Vanity Fair Ravisant full cut pantie that showed up along with my new red rubber douche/enema combination bag! The week or so I had to wait was Hell! Iv'e been wanting to get this out there and see if I might locate a friend or two with like interests! The absolute best wish would be to find a woman who would train me in the ways of feminine hygiene if with a special friend to play with before, during and after we meet with the approval of our teacher! My thought is that with instruction in the many aspects of feminine hygiene I will become more of the sissy inside me. ARE YOU OUT THERE?