Being a cucked sissy for her

I have become much more interested in the cuckold lifestyle and would like to meet a lady who would also enjoy this kind of lifestyle, and also am very interested in dominant women, and would like to be pegged by her regularly. I have several very large dildos, several that are black, so I guess they are BBC dildos, they are between 10 inches and 12 inches long and as much as 3 to 4 inches in diameter. I try to fuck myself with them, but my boi pussy is still too tight and need the help of a dom gal who would like to strap some of them on and peg me. I like to swing and have been a swinger on and off for over twenty years, so maybe finding a gal to try this lifestyle with would be best for us to start swinging together first, and do fun hot stuff like going to adult bookstore theaters together. I am very fem, and am planning to begin transitioning, so I would also go dressed up as a hottie milf in a short skirt, dress, or daisy dukes shorts, maybe thigh high stockings, garters, high heels, makeup, I am beginning to get to the point I will need to start wearing bras soon, and I love to wear satin panties, I love how they feel against my soft booty. I would like my gf to go on to enjoying real stud bull men frequently and cuckolding me, where I get to eat her after she returns home after having fun and being completely filled and fulfilled by her studs and bulls. I love to cleanup and eat cummy, sloppy pussy, and have eaten quite a few, maybe about 25 so far- I love to slide my tongue deep inside and lick the cum out of a womans hot, sloppy cunt, and ultimately make sure that I make her cum many times with my mouth. I am bi and also like big, hard cocks too, and would like a gal who would like to see me with her stud bulls also, getting used and banged by them. I do also have a fetish for very large hung men, and especially large, uncut cocks, as well as going to adult theaters on my own, and enjoying cocks thru gloryholes, and would like a gal who would like this as well. For me, I know I am more of a woman than man, because I am not focused on my pleasure, but more on pleasing my partner. To me, her looks are not as important as her attitude, that she has a positive attitude and really enjoys this lifestyle, and I am more interested in an older lady, my age or older, I am in my late 40s, than a pretty, young girl. To be honest, I love whore, slutty women, the kind of gal who I know, and so does everyone else, that she has fucked every guy in town, many times. I love the idea of her leaving me to go out and enjoy herself regularly, but I would like to cum along and enjoy her and her studs and bulls too.