1st sexual encounter ever

If you took the time to read my profile, then you know I am 44 years old and my 1st sexual experience ever was with another male who was a friend of mine. I didn't go into too much detail about it there but I will here....

It happened in the summer of 1984. My friend at the time was 3 years older than me. He was at my house one afternoon. My mom had gone grocery shopping and my stepdad wasn't due home from work for a few more hours yet. My mom liked my friend and trusted me so she didn't have a problem with me staying home with my friend there while she went shopping. So we had the whole house to ourselves. This was pretty rare of an event actually. There was always an adult present at my house back then.

So we were playing on my Atari 2600 and just shooting the shit basically. I don't know why or how but the conversation turned to him bragging about getting a blowjob before. I called him out on it and said he was bullshitting. But then he turned the tables on me and teased me about having "a dry dick" as he put it. I of course said yes I have had a blowjob before. I was lying of course and he called me on it by asking me to describe to him how it feels. I kinda danced and bullshitted my way through it and it was pretty clear he didn't know how one felt either by the time I was done. So we went back and forth about how good it feels and how much we like it n stuff and wish we could be getting one right now. This went on for a little while actually.

He eventually made the suggestion that we give each other head. I said no a bunch of times at first even though I was ready to do it on the first request of it. I was curious about my sexuality already and knew I was into both male and female. This was a chance to satisfy some of my curiousness but I didn't wanna seem to eager either. My argument against sucking each other was that I would do it but he wouldn't when it was his turn. He suggested a 69. I didn't know what that was actually and had to have him explain it to me. I still said no a bunch of times but he was persistent and I actually did wanna do it anyways. So I finally did agree to it.

So there we are on my bed in a 69 with me on top and him on the bottom. We had agreed to start sucking each other off on the count of three. We hesitated a bunch of times. Basically I guess we were afraid that on three one would start and the other would not, tricking one of us into sucking the other's dick. At least this was what was going through my mind at the time. Part of me didn't care if he did or didn't suck me but to be honest I really had no idea of what I was doing. Lol. I knew it involved his dick in my mouth and that was about it. On one false start, he had his hands wrapped around my cock and his thumb and forefinger pressed against his mouth. I almost went but I stopped. I felt he was basically blowing on my cock with warm breath and just making sucking noises. I knew he wasn't actually sucking me but I asked anyways and he said yes. I finally got the nerve up and on a final count to three, I went for it and took his cock into my mouth. He in turn just kept making the sucking noises while blowing on the head of my dick....

I had no clue what to do next once I had his cock in my mouth, So I just more or less sucked on it like it was a pacifier. Lol! I could taste his precum though. I didn't know what that was at the time but I do remember liking the taste of it right away. I continued to use his cock like a pacifier for about 1 minute at best before he started snickering and them laughing at me. I was embarrassed by him laughing and knew I had been tricked. To be honest I knew he was going to trick me but I wanted to go through with it anyways and experience sucking a dick. His laughing and my embarrassment made me laugh while I still had his hard cock in my mouth. I accidentally blew snot through my nose on his balls as a result. Lol!

After he had composed himself and stopped snickering and giggling long enough, he teased me about me having sucked his dick. He continued this for at least a couple months just about every chance he could get. It would embarrass me and humiliate me all over again every time he did. He would even do it around our mutual friends and in public. He would be careful enough not to actually reveal what he was teasing me about but just enough that it was clear to me what he was doing. He eventually grew bored of this I guess and eventually just all together stopped.

We continued to be friends and the experience didn't have any negative impacts on our friendship. Although there for a while he had a major upper hand on the teasing and poking fun at department for a while. lol! Had he not laughed at me and teased me and just let me finish however, he would have had a cocksucker at his disposal I am sure of that and I would have swallowed my 1st load of cum too.

I lost contact with him after he and his folks had moved around 9 months after this. I don't know why they moved but it was abrupt and he didn't know about it until about a week before the move. I by chance did bump into him over a decade later at an amusement park. He was with his wife and offspring, so I didn't want to distract him from them. But we did talk for a bit and exchanged phone numbers. His phone got disconnected a few months after that and I hadn't had contact with him again until recently thanks to social media. He keep in contact this way now and we have never mentioned the experience we shared in my bedroom that one afternoon home all alone.

So that's my first sexual experience. Rather awkward and embarrassing but I did get to fondle and taste another dude's dick which was something I had been curious about for a little while already. The experience let me know that I indeed wanted more - no make that needed more. The humiliation and embarrassment I experienced with it stuck with me as well. I think this is why I like to be degraded and talked nasty to and even slapped in the face when I am sucking cock so much. I think it's why I like being used period really. Although I really didn't associate humiliation with sex until into my 20's, I think the experience of being humiliated like that set the stage for it. Maybe even in a way I wanted that all along. I knew he wasn't going to follow through and I knew he would tease the ever living hell out of me for it. But I did it anyways. The lust I had for wanting to try cock was way too strong and I think maybe I felt I deserved to be humiliated like that for wanting to do it in the first place.

well it may not have been the hottest or spiciest of 1st time stories but it did start me on the road to being the sissy bitch I was meant to be. I hope you enjoyed! Let me know what you think and leave me a comment!