So I've been thinking...

My ex has a new girlfriend... Not sure how I feel about that. I may or may not still be in love with him. I know he still loves me. And he tells me every now and then, but now we live in two different states and he's got a k** and now this girl... Ugh... I just wish I could find a good guy here in CO. All I've been meeting is cheaters, liars, flakes and assholes.

It's sad... I hate to sound like a bitch all the time. I'm really not. But it just seems that these dudes lack so much respect for women and don't care about what they do or who they fuck over. If I sound bitter, then I maybe I am. But I'd like to think I'm AWAKE. Conscious to the bullshit. I'm an awesome, sexy and sensual woman. I've got so much to give. But I refuse to give my sweet delicious tasty, tight pussy to just any dickhead. Especially one that doesn't know what to do with it, or how to make it purr.

That being said. I'm holding off on actually having sex indefinitely. If any of you take the time to read this and are planning to message me, just be aware. I'm not going to just up and fuck you.

Earn my trust and respect. Be WORTHY of that and you'll get to experience the beauty of my chocolate wonderland. If you can't take that time and get out of that "insta-fuck" mentality then I don't want to hear from you.

My pictures and blogs and thoughts are here not just for your enjoyment, but to also maybe help to educate you men that this game you guys are playing now, is not cute. Treat a woman with respect and maybe you'll find something you never even know you needed...

If I disappear for a while, just know that I'll be around every now and then. But overall, just enjoy the pics and stories. That's what they're there for ;)

Ebony out!