What the actual fuck?
I have no idea what the hell is going on with this dude, but this weirdo sent me this long ass message. It's on his page too, in a blog. Just thought I'd share a bit of the crazy shit that I get on here lol-
Mr_Excellent-
I am sorry ,, really sorry ..
I swear i will change, i will never give up on myself or other people as long as i am and they are alive..
I will keep trying for myself, and for them ..
It's like being alcoholic, but this time i am pretty determined to break these cycles of relapse .
You may be familiar with me through other profiles ..
I don't think you will believe how much i like porn, but i am leaving it cause it's wrong, and i am harming other people by sharing either photos, videos or turning them on and away from the real ones who loves or may love them ..
i am not a good Muslim, that is why i was here, i just try to be better, i have made tens of oaths that i will stop masturbation n yes i relapse sometimes but all in all i am progressing. like really,, i cry a lot, i want nothing but one woman that i really love, adore n thrive to please .. i want a stable family, my heart was broken before n i was on the verge of depression, she said no n i cried in front of her, that may be was the hardest test i have ever gone through n i since then i am deteriorating in aspects n getting better in others, it's like my whole range of deeds and sins is increasing n i just want to beat my bad self, i said in earlier message that i got on this site out of ill intentions, n i got curious, n i messed up a lot, n it's selfish to send people then just leave, i intend to apologize n share the greatest thing i have ever had with every1 i harmed here which is a better knowledge of my God , i owe Him a lot, we all do . i am tearful, people doesn't see through my intentions, i am not ISIS or any ill understanding of the Islam, i am not trying to harm u in anyway emotional or whatever, i want you to know the truth, feel n live it ,,, that is all, i want you to be happy here and after you die, cause it's a continuous process, we overrate the death, and we underrate our actions in this life as determinants of our fate .
I will tell u a story
There was a woman , she thinks she is good in general, but she never knew her God on a good level or tried truly to contact him, she convinced herself she is worshiping a god, but she was worshiping a wrong god, also she was a slave to her desires, she thought she is free, a free soul, but truly she wasn't , she got stuck on the road to her God by something that The God has put on her way to facilitate her journey to him, and that thing is her desire and lust ,
She could have used that to build a strong family, to help a man to control himself and to do enjoyable things and get pregnant and enjoy the gift of c***dren and provide her motherhood, without ignoring her enormous other abilities of her mind, education, career and achievements ,,
But she couldn't focus , she couldn't break through that cycle , she never tried harder, she died , her photos remained all over the internet as a disgrace and a reminder of her faults, no body remembered her after a while, people got over it, those who she thought they can't live without her body they could actually, they sought another women to fulfill their desires .
Now she realized that it's all about her Creator . Everything else was a mean to get to Him .
It was too late for her . The same body she worshiped in her life was the reason for her torture in her Afterlife, she never fulfilled her full role in this life .
Now she is burning, crying, weeping, begging, but no answer .
On The other hand , another woman was addicted to masturbation, she fought it, she tried to enjoy her sexual desire in marriage , she failed , she never felt satisfied , she was crying like everyday at night, when she died , Her creator was so happy with her, as she was an example of strength, an example of a true human being who reach for beyond, and nothing is beyond The God, that is the true freedom, to connect with her origin, to know her story and purpose .
She got her spot in The Paradise , she found her true love, and she lived her fantasize to the extreme, she was never happier, and as she was enjoying her life she was whispering "thank you my Lord for saving me" .
And you don't even have to live through the second example, cause The Lord actually wants you to seek happiness in this life, but through right paths, and porn or fornication are not one of them .
I am a Muslim, i believe porn is bad for the health, it can cause addiction like behavior, there is a Swedish study stating that it can really cause the brain to get smaller, can u believe that, it's a very scientific study yet it needs further studies,porn can cause HTN n heart diseases n many things ..
I am 27 , i am a doctor, i plan one day to help all the women trapped in that area because they r poor or something like that, i would love to make an official institute to help them .
This is just a message that i love to share ..i am not pushing you into it, just showing a way gently and with complete respect for you ..
What do you know about The Islam ?
It's nt about the terrorists, these are people who think Islam is like this, mutilating its picture, it's not about being covered except for your eyes and treated badly, do u know that the first martyr in Islam was a woman ? and there is a chapter in The Qur'an called "The Women", and the first one to believe in The message of Muhammad was a woman .. and there is a chapter in The Qur'an called "Maryam" which is Mary in arabic ..
It's just about knowing there is only one God, He has no sons and He is nothing like us, The Creator is not like the creatures,, do we look like the cars ? do they have k**s ? and for The Lord is highest attribution.. this is His system for us.. having k**s, marry, die , ect .
when i talk like this some start attacking me for pushing my believes, n really it is not like that .."There shall be no compulsion in [acceptance of] the religion." it's translated from The Qur'an and the [ ] samples to help indicating the meaning.. The Person has to see him/her self and accept it .. The Free will is a holy place.. so am i really sinful if i want people to know the truth ?!, if i want to share the gift with them ?!.. is this selfish ? i may never meet you .. yet i want you to be happy and focus not just on this life but more importantly the after life .. i just want the people to be happy ..and if you think how can i be a devoted Muslim n i knew you "cause i got this a lot", then in short i try not to judge people as if i know their fate or history !,, judging is for The God ,, so i send randomly and all people deserve to know the truth ..
Porn is so bad,, there is a Swedish scientific study that proves it makes the brain smaller,, and it's a credible study .. and people can get addicted to it, as much as they can easily get to alcohol and d**gs,, and it's clear how it can impair the normal relationships,, between family members, or even building new ones,, people get paralyzed in their imagination and real outcomes are produce to the community, or they are markedly get reduces when we compare them to the real potentials of the person .. Have you thought about the future and how you want your k**s to be raised? your husband and real love to treat you? and your afterlife? u r not just an object to use you are a woman and a human n u deserve a husband who really loves you whether you found him in this life or The after life.. i have demons but im trying to control them cause this is what life is about,, we can't go around harming others physically or emotionally or abuse their bodies,, it's bad n it moves you away from the core and basic concept of this life which is knowing your Creator and be close to Him and hence knowing and interacting with your whole world better,..
We have to adjust our desires.. we have to take control of them .. We can't just post pictures not caring about anything .. do you know that these pictures can get someone to just drown into his desires, breaking someone heart or even being addicted to masturbation and dysfunctional ?! may be your picture can ruin a relation between a son and his mother, sister, whoever, because he is so busy viewing it and interacting so he is totally mean to them .. it can lead to crimes, and im nt exaggerating things,do you even want to trigger something like that ?!! you can see how the sexual tension is changing the world ..
Visit this page.. i hope you spent time reading the posts there,, and you don't have to "like" the page im nt doing this for promotion or any other agenda,, this is it https://www.facebook.com/pages/Allah-you-are-the-best-to-feel-me/255714457788660 ..and i hope you spend time reading the page of this muslim scholar woman it's great https://www.facebook.com/YMogahed .. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dGX3URPb_lg .. read the chapter 19 it's called (Maryam) which is Mary in Arabic,, sahih international is the closest translation,, true you will miss the beauty of the Arabic words and the rhymes but still you will understand with this translation, http://quran.com
May you be blessed eternally .. i know my greatest gift is being a Muslim,, so im trying to share this with you,, it's not allowed n there is a verse about it in The Qur'an.. i just hope you know The Islam is not smthing new it's a continuation of the old n true Christianity n Judism,, you just have to know that Jesus(peace be upon him) in Islam is great prophet and human but not a god ,, there is only one God who has created us.. and i wish you make a bond with him.. i wish that for my self too..
I just want everybody to find his way back n be happy "in the right way",, that's all .
This could be the most important part of all this, please watch it,
I am deeply sorry, i promise i will change, and i will pray for you .
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7d16CpWp-ok
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T48Dk7nhvKI
i pray that you read and know more about the Islam from the right sources .. i can help with that ..
May you be blessed eternally with whom you love :')
Mr_Excellent-
I am sorry ,, really sorry ..
I swear i will change, i will never give up on myself or other people as long as i am and they are alive..
I will keep trying for myself, and for them ..
It's like being alcoholic, but this time i am pretty determined to break these cycles of relapse .
You may be familiar with me through other profiles ..
I don't think you will believe how much i like porn, but i am leaving it cause it's wrong, and i am harming other people by sharing either photos, videos or turning them on and away from the real ones who loves or may love them ..
i am not a good Muslim, that is why i was here, i just try to be better, i have made tens of oaths that i will stop masturbation n yes i relapse sometimes but all in all i am progressing. like really,, i cry a lot, i want nothing but one woman that i really love, adore n thrive to please .. i want a stable family, my heart was broken before n i was on the verge of depression, she said no n i cried in front of her, that may be was the hardest test i have ever gone through n i since then i am deteriorating in aspects n getting better in others, it's like my whole range of deeds and sins is increasing n i just want to beat my bad self, i said in earlier message that i got on this site out of ill intentions, n i got curious, n i messed up a lot, n it's selfish to send people then just leave, i intend to apologize n share the greatest thing i have ever had with every1 i harmed here which is a better knowledge of my God , i owe Him a lot, we all do . i am tearful, people doesn't see through my intentions, i am not ISIS or any ill understanding of the Islam, i am not trying to harm u in anyway emotional or whatever, i want you to know the truth, feel n live it ,,, that is all, i want you to be happy here and after you die, cause it's a continuous process, we overrate the death, and we underrate our actions in this life as determinants of our fate .
I will tell u a story
There was a woman , she thinks she is good in general, but she never knew her God on a good level or tried truly to contact him, she convinced herself she is worshiping a god, but she was worshiping a wrong god, also she was a slave to her desires, she thought she is free, a free soul, but truly she wasn't , she got stuck on the road to her God by something that The God has put on her way to facilitate her journey to him, and that thing is her desire and lust ,
She could have used that to build a strong family, to help a man to control himself and to do enjoyable things and get pregnant and enjoy the gift of c***dren and provide her motherhood, without ignoring her enormous other abilities of her mind, education, career and achievements ,,
But she couldn't focus , she couldn't break through that cycle , she never tried harder, she died , her photos remained all over the internet as a disgrace and a reminder of her faults, no body remembered her after a while, people got over it, those who she thought they can't live without her body they could actually, they sought another women to fulfill their desires .
Now she realized that it's all about her Creator . Everything else was a mean to get to Him .
It was too late for her . The same body she worshiped in her life was the reason for her torture in her Afterlife, she never fulfilled her full role in this life .
Now she is burning, crying, weeping, begging, but no answer .
On The other hand , another woman was addicted to masturbation, she fought it, she tried to enjoy her sexual desire in marriage , she failed , she never felt satisfied , she was crying like everyday at night, when she died , Her creator was so happy with her, as she was an example of strength, an example of a true human being who reach for beyond, and nothing is beyond The God, that is the true freedom, to connect with her origin, to know her story and purpose .
She got her spot in The Paradise , she found her true love, and she lived her fantasize to the extreme, she was never happier, and as she was enjoying her life she was whispering "thank you my Lord for saving me" .
And you don't even have to live through the second example, cause The Lord actually wants you to seek happiness in this life, but through right paths, and porn or fornication are not one of them .
I am a Muslim, i believe porn is bad for the health, it can cause addiction like behavior, there is a Swedish study stating that it can really cause the brain to get smaller, can u believe that, it's a very scientific study yet it needs further studies,porn can cause HTN n heart diseases n many things ..
I am 27 , i am a doctor, i plan one day to help all the women trapped in that area because they r poor or something like that, i would love to make an official institute to help them .
This is just a message that i love to share ..i am not pushing you into it, just showing a way gently and with complete respect for you ..
What do you know about The Islam ?
It's nt about the terrorists, these are people who think Islam is like this, mutilating its picture, it's not about being covered except for your eyes and treated badly, do u know that the first martyr in Islam was a woman ? and there is a chapter in The Qur'an called "The Women", and the first one to believe in The message of Muhammad was a woman .. and there is a chapter in The Qur'an called "Maryam" which is Mary in arabic ..
It's just about knowing there is only one God, He has no sons and He is nothing like us, The Creator is not like the creatures,, do we look like the cars ? do they have k**s ? and for The Lord is highest attribution.. this is His system for us.. having k**s, marry, die , ect .
when i talk like this some start attacking me for pushing my believes, n really it is not like that .."There shall be no compulsion in [acceptance of] the religion." it's translated from The Qur'an and the [ ] samples to help indicating the meaning.. The Person has to see him/her self and accept it .. The Free will is a holy place.. so am i really sinful if i want people to know the truth ?!, if i want to share the gift with them ?!.. is this selfish ? i may never meet you .. yet i want you to be happy and focus not just on this life but more importantly the after life .. i just want the people to be happy ..and if you think how can i be a devoted Muslim n i knew you "cause i got this a lot", then in short i try not to judge people as if i know their fate or history !,, judging is for The God ,, so i send randomly and all people deserve to know the truth ..
Porn is so bad,, there is a Swedish scientific study that proves it makes the brain smaller,, and it's a credible study .. and people can get addicted to it, as much as they can easily get to alcohol and d**gs,, and it's clear how it can impair the normal relationships,, between family members, or even building new ones,, people get paralyzed in their imagination and real outcomes are produce to the community, or they are markedly get reduces when we compare them to the real potentials of the person .. Have you thought about the future and how you want your k**s to be raised? your husband and real love to treat you? and your afterlife? u r not just an object to use you are a woman and a human n u deserve a husband who really loves you whether you found him in this life or The after life.. i have demons but im trying to control them cause this is what life is about,, we can't go around harming others physically or emotionally or abuse their bodies,, it's bad n it moves you away from the core and basic concept of this life which is knowing your Creator and be close to Him and hence knowing and interacting with your whole world better,..
We have to adjust our desires.. we have to take control of them .. We can't just post pictures not caring about anything .. do you know that these pictures can get someone to just drown into his desires, breaking someone heart or even being addicted to masturbation and dysfunctional ?! may be your picture can ruin a relation between a son and his mother, sister, whoever, because he is so busy viewing it and interacting so he is totally mean to them .. it can lead to crimes, and im nt exaggerating things,do you even want to trigger something like that ?!! you can see how the sexual tension is changing the world ..
Visit this page.. i hope you spent time reading the posts there,, and you don't have to "like" the page im nt doing this for promotion or any other agenda,, this is it https://www.facebook.com/pages/Allah-you-are-the-best-to-feel-me/255714457788660 ..and i hope you spend time reading the page of this muslim scholar woman it's great https://www.facebook.com/YMogahed .. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dGX3URPb_lg .. read the chapter 19 it's called (Maryam) which is Mary in Arabic,, sahih international is the closest translation,, true you will miss the beauty of the Arabic words and the rhymes but still you will understand with this translation, http://quran.com
May you be blessed eternally .. i know my greatest gift is being a Muslim,, so im trying to share this with you,, it's not allowed n there is a verse about it in The Qur'an.. i just hope you know The Islam is not smthing new it's a continuation of the old n true Christianity n Judism,, you just have to know that Jesus(peace be upon him) in Islam is great prophet and human but not a god ,, there is only one God who has created us.. and i wish you make a bond with him.. i wish that for my self too..
I just want everybody to find his way back n be happy "in the right way",, that's all .
This could be the most important part of all this, please watch it,
I am deeply sorry, i promise i will change, and i will pray for you .
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7d16CpWp-ok
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T48Dk7nhvKI
i pray that you read and know more about the Islam from the right sources .. i can help with that ..
May you be blessed eternally with whom you love :')
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