I'm only attracted to black guys?

Is this normal?
It started out a few years ago and has gotten to the point where I can't be attracted to any other race.
It's not for any racist stereotype or anything, I'm just really attracted to how they look. I'm really embarrassed about this though, I feel like I'm looked down upon by white people and black women are probably angry at me for 'stealing their man.' I've tried so hard to find a white guy that I like, but even when I'm attracted to one I'm still looking at black guys and wishing I could be with them. It's really stupid, idk what's wrong with me. I understand why black women hate when white girls date black men but I can't picture myself with any other race. I just feel like if I cant have a black guy I want to be single for the rest of my life; they're so hot. I just don't know what to do. I don't want black women or white people to hate me for going out with black guys but I don't want to be stuck with a white guy when I'll always be tempted by black guys.