I need to be more addicted

I have been a compulsive masturbator since I was 7, addicted to porn since I was 13. I crave it even as I am watching it. Porn is the source of all pleasure and happiness. I worship it with every fiber of my being. I am miserable when my hand is not sliding up and down my cock, with porn feeding into my brain. I love having no control over it, the risks it pushes me to take to feed my addiction. I love porn more than I love my wife and family. My wife can never compete with porn, and my family can never bring me the happiness that porn does.

I need to be more addicted though. How can I accomplish that? It's not enough that it controls me. I crave being so deep into porn addiction that I am lost to the world. I want to not even be able to function unless my hand is tugging on my cock and porn is feeding into my brain, I have to be able to twist and warp my mind more. Who can help me?

Published by live2masturbate

9 years ago

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to Paulo324 : I can relate to all of this, I love it so much.

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Bukkakeslutsforever 5 years ago

to Hannah100000 : Well said

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Hannah100000 7 years ago

]You say yes to the following life styles, i do, so pm me
Porn is always with you. The world wants you to look at Porn...it demands every day, in every way, stoned, wearing a cock ring and a butt-plug,that you give yourself to Porn.
Every Mommy at the grocery store, whoring in her heels, says, "look at Porn...stroke your cock." Every teenage hottie in the airport, cunting in her leggings, says, "embrace Porn...pound your dick." Every co-worker at a business meeting, popping her titties in a tight top, says, "live Porn...fap your meat." Every piece of pussy you see, every slice of slut you notice, every bit of bitch you eye, demand only one thing of you, "addict yourself to Porn."

Porn is NOT entertainment. Porn is NOT a marital aid. Porn is not a hobby, a past time, or supposed to get you in the mood. Porn exists solely to reach through you hardened cock to claim your soul and enlighten you to the only thing that matters...getting off.

Your entire body exists to put your hard dick in a place where it can blow its load or fuck a nice slutboy like i am, totally Porn is that place. Fully stoned after 5 bongs best afghan hash, wearing a poppers mask,Porn brings you to that Nirvana of cock pounding joy where cunt goddess after cunt goddess coaxes load after load out of you.

Thank your Mommy who sexualized you. Thank your wife who doesn't put out. Thank your girlfriend who just lays there. Thank the hottie whose hot body can't hide her bitchiness. Thank the girls who ignore you. Thank every whore who daily says, "be Porn. Be an addict." Thank to poppers, weed and ....

There is only Porn and the perfect Porn goddesses who reward our worship with hour upon hour of bliss, and load after load from our balls.
Hannah, this should all my pupils learn

thebuttboi 8 years ago

to live2masturbate : Great post, as a fellow porn addict I feel this so much. Nothing can compare to porn and it will only become a greater chasm as we get more and more available as years go on.
I found lots of things help with addiction......not cumming is obviously one way as you stay aroused. Edging instead of just rubbing one out is of course natural for a porn addict. Finding more genres of porn to edge to. Discussing your addiction with other porn addicts helps with acceptance and delving further too.

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georgedoremus1 9 years ago

to live2masturbate : This is so fucking true.

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live2masturbate Publisher 9 years ago

to larrycuckold : You're welcome, brother. Nurture the addiction. Take it further and deeper each and every day. Nothing matters but porn.

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larrycuckold 9 years ago

Reading these blogs an comments all day long is where I want to be, where I belong - this is the purpose of my life. Thank you for sharing, thank you for the inspiration to feed my porn and penis masturbation addiction!

Paulo324 9 years ago

to unemployed-wanker : Holy shit, man! This comment made me so hard! I love being in the bate zone where anything goes! I love stroking to whatever porn makes me hard at that moment! I stroke to straight, shemales, and on rare occasions when I'm horned up enough, gay porn. There is just so much variety! The porn of today is so great and we simply cannot leave it alone. It will always be here and will always give and give and give pleasure to the best followers of the church of porn!

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to filthywanker : I like to edge it out as long as I can!

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filthywanker 9 years ago

to live2masturbate : Just "almost"? We can do better than that, I'm sure.

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RicoPornero 9 years ago

to filthywanker : Yes...feed the greed. I marvel at the depth and depravity of your addiction, and would love to climb into that slimy cesspool of sin with you.

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live2masturbate Publisher 9 years ago

to unemployed-wanker : Don't be satisfied though. No matter how warped you think your mind may be, you can warp it more - *porn* can warp it more.

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live2masturbate Publisher 9 years ago

to bethanyuk : Wife and fam can *never* compare or live up to porn. Nothing and no one is greater than the glory of porn.

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live2masturbate Publisher 9 years ago

to filthywanker : Damn, filthywanker - SO true. That *almost* made me cum!

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to bethanyuk : it doesn't. why on earth would u want a family in this day and age is beyond me. i'd rather stroke to porno than have the burden of a family to take care of. give me nudism, shemales, double and triple anal, bbws and ssbbws, facefucking and blowbangs over being a normal person. i want porn to cunsume me.

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to filthywanker : we're all fucked up addicts but we know the true bliss of sexual depravity. real life simply can't compare to hardcore porn and the enjoyment it brings to stroke endlessly to it. i love how warped my mind has become from such a young age which destroyed my potential to be a productive member of society but instead replaced a bright young boy with a porn addicted porn damaged cunt who strokes his limp dick.

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bethanyuk 9 years ago

The longer, deeper and nastier as session is the more I want it to go on and dive deeper. How can living a normal life with wife and fam compare to that? I love to get high as I have nasty, dirty wankfests - poppers, panties, costumes and a stream of nasty perv wank contacts. I love to phone wank with addicts as we wallow in the filthy degrading porn we are gorging on.

filthywanker 9 years ago

Don't let it end. Keep riding that curve! Feed the greed! Day becomes night, becomes day and still you keep going. I know how it feels; how saturated we become. We will never judge. Because, once reconciled to the silent voice within - the good in all that is permanent, you and I (and the rest of us fucked-up addicts) can sink into that slimy cesspool of sin; smear the shame all over our twitching nuts and ride the pornographic waves of boys-only pleasure until our minds are soaked with sexual rage and our cocks are spitting errogenous obscenity all over the fuckin place. So twisted. So delicious, and so fuckin addictive. Mmmm. Let's dive!

live2masturbate Publisher 9 years ago

to maternus1 : It is so inspiring to hear from others who share my love and joy for porn, who understand the beauty of being in servitude to it.

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live2masturbate Publisher 9 years ago

Fuck, yes - so true! There is absolutely no joy, no pleasure, no meaning without porn. We give honor to it by tugging our cocks to it every moment possible. Nothing else matters.

live2masturbate Publisher 9 years ago

to unemployed-wanker : Porn dependency - yes! I want it to be as necessary for me as the very air I breath. I do the same as you. I force myself to masturbate to things that don't arouse me, until my brain is conditioned to crave it, then I move on to the next perversion. I know I can get so much deeper into addiction.

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accept me!

ur post made me hard i nearly came. i too want to be more addicted. what ur describing is porn dependency. when nothing matters but porn and wanking. food, water, bathing, talking to people is not important. feeding ur brain with hardcore images and videos is what u crave. i became more addicted by wanking to things i found arousing in a lustful state of mind but in reality i dont really find appealing. i wank to men and shemales and love it when im in a bating mode. when i cum and clarity returns i know im not attracted to men. in the bate world anything goes. u could also try having ur laptop on full brightness in a dark room and star at the images/vids close up and let it warp ur mind. i do this a lot and i get very hard.

maternus1 9 years ago

be asured that you cannot quiet, try it and you will realize you cannot exist without hardcore action, your life can go down the toilet, you get used to it, living on junk food in a totally messy one room appartement, no problem, but no internet porning, impossible