My greatest love
I have been in many relationships, one long term, most short term. They have almost always been sexual, and I have loved some of the women I was involved with. However, my greatest love was (and still is) a beautiful woman I'll call Stevie (sorry, but I care about her so much I don't want to expose her to any harm). We met at work back in 1999 (go ahead, throw out your Prince comments). I was a supervisor and she was a secretary (not mine). We hit it off from day one...had a lot in common & there was an unexplainable attraction. You know it if you've been there: a strange, unexplainable need to be around that person, find excuses to talk to them, etc. I was single and new to the area, she was/is married and a native. Her marriage was a mess, and she would often confide in me. I tried to be supportive and not take advantage of the situation, but our attraction to one another was overwhelming. We started going out on dates...a lunch here, a trip to a local attraction there, and so on.
So, at this point you might be asking "what was it about this woman that made you fall so hard?"
I can't give you an answer like "she had huge tits" or "she was all horny and rubbing up on me" or some other base response. Stevie was/is pretty in a simple way, not like a model, just girl-next-door pretty. She has a slender build, no big booty or chest. Brown eyes, brunette (back then...she's blond now), smart, funny and (the complicating factor) religious. Our conversations were some of the most honest, deep discussions I have ever had. There was no pretense, just straight up talk about her marriage problems, religion, our desires & hopes, and just everyday stuff like music, tv, and so on. We had this connection that was beyond description. We would go to parks where there was ponds, streams, ocean, etc. Our favorite thing was to dangle our feet in the water and just talk about life and love. Boring? If you think so, I'd say you've never been truly in love. When you love someone deeply, its those simple moments of intimacy that stick with you, not the "hot-monkey-love" shit I read about in some blogs.
As time went on, she would bring along her daughter, who was around 3 yrs old at that time. We got along great, and we would go on trips to parks, tourist attractions and so on. And when Stevie and I were alone, we would get as intimate as you can get without having intercourse. The kisses and caresses were intense, amazing, dizzying. But she would not cross that line as long as she was still married. Gotta respect that...made me love her more.
In the end, her hubby whined to his church folks, and they put immense pressure on Stevie to stay with him, despite their troubles. We parted ways, and that should be the end of the story. But recently, I googled Stevie and found out she is online, doing the facebook thing. I dropped her a note & she replied (totally shocked I'd bothered). We are chatting regularly. Her daughter is all grown, so she has no real obligations except to herself. Our conversations get deeper every day, and I wonder if now is the time she'll step back, access her life, and make that leap. Its probably just a pipe-dream, but will my greatest love finally come to fruition? I'll let you know...until then, I'll write more & maybe some of you will relate and comment. Be happy, be well, be you.
So, at this point you might be asking "what was it about this woman that made you fall so hard?"
I can't give you an answer like "she had huge tits" or "she was all horny and rubbing up on me" or some other base response. Stevie was/is pretty in a simple way, not like a model, just girl-next-door pretty. She has a slender build, no big booty or chest. Brown eyes, brunette (back then...she's blond now), smart, funny and (the complicating factor) religious. Our conversations were some of the most honest, deep discussions I have ever had. There was no pretense, just straight up talk about her marriage problems, religion, our desires & hopes, and just everyday stuff like music, tv, and so on. We had this connection that was beyond description. We would go to parks where there was ponds, streams, ocean, etc. Our favorite thing was to dangle our feet in the water and just talk about life and love. Boring? If you think so, I'd say you've never been truly in love. When you love someone deeply, its those simple moments of intimacy that stick with you, not the "hot-monkey-love" shit I read about in some blogs.
As time went on, she would bring along her daughter, who was around 3 yrs old at that time. We got along great, and we would go on trips to parks, tourist attractions and so on. And when Stevie and I were alone, we would get as intimate as you can get without having intercourse. The kisses and caresses were intense, amazing, dizzying. But she would not cross that line as long as she was still married. Gotta respect that...made me love her more.
In the end, her hubby whined to his church folks, and they put immense pressure on Stevie to stay with him, despite their troubles. We parted ways, and that should be the end of the story. But recently, I googled Stevie and found out she is online, doing the facebook thing. I dropped her a note & she replied (totally shocked I'd bothered). We are chatting regularly. Her daughter is all grown, so she has no real obligations except to herself. Our conversations get deeper every day, and I wonder if now is the time she'll step back, access her life, and make that leap. Its probably just a pipe-dream, but will my greatest love finally come to fruition? I'll let you know...until then, I'll write more & maybe some of you will relate and comment. Be happy, be well, be you.
9 years ago
