Watching my porn makes me cry!

I never imagined there would be a Purrfect without a Humblestud. I loved that man so much from the deepest part of my heart and still do, but he isn't meant for me. There is a lot more than just sex and blow jobs in my videos. We had a lot of love and admiration for each other. I can't believe how quickly that bombed.

To this day, I will not give Humble's part of my heart to anyone else. I can fuck a hundred men a month and not feel the slightest bit of emotion. My heart feels cold and bitter, but I love myself more than ever.

I'm not lonely by any means. My plate is overwhelmingly full and I can't keep up the cougar hunters, but I still feel like half of me is missing. He was my partner in every way and we let too many people affect our relationship. It takes a very strong man to deal with his girl having so many partners and he took it like a champ until I met a man I just couldn't resist. He was like a d**g and my addiction to him drove a wedge between me and Humble.

We are both in better places now. He has a woman far more suitable for him and I'm embracing my overwhelming sexual appetite and having the best sex of my life with amazing men. I'm still trying to find the right time to make some video, so please be patient. I want my cum back to be amazing. It'll be worth the wait. I promise!