Honesty
I decided that when I post a journal entry on Fetlife, I'm going to post it here too.
Honesty
It's an easy word to say, but it's something not easy to find, especially in a venue such as this.
The latest example of dishonesty was someone who messaged me here. I get messages from randos all the time, so I tend to take them with a grain of salt.
*********** 49M
Buttfuck, Texas
written 11 days ago:
This is Michael - read your profile w great enthusiasm-what you seek is exactly what I am hoping for- (First lie - he wants someone to humiliate him, yet he wants to call all the shots)
I live in Corpus Christi Texas but can realky work anywhere - I am from philly originally - (Second lie - he has no intention of relocating)
I was hoping we could get to know eachother
Hope all is well and to hear from you
I am your typical middle aged executive/ I am not too bad looking and have some experience as cuck- to me- being a cuck is the ultimate expression of love and pride a man could have. I also believe in making my lady the envy of her friends - both kinky and vanilla - (As long as your friends and neighbors know that you fuck every big dick that swings your way)
StillFatAndSassyStillFatAndSassy 45F
Warren, Pennsylvania
written 11 days ago:
I appreciate what your message said but upon reading your profile I'm not sure how that would work. (His previous about me basically called himself a switch, and stated that he liked having his boundaries pushed, and liked pushing boundaries, which I am uninterested in)
**************49M
Buttfuck, Texas
written 11 days ago:
I have sone experience as a cuck- frankly loved it- but I have not met anyone who wanted a real relationship with that dynamic built into it. I like all the romantic aspects - flowers - dinners - pool- beach - but love the idea that my woman can have all she wants-don't get me wrong I am not a bad looking guy- good lover and sucessful professionally - but think it shows devotion that I accept her promiscuity (See above.)
StillFatAndSassy 45F
Warren, Pennsylvania
written 11 days ago:
That's exactly what I want.
**************49M
Buttfuck, Texas
written 11 days ago:
Perhaps we should get to know eachother. ?
StillFatAndSassy 45F
Warren, Pennsylvania
written 11 days ago:
Perhaps we should.
**************49M
Buttfuck, Texas
written 11 days ago:
Do you feel comfortable texting - ? I can send you a pic? XXX-XXX-XXXX
So, for the first week, we texted back and forth over 1200 times, plus many phone conversations. This weekend, he went out of his way to flat out ignore me. He used the usual excuses (my phone died is an oldie but a goodie), and then acted surprised when I told him it was over.
Am I unreasonable to expect rapt attention from my sub? I expect him to WANT to talk to me. I've had subs in the past, and they made a conscious effort to tell me what they were doing, and who they were with, without my asking. But this one, oh no.
And he kept asking me to allow him to orgasm. He actually used the expression "I have needs." Seriously?? Did he really say that????
I just don't even know what to think anymore.
Honesty
It's an easy word to say, but it's something not easy to find, especially in a venue such as this.
The latest example of dishonesty was someone who messaged me here. I get messages from randos all the time, so I tend to take them with a grain of salt.
*********** 49M
Buttfuck, Texas
written 11 days ago:
This is Michael - read your profile w great enthusiasm-what you seek is exactly what I am hoping for- (First lie - he wants someone to humiliate him, yet he wants to call all the shots)
I live in Corpus Christi Texas but can realky work anywhere - I am from philly originally - (Second lie - he has no intention of relocating)
I was hoping we could get to know eachother
Hope all is well and to hear from you
I am your typical middle aged executive/ I am not too bad looking and have some experience as cuck- to me- being a cuck is the ultimate expression of love and pride a man could have. I also believe in making my lady the envy of her friends - both kinky and vanilla - (As long as your friends and neighbors know that you fuck every big dick that swings your way)
StillFatAndSassyStillFatAndSassy 45F
Warren, Pennsylvania
written 11 days ago:
I appreciate what your message said but upon reading your profile I'm not sure how that would work. (His previous about me basically called himself a switch, and stated that he liked having his boundaries pushed, and liked pushing boundaries, which I am uninterested in)
**************49M
Buttfuck, Texas
written 11 days ago:
I have sone experience as a cuck- frankly loved it- but I have not met anyone who wanted a real relationship with that dynamic built into it. I like all the romantic aspects - flowers - dinners - pool- beach - but love the idea that my woman can have all she wants-don't get me wrong I am not a bad looking guy- good lover and sucessful professionally - but think it shows devotion that I accept her promiscuity (See above.)
StillFatAndSassy 45F
Warren, Pennsylvania
written 11 days ago:
That's exactly what I want.
**************49M
Buttfuck, Texas
written 11 days ago:
Perhaps we should get to know eachother. ?
StillFatAndSassy 45F
Warren, Pennsylvania
written 11 days ago:
Perhaps we should.
**************49M
Buttfuck, Texas
written 11 days ago:
Do you feel comfortable texting - ? I can send you a pic? XXX-XXX-XXXX
So, for the first week, we texted back and forth over 1200 times, plus many phone conversations. This weekend, he went out of his way to flat out ignore me. He used the usual excuses (my phone died is an oldie but a goodie), and then acted surprised when I told him it was over.
Am I unreasonable to expect rapt attention from my sub? I expect him to WANT to talk to me. I've had subs in the past, and they made a conscious effort to tell me what they were doing, and who they were with, without my asking. But this one, oh no.
And he kept asking me to allow him to orgasm. He actually used the expression "I have needs." Seriously?? Did he really say that????
I just don't even know what to think anymore.
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