New rambling

Well something new for me. Yesterday me and some one i work with hugged. now hugging in itself is not bad but when it is a woman you wouldnt mind seeing naked it could be a problem. she is an attractive woman a bit older than my self. i would say she is around 4'9" tall and about 130lbs. Me and this woman didn't always get along until one day i asked if she wanted to do my job and wasn't nice about it. Since then we have gotten along. After the hug and during i wanted to lean in and kiss her, the bad part of all this is that one i am married the other is i am one of her supervisors. so i feel i have to apologize even though she is the one that asked for the hug. part of me feels like she would like to sleep with me as well. I do love my wife but every once in awhile i do want to sleep with other women. The sad part to that is that i have no remorse for wanting to do so and in the past i didn't have a problem with doing it but i do feel terrible when caught. so that is it for now. just tell me what you think Have a nice day and Happy New Year