Sometimes You Turn a Corner...

I've spent my entire adult life worrying more about the guys I've been with "getting theirs" than worrying about getting mine. That. Stops. Today.

I have made a very important decision in my life, which most of you won't give two shit about, however, it's a big deal to me.
I have decided to get in touch with my Dominant side, in the hopes of finding a slave/servant for eventual cuckoldry. How's that for a surprise, eh? I'm talking chastity devices, caging, cock and ball torture, short and long term deprivation, strap-ons, smothering. Fingers crossed that I can find that special someone.

And for those of you wondering, yes, I am still looking for that LTR. I believe that cuckoldry is proof of the strongest of bonds of committment between a man and a woman. I only hope I can find him..the one who calls me Mistress.

This was the profile of the first response I got to my initial cuckoldry post on another site. He is EXACTLY what I want.

"What I am looking for is not exactly the norm and not something that most would be interested in, but I feel that there are a few women out there that would enjoy it. Simply put, I would like to be a submissive servant.

An example of this type of relationship would be serving my woman domestically by doing the cooking, cleaning, laundry, etc, running errands for her, or any other tasks. I would support her financially and personally, by providing personal service such as giving a massage or a pedicure. To provide her support financially and put her needs before mine. I would be courteous to her, always holding doors open, waiting on her, etc. I would be her friend and companion, would be there to listen to her when she is down and to do whatever I can to make her happy. This arrangement doesn't even have to include sex.

I know that a submissive servant type is sometimes associated with BDSM, and this doesn't have to include any of that though I would be open to wearing a chastity device if my partner was into it or willing to try, or possibly cuckolding.

I know this is kind of different, but I do believe that the right kind of woman would enjoy this kind of relationship, and that is the kind of woman I would enjoy serving."

If he didn't live so far away, he would totally be my cuck.