Ramblings of a 'butch pussyboy" Pt 2
A man I met on Flickr sent me this email:
your body looks ripe for fucking in stockings and panties
would love to stretch your sweet ass with my cock, kissing you and your hands caressing my balls, you moaning with pleasure telling me that it is wrong, as you wriggle on my dick you are embarassed wearing gurly clothes but you will do anything to be cocked by me and to suck.
as i am about to cum i pull out and cum over your dick
you are so excited by my wet cock you orgasm over me
i make you lick it off then lovingly suck and kiss my dick
---
My response (I love cybersex via email!):
Oh Baby, that would be sooo wonderful!
You read on my profile how my 1st Daddy put me in panties and stockings, etc. to reflect that my sexuality was closer to a gurl's than a real man's. But once mistakenly thinking I was a real man and butch jock and would never be caught dead in something no man with any masculine pride whatsoever would be caught dead in, it still rings that little bell of embarrassment and humiliation and feeling silly and wondering "how the heck could I be doing this?" feelings.
Before the dressing, I also protested the first time he called my little tight hole a 'pussy' telling me how good it felt, while he was fucking me!
I told him I was a man and didn't have a pussy!
He told me, "I am very clear what gender you are. I didn't say you had a vagina, I said you had a pussy and your hole is functioning identically to pussy for me and what else would anyone on earth call a hole that men fuck and breed, but a pussy!? Or maybe cunt in cruder terms. I fuck pussy and cunt. If you want me to stop, just tell me. If not, what am I fucking?"
I sure didn't want him to stop, so I sheepishly said, "My pussy!" That actually set the stage for him 'making' me wear panties, et al, later, because that's what "pussies" wear!
You sort of captured that sense, with me wearing stockings and panties, and your cock stretching my ass. Indeed, I would be embarrassed at wearing gurly clothes that only a girl or sissy would wear. And I'd verbalize how I was always taught and raised that this was wrong and 'queer', but with my moaning with pleasure and wriggling on your dick revealing the 'truth' for me in that it was feeling so right and NOT 'queer' for me personally, that I indeed would do anything to be cocked by you and allowed to suck your wonderful cock. I can't help it -- I feel this NEED and CRAVING for your cock & cum and want it so bad, I will do most anything for it!
I feel your rock hard erect manhood sliding in and out of my little bottom, each thrust fucking any residual masculinity out of me, while you are doing what real men do -- fuck pussy, albeit male pussy and eventually I succumb and accept that I was born with very different sexual wiring than the man showing me how a real man has sex. It no longer feels wrong. And since a man is fucking my 'pussy', it is appropriate to wear things pussies do!
I am amazed that I am pleasing you so well. I hear you tell me I couldn't be better pussy if I had been born with a vagina! That makes me want to please you all the more and I realize your passionate dirty talk and compliments are for real, when you withdraw and shoot your load all over my pussyboy dick!
You wouldn't have had to, because I wanted to then show you my appreciation for once again a man showing me that I was actually born to be a good cocksucker and pussyboy for real men, but you 'make' me lick your spent dick off and I lovingly kiss and suck it.
THEN,
You roll over onto your back and I crawl between your legs, resting my head on your inner thigh, like it was a pillow and I slip your spent dick back in my warm, wet mouth. I suckle on it, like a baby with a pacifier.
You stroke my head and tell me what a good gurl I am. That sends shivers down me, wanting to protest that, but I can feel the cool air of the room hitting my gaping hole that just functioned identically to pussy, I am wearing a bra and stockings and my panties are on the floor, lowered and ripped off by the very man whose spent dick I am suckling on and can taste the last remnants of his cum, which is also covering and soaking my own genitals! The facts make it pretty impossible to deny!
Besides, this just feels so right and natural for a real man and a real male-gurl to be doing. Once again, I performed sexually closer to what a girl does and I actually gave a man an orgasm and I am really and truly wearing his cum to prove it! And, dammit, I just love it!
I just snuggle my face into your crotch, your gorgeous cock in my mouth, filling some sort of need I didn't know I had previously.
It doesn't get much more clear that I was born to make real men happy THEY were born real men, while they make me VERY happy I wasn't!
You love having your spent dick in a warm, wet mouth and you sort of doze off and I hear you snoring contentedly. And that just makes me so happy! I know I shouldn't feel so good, but I it just feels like I am in my proper place, doing what I was born to do! I just love having your spent dick in my mouth and there is nothing I'd rather be doing!
It actually feels very strange, but I am actually very thankful and actually appreciative for being ALLOWED to suck such a good man's dick and give HIM the manly pleasure he so richly deserves!
I must've dozed off too with your dick in my mouth because, after I don't know how much time has passed, my eyes pop open and I no longer have a soft, spent dick in my mouth, but a raging hardon sliding between my lips!
"'Bout time you woke up sleepyhead! I woke up horny with your lips still around my cock and didn't think you'd mind!"
Mind!!?? I LOVED it! I had never awoken with an erection in my mouth like that and I found myself suddenly needing and craving more of your wonderful cum!
I pull your ass in, burying your cock deeper into my mouth and you made love to my mouth like it was pussy. Slow and gentle at first, but soon I feel your balls slapping against my chin and your cock tickling my throat (the next day my lips were a tiny bit puffy and my throat a tiny bit sore and it reminded me that my mouth functioned as good pussy for a good man too!) and you soon oblige my craving for more of your hot cum and flood my mouth!
I lay there in my bra and stockings, your spent dick floating in its own cum, and I've never felt such a sexual high! This indeed is what I was born to do! I was sooo happy! We were BOTH so happy, BOTH doing what we were born to do!
Hope this little embellishment of your story made your cock hard!
Jami
your body looks ripe for fucking in stockings and panties
would love to stretch your sweet ass with my cock, kissing you and your hands caressing my balls, you moaning with pleasure telling me that it is wrong, as you wriggle on my dick you are embarassed wearing gurly clothes but you will do anything to be cocked by me and to suck.
as i am about to cum i pull out and cum over your dick
you are so excited by my wet cock you orgasm over me
i make you lick it off then lovingly suck and kiss my dick
---
My response (I love cybersex via email!):
Oh Baby, that would be sooo wonderful!
You read on my profile how my 1st Daddy put me in panties and stockings, etc. to reflect that my sexuality was closer to a gurl's than a real man's. But once mistakenly thinking I was a real man and butch jock and would never be caught dead in something no man with any masculine pride whatsoever would be caught dead in, it still rings that little bell of embarrassment and humiliation and feeling silly and wondering "how the heck could I be doing this?" feelings.
Before the dressing, I also protested the first time he called my little tight hole a 'pussy' telling me how good it felt, while he was fucking me!
I told him I was a man and didn't have a pussy!
He told me, "I am very clear what gender you are. I didn't say you had a vagina, I said you had a pussy and your hole is functioning identically to pussy for me and what else would anyone on earth call a hole that men fuck and breed, but a pussy!? Or maybe cunt in cruder terms. I fuck pussy and cunt. If you want me to stop, just tell me. If not, what am I fucking?"
I sure didn't want him to stop, so I sheepishly said, "My pussy!" That actually set the stage for him 'making' me wear panties, et al, later, because that's what "pussies" wear!
You sort of captured that sense, with me wearing stockings and panties, and your cock stretching my ass. Indeed, I would be embarrassed at wearing gurly clothes that only a girl or sissy would wear. And I'd verbalize how I was always taught and raised that this was wrong and 'queer', but with my moaning with pleasure and wriggling on your dick revealing the 'truth' for me in that it was feeling so right and NOT 'queer' for me personally, that I indeed would do anything to be cocked by you and allowed to suck your wonderful cock. I can't help it -- I feel this NEED and CRAVING for your cock & cum and want it so bad, I will do most anything for it!
I feel your rock hard erect manhood sliding in and out of my little bottom, each thrust fucking any residual masculinity out of me, while you are doing what real men do -- fuck pussy, albeit male pussy and eventually I succumb and accept that I was born with very different sexual wiring than the man showing me how a real man has sex. It no longer feels wrong. And since a man is fucking my 'pussy', it is appropriate to wear things pussies do!
I am amazed that I am pleasing you so well. I hear you tell me I couldn't be better pussy if I had been born with a vagina! That makes me want to please you all the more and I realize your passionate dirty talk and compliments are for real, when you withdraw and shoot your load all over my pussyboy dick!
You wouldn't have had to, because I wanted to then show you my appreciation for once again a man showing me that I was actually born to be a good cocksucker and pussyboy for real men, but you 'make' me lick your spent dick off and I lovingly kiss and suck it.
THEN,
You roll over onto your back and I crawl between your legs, resting my head on your inner thigh, like it was a pillow and I slip your spent dick back in my warm, wet mouth. I suckle on it, like a baby with a pacifier.
You stroke my head and tell me what a good gurl I am. That sends shivers down me, wanting to protest that, but I can feel the cool air of the room hitting my gaping hole that just functioned identically to pussy, I am wearing a bra and stockings and my panties are on the floor, lowered and ripped off by the very man whose spent dick I am suckling on and can taste the last remnants of his cum, which is also covering and soaking my own genitals! The facts make it pretty impossible to deny!
Besides, this just feels so right and natural for a real man and a real male-gurl to be doing. Once again, I performed sexually closer to what a girl does and I actually gave a man an orgasm and I am really and truly wearing his cum to prove it! And, dammit, I just love it!
I just snuggle my face into your crotch, your gorgeous cock in my mouth, filling some sort of need I didn't know I had previously.
It doesn't get much more clear that I was born to make real men happy THEY were born real men, while they make me VERY happy I wasn't!
You love having your spent dick in a warm, wet mouth and you sort of doze off and I hear you snoring contentedly. And that just makes me so happy! I know I shouldn't feel so good, but I it just feels like I am in my proper place, doing what I was born to do! I just love having your spent dick in my mouth and there is nothing I'd rather be doing!
It actually feels very strange, but I am actually very thankful and actually appreciative for being ALLOWED to suck such a good man's dick and give HIM the manly pleasure he so richly deserves!
I must've dozed off too with your dick in my mouth because, after I don't know how much time has passed, my eyes pop open and I no longer have a soft, spent dick in my mouth, but a raging hardon sliding between my lips!
"'Bout time you woke up sleepyhead! I woke up horny with your lips still around my cock and didn't think you'd mind!"
Mind!!?? I LOVED it! I had never awoken with an erection in my mouth like that and I found myself suddenly needing and craving more of your wonderful cum!
I pull your ass in, burying your cock deeper into my mouth and you made love to my mouth like it was pussy. Slow and gentle at first, but soon I feel your balls slapping against my chin and your cock tickling my throat (the next day my lips were a tiny bit puffy and my throat a tiny bit sore and it reminded me that my mouth functioned as good pussy for a good man too!) and you soon oblige my craving for more of your hot cum and flood my mouth!
I lay there in my bra and stockings, your spent dick floating in its own cum, and I've never felt such a sexual high! This indeed is what I was born to do! I was sooo happy! We were BOTH so happy, BOTH doing what we were born to do!
Hope this little embellishment of your story made your cock hard!
Jami
12 years ago
Jay
You do ass-to-mouth? You are so dick hardening.
Daddy likes!!!
Come to Daddy!!!