Why I can't show my face at work

I have written before Philip ( the husband of my wife's friend ) and how he caught me dressed in his wife's clothes while doing a job for them. Phillip had been using me pretty regular and would even brig friends over to fuck me and even a few small group sessions. Well, our wives were going on an overnight girl trip and Phillip informed me that he had lots of fun planned for us. I showed up at his place just after they left. he told me that he had picked up a really sexy outfit and that I should get dressed right away. It was a shinny red and black bra and panty set with stocking and garters. I fixed my long hair fem. and did my makeup dark smoky eyes and red lips. He told me not to come out but to call to him when I was ready. He said use that sissy voice you use. Well I was ready and excited, so I called out Daddy, I'm ready for you to come fuck me now. Phillip entered the room with a friend of his. He has fucked me before so I wasn't shocked. I just thought goody, more cock for me. Phillip walked over to me said he was having a party and I was to be the entertainment. My heart started to race. I was excited and scared. then he pulled a blindfold out and said I was to wear it for his party and that friends of his were going to be using me and I would not only do everything I was told, I would not know who it was. I was very nervous and excited. what if it was someone I knew? except we ran in different circles and the friend of his I have met, have already fucked me. So, I thought, this could be fun. What I had forgotten was that for a very short time a couple years back, Phillip had worked where I did. only for a very short time, but apparently, it was long enough. Phillip put a collar on me that said cum slut, and attached a leash to it. Then he tied the blindfold around my eyes and verifier I couldn't see. I felt a tug on the leash and followed him to the other room where we were met with whistles and claps. the voices all ran together and I was not able to make out any specific voice. He put me to my knees and then told me to reach out. I did and there were cocks in all directions. I estimated between 7 and 10. I felt one on my face and opened my mouth to accept it in. I sucked it for a little bit until it withdrew and was replaced my a bigger cock. this went on for a bit. As the cocks kept coming, I was becoming cock drunk. I wanted more. I wanted them everywhere. I wanted them inside me and all over me. I was being dick slapped with my mouth open and stretching out to accept on in my hungry mouth. Finally, I felt a tug on my leash and I was pulled to the ottoman. They laid me on it and opened my legs. my panties were pulled aside and I felt a cock enter me. It was hard and it was rough. ( I was glad I rep lubed) They took turn fucking me, the whole while, my mouth was filled with dick they were fucking my face and my "pussy" I was screaming for it when my mouth was empty. at one point I thought it was taking to long between cocks and I yelled someone put a fucking dick in my mouth. they all laughed and Phillip said, I think it's time. every thing stopped the dick in my "pussy" was still there, but not moving. the one in my mouth was removed. Suddenly the blindfold was removed and I saw who had been fucking me. It was several guys from work. men that worked under me. others I reported to. No moved, no one said a word. Phillip finally spoke up and said. They have already been fucking you for an hour, you have sucked every one of their cocks and swallowed half their cum. do you want to stop or are you going to be the cock hungry slut I know you to be. I smiled and reached out grabbing the nearest cock and pulled it towards my mouth saying. no one is quitting until I have had every cum load and I can't walk for days. I was fucked so much and that night I showed every man I worked with, my true self, and I loved it. only problem was at work. All respect was gone and I am spending every lunch hour sucking cock and or being fucked. I couldn't keep that job, but most of the guys there still fuck me from time to time.