Firsts with my First Girlfriend
Tina was the first girlfriend I had in college. It was mid January and we had been together for about four months. The sex was great, I enjoyed Ting's curvy body to the max. There wasn't an inch of her body my mouth hadn't licked, sucked, or bit. My cock enjoyed her warm moist pussy, her succulent mouth and the way she was always willing to swallow all my fluids, and her tight ass hole that was always open but better when prepared properly. We began going to a place called the Lion's Den, which was a porn place about 25 miles just off of a highway. There were always semis and vans in the gravel parking lot. I was insatiable when it came to sex. We bought lesbian sex videos and I would take Tina from behind on the bed as we watched it. We bought toys and I enjoyed filling Tina's holes with them. She was willing to try anything. But what really got me turned on was watching gay porn. I got so hard watching to guys going at it, it had always enjoyed probing my ass while masturbating. It was better when Tina used a strap-on dildo in me while watching porn. I didn't even need to touch myself to cum! My obsession got the best of me. I would watch gay porn and masturbate when Tina was at class. I would skip classes to masturbate watching five or ten second clips on my computer of guys fucking guys bareback. I wanted a real cock in my ass! I enjoyed dildoing my ass, I was sticking anal beads in my ass and pulling them out to have amazing orgasms. Tina had become less interested in pegging me. I preferred something in my ass. The way it felt excited me. My body's initial reaction was to push things out but the sensations of having something go deep into me was like a drug to me. I liked how it felt when it broke through my tight ass, when I couldn't push it out, I like when my ass would succumb and give in. I liked how I was hardest when Tina would lick my ass or playfully use a toy or fingers around my hole. I began to have a preference to Tina's ass. She began to resent giving into my sexual desires. Then it finally happened.....
I was in my dorm room, playing with large anal beads. I had worked on my flexibility and was able to throw my legs up behind my head. I was inserting the second bead into my ass while sucking myself when Tina walked in. It wasn't the first time she had seen it but this one sent her into a fit. She slammed her backpack down. Tina swore as I stopped sucking myself. Cum dripped outbthe side of my mouth and it slipped out of my tip when I pushed the last anal bead out. My legs had gone numb and Tina needed to angrily help them off from behind my head. I swallowed hard on my cum. It was slightly salty and warm. Tina said we needed to talk. I knew it wasn't good as she toosed a T-shirt at me to wipe up. She sat in my chair and I sat on the bed covering my cock with the cum soaked shirt. Tina went off complaining about the amount of gay porn and "sissy" like behavior I was demonstrating. Yes. I had grown my hair out and it was part ways down my back, my moaning was more feminine when my ass was in play, I was shaving my whole body regularly, and I enjoyed wearing Tina's clothes a little too much. Tina had found that I was downloading loads of gay porn. I was spending more and more time in mum chat rooms. She concluded with the secret I had been keeping from her for the past few weeks....that I had met a crossdresser named Miranda and on weekends Tina went home...I would drive four hours away to meet her. Tina had no idea what I hear been doing with Miranda at that time.
Tina and I fought that night. We said terrible things to each other. I told her I knew she went home to hook up with and exboyfriend, I knew she was fucking another guy at college too...she was stunned I knew about that but I was more stunned because I was just guessing. It hurt more when she admitted it. Tina punched me and I restrained her so she couldn't hit me more. We fell onto the bed. She spit in my face and I returned the favor. The fight turned into kissing, Tina's clothes were removed in a hasty fashion and we fucked hard for the last time. We didn't say anything, we just looked into each other's eyes. There was hurt, there was love, and there was lust in our expressions. I made sure that every ounce I could muster when inside Tina as we finished the ride in the missionary position. I kept myself in , I used my arms to hang above her and we just stared. It was over. Tina had tears in her eyes, her lips quivered unable to speak. I was hurt and my eyes were watery. She knew that I was different and there was nothing more she could do to sway me. I moved off Tina. She got dressed. Her shirt was missing a few buttons. She picked up her panties and threw them at me. I stuffed them in my mouth trying to be humorous but it failed. Tina picked up her backpack and walked out. I thought I would never see her again.
Hours later I was on the road to Miranda's house.
I was in my dorm room, playing with large anal beads. I had worked on my flexibility and was able to throw my legs up behind my head. I was inserting the second bead into my ass while sucking myself when Tina walked in. It wasn't the first time she had seen it but this one sent her into a fit. She slammed her backpack down. Tina swore as I stopped sucking myself. Cum dripped outbthe side of my mouth and it slipped out of my tip when I pushed the last anal bead out. My legs had gone numb and Tina needed to angrily help them off from behind my head. I swallowed hard on my cum. It was slightly salty and warm. Tina said we needed to talk. I knew it wasn't good as she toosed a T-shirt at me to wipe up. She sat in my chair and I sat on the bed covering my cock with the cum soaked shirt. Tina went off complaining about the amount of gay porn and "sissy" like behavior I was demonstrating. Yes. I had grown my hair out and it was part ways down my back, my moaning was more feminine when my ass was in play, I was shaving my whole body regularly, and I enjoyed wearing Tina's clothes a little too much. Tina had found that I was downloading loads of gay porn. I was spending more and more time in mum chat rooms. She concluded with the secret I had been keeping from her for the past few weeks....that I had met a crossdresser named Miranda and on weekends Tina went home...I would drive four hours away to meet her. Tina had no idea what I hear been doing with Miranda at that time.
Tina and I fought that night. We said terrible things to each other. I told her I knew she went home to hook up with and exboyfriend, I knew she was fucking another guy at college too...she was stunned I knew about that but I was more stunned because I was just guessing. It hurt more when she admitted it. Tina punched me and I restrained her so she couldn't hit me more. We fell onto the bed. She spit in my face and I returned the favor. The fight turned into kissing, Tina's clothes were removed in a hasty fashion and we fucked hard for the last time. We didn't say anything, we just looked into each other's eyes. There was hurt, there was love, and there was lust in our expressions. I made sure that every ounce I could muster when inside Tina as we finished the ride in the missionary position. I kept myself in , I used my arms to hang above her and we just stared. It was over. Tina had tears in her eyes, her lips quivered unable to speak. I was hurt and my eyes were watery. She knew that I was different and there was nothing more she could do to sway me. I moved off Tina. She got dressed. Her shirt was missing a few buttons. She picked up her panties and threw them at me. I stuffed them in my mouth trying to be humorous but it failed. Tina picked up her backpack and walked out. I thought I would never see her again.
Hours later I was on the road to Miranda's house.
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