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Breaking news: FEAR IS A LIAR

Breaking news: FEAR IS A LIAR

FEAR IS A LIAR.
Untlimate and a tool for locating a stranger to fuck together is an ivtiation to make first meeting a fuck date and meet at a hotel dedicated for the weekend to a sex party. Seems a secure place to meet someone for the first time. If we meet and the chemistry is not there sex is not frequired but I would say we should still attned and perhaps find someoe they would like. If it is a go I want to exhibit ourselves in a private scene together. Start by bringing a small tub or large bucket and show the attendees how I bathe my queenly sexers and take it from there . I am good at massage and gettign used to skin on skin is good. I want a stranger person.I like fucking strangers. I fuck until we are friends together in the moment. i imagine if past experience is factor I eat her until she is just begging for a good cock ramming. I believe sex can be therapeutic npt just recreational if we w=share the things that turn us on but are off the table or have ot had opportunity. That what she gets to do to me, something she never done but thought aabout, condsidered it too far out or is almost off the table.. Our personal traumas play alot into what drives us sexually. It is in the dark space so that's where I like to go. I explain more in the other posts here. I hve resentment over people who took advantage and we carry that shit in deep emory loctions in our musclesculature, accessing this area is bet=st done hand in hand so it feels safe. Oh. Thye have highlighted a word in this. Effing eh? You can't say fuck on a fuck website about depravity good times pretending we actually are getting effed or doing the sme to another consenting human.



To be firethright I used to pay for sex, in fact at one time my gf was a worker and would send me out with a wad of cash wo recon the available brothels in the area masking as massage or spa business. I tired of it and I think i'd find it dissapointing and somewhat self destructive. as i said. Decadence without desttruction. SO if thisnisone of the site you cnsider a public market and opportunity for commerce spare me and yourself. I rarely say never and never aloud. I suppose there are people i'd pay to spend quality time loosing ourselfves into each other but rare and right now i represent the poverty underclass. I'm retired and literally a starving artist.


Willing in the right circumstance abd fitting human to barter services forplay fun and nastiness. I am a master sushi chef and can also do mundane tasks if you can think of any. Another situation i may be able to manifest is to hook a]up and collaborate with some scripts scenarios exploring truama obstacles that hinder us or not but exist because of the past. It's about clearing out guilt and shmae that is not our to possess but was foisted on us by others, What happens is in our adulthood we replay and relive them in subtle way. I want to find a cam girl who is creatively vibed out and digs it and is interested in expanding her guest market. Only way to see if it works is try some it for a few times. If you don't like something try it twice more to make sure. The sexual playground can be through commitment to using a psychedelic tool called choosing a set and setting. The bdsm communtiy does this to some extent already

Basic. People misrepresent who they are here alot. And not everyone is a private citizen in their off hours if you catch my drift.. So I will chat for a moment of two but i find it neccessary and secure to identify each other mutualll\y together through visual cotact, otherwise it could be a 400 lob conman with scurvy behvior and goals, The underground society is well represented so I'm sure I'm mot careful enough. If I share lots of what I consider [eak stellar sexual play and get small talk back |they either working for the site to boost guest numbers or they don't want to share that stuff. Ibow out if they do certain things lik not offer anything personal or don't respond to my ndges to tell me what one uses when one gets all horny , What really jacks up their game.

I like to watch people who are drawh to porn work do there thing because for a small minority perhaps are involved for personal \] ssatisfactions and the money thing is not the primary motivation. I want to participate in the pool of peak experoence and willtry things people bring to them and work it out. They say most actresses don't orgasm on camers and if so there are some damn good method actors ot there, I think they are reliving what they have experienced in a very interestig way. That's what i want to collaborate with another advenerous risk taker.

( my jerry springer moment)
What i would like you to do if you have prefernce for certain performers share it with me on that thing in the profile. i am fond of Holly Hunter right off the top of my list because she is a southern bell, never had anal sh claims in a you tube intervew before she debuted in tge industry and raised as a southerN bell, and identifies still as a georgia peach. I'd create a scene script for her. I;'d token her big time but thus far is unafordable. Adraina Chechnick I've communicaed with and she is a human too and a kind respectful person. Old school there are a few names iwill break off for you for public benifit and because I boost people as well as advocate for situations that effect people and their abiltiy to thrive. Debi Diamond is a surfer girl type who puts off a vibe like she'd happily fuck anyone, she alllows a surendering abandonmeant n her work. Chloe Nicole. I love how she cums and her energy and the fact that she has escaped from an afflliction that statistically most don't clear from. Trauma and secrets and the continuation of it generationally can stop right here. Abbey maley makes some great noises and interesting artistic choices wether aware of not. This sub culture is the only one i write fan letters too. It is a cladestined frontier i believe worth wandering my mind in, try out some stuff and see what happens. Repeat and Rinse. A frontier I want to use to shine light on things expected to leave alone. Memories, body workers and chinese medicine tells us are stored in the body. The more secretive the deeper it goes, like solar plexus or under the shoulder blades. They benefit from being fished out and see their reality. Or we can hold strong onto it, ignoring it. It passes through our unconsious choices the system makes to protect us from them. i saw written on an allley wall. hige lettering. It is a belief i have , not truth for that's above my paygrade but I choose to act as if it is truth.--FEAR IS A LIAR. The cycle of fear we pass on generationally stored i our genes. Thriving and being riduculously of healthy behavior is pracitcally impossible is fear is your foundation.

"Millions of people living as foes
Maybe it's not too late
To learn how to love
And forget how to hate"
--Ozzie Osborn off his solo debut album

Dont tell me there is no mystery
Mysterymystery
Dont tellme there is no mystery
mysterymystery
It's everywhere I go
--Bruce cockburn Mystery

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