Why i am retired
I would like to finally put all of this 'why are you retired' talks out and on the table.
I was very badly injured during an anal shoot. I'm not going to go into extreme detail but I will tell you what happened and the journey i had to Endure for the following year after.
Anyway, the shoot was going great and we were a little more than half way done shooting. I was standing, with my hands on a table in front of me. The male talent was to insert anal beads inside my ass and then slowly pull them out. Upon insertion there didn't seem to be an issue. Then when he started to pull them out it literally felt like someone had taken a heavily toothed knife and was trying to tear me open. Come to find out that the plastic anal beads were melted flat on one side like someone had placed then on a hot surface for too long. I couldn't believe that no one on set had seen this. Especially the guy I was working with.
Next day, I woke up with my a$$hole swollen and black and blue. It hurt so bad I can't begin to explain. So after two doctors and a year of battling discomfort, my no longer had any pain and my asshole is back to normal.
Well as normal as it can be for having gone through all that. My doctor told me I can still have a*al sex but emphasized I couldn't do it for work. Only "at home with your boyfriend or someone you are very comfortable with. You have to take your time and be absolutely relaxed.". So when I got my itinerary that following January I was booked for nothing but back to back a*al scenes. My jaw dropped and I told spiegs I couldn't do it. I physically could not do anal anymore. That was that.
So there you go. Thanks to all the people who still supported me not knowing why I stopped doing anal. Maybe one day I'll make a come back as its crossed my mind a few times over the years.....Again thank you all for the support in all the years. I appreciated it.
Xoxo
I was very badly injured during an anal shoot. I'm not going to go into extreme detail but I will tell you what happened and the journey i had to Endure for the following year after.
Anyway, the shoot was going great and we were a little more than half way done shooting. I was standing, with my hands on a table in front of me. The male talent was to insert anal beads inside my ass and then slowly pull them out. Upon insertion there didn't seem to be an issue. Then when he started to pull them out it literally felt like someone had taken a heavily toothed knife and was trying to tear me open. Come to find out that the plastic anal beads were melted flat on one side like someone had placed then on a hot surface for too long. I couldn't believe that no one on set had seen this. Especially the guy I was working with.
Next day, I woke up with my a$$hole swollen and black and blue. It hurt so bad I can't begin to explain. So after two doctors and a year of battling discomfort, my no longer had any pain and my asshole is back to normal.
Well as normal as it can be for having gone through all that. My doctor told me I can still have a*al sex but emphasized I couldn't do it for work. Only "at home with your boyfriend or someone you are very comfortable with. You have to take your time and be absolutely relaxed.". So when I got my itinerary that following January I was booked for nothing but back to back a*al scenes. My jaw dropped and I told spiegs I couldn't do it. I physically could not do anal anymore. That was that.
So there you go. Thanks to all the people who still supported me not knowing why I stopped doing anal. Maybe one day I'll make a come back as its crossed my mind a few times over the years.....Again thank you all for the support in all the years. I appreciated it.
Xoxo
1 year ago
