Why look at porn?
It would be fair to ask; “OK TM, if your posts and comments are real, and you have such a rich and varied sex life; why do you look at porn?”
A reasonable question with a 2 part answer.
(1) It’s a bad habit that I haven’t bothered to break. A habit I formed before my wife turned so kinky, when I just fantasized about Female Domination. Initially my reaction to some videos was, “Holy Shit! I had no idea people did that. How exciting!”
Now that my wife and I do pretty much everything except sounding, I find videos much less exciting. A vid of some ferocious strapon pounding is less amazing when you think, “I’ll be getting exactly that Friday night.”
(2) Sometimes, I need to get into a specific mood. My wife has taken to the role of Occasional Dominatrix with greater enthusiasm than I would have imagined. She loves to paddle and facesit, and CBT, and pound me with a strapon. We play that game a couple times a month, but she would like it almost every night. She has asked me to take the strapon every night for a month. She loves it, with a crushing grip on my balls.
We never have sex anymore without some CBT. She would probably like to start paddling almost daily. We are not an FLR, but she just thinks it’s fun. She’s not Bossy, she doesn’t want to control the money, she does most of the house work – she just likes the kink.
So I need to play my part in a Full Blown Dominatrix Assault at least a couple times a month. It’s only fair, because I started all this. So I need to be in a particular mood, and Fm videos help me get there. I’ll watch “hard paddling for late boyfriend” and “wake up with a ball squeezing girlfriend”. Then “a dick in my ass” or “No mercy pegging by Asian Mistress”. That last one is particularly appropriate, because my wife is a very pretty Asian woman. It’s almost my biography.
After I’ve edged myself with that kind of porn; I’m ready for my session with my Asian Mistress.
A reasonable question with a 2 part answer.
(1) It’s a bad habit that I haven’t bothered to break. A habit I formed before my wife turned so kinky, when I just fantasized about Female Domination. Initially my reaction to some videos was, “Holy Shit! I had no idea people did that. How exciting!”
Now that my wife and I do pretty much everything except sounding, I find videos much less exciting. A vid of some ferocious strapon pounding is less amazing when you think, “I’ll be getting exactly that Friday night.”
(2) Sometimes, I need to get into a specific mood. My wife has taken to the role of Occasional Dominatrix with greater enthusiasm than I would have imagined. She loves to paddle and facesit, and CBT, and pound me with a strapon. We play that game a couple times a month, but she would like it almost every night. She has asked me to take the strapon every night for a month. She loves it, with a crushing grip on my balls.
We never have sex anymore without some CBT. She would probably like to start paddling almost daily. We are not an FLR, but she just thinks it’s fun. She’s not Bossy, she doesn’t want to control the money, she does most of the house work – she just likes the kink.
So I need to play my part in a Full Blown Dominatrix Assault at least a couple times a month. It’s only fair, because I started all this. So I need to be in a particular mood, and Fm videos help me get there. I’ll watch “hard paddling for late boyfriend” and “wake up with a ball squeezing girlfriend”. Then “a dick in my ass” or “No mercy pegging by Asian Mistress”. That last one is particularly appropriate, because my wife is a very pretty Asian woman. It’s almost my biography.
After I’ve edged myself with that kind of porn; I’m ready for my session with my Asian Mistress.
1 year ago
