My Small Cock
I think the first time I thought about my cock in comparison to others was in junior high when we started showering after gym class. Everyone was pretty close to the same size but myself and a couple of other boys were definitely smaller. No one said anything about it except to comment on the boys who were bigger. One boy was alot bigger and stuff was said about him like "he's as big as my dad". It didn't really seem to be a big deal though, like a girl having bigger tits. Thinking back I must've had some bisexual tendencies even then because I like looking at them. I had started masturbating by then and also wondered what it would be like to touch them. I never acted on that because one of the worst things that you could be called back then was a queer. You could become an outcast basically.
Not long after that I did jerk off a older cousin. He and his family had moved to Houston and we used to hang out. He was older and knew alot more about sex than I did. He asked me if I liked to jack off and how often I did it. I was doing it every day by then and he asked me if I wanted to do it together. I said ok and we went into the bathroom and jacked off. He was bigger and also thicker.
One day when we were alone in his room he asked me to jack him off. I told him I wouldn't because I didn't want to be a queer.
He said it wasn't queer if we were friends and nobody would find out. I wanted to anyway so I said ok. He lay on his bed and took out his cock while I say beside him. I was very exciting. He was already hard and when I touched his cock it twitched. He said to jerk it up and down just like it was my own and I did. It was strange because his cock felt hard but at the same time very warm and pliable. When he came some of it shot up but alot of it just dribbled down on my hand. I really enjoyed it. I told him I had to hurry home to do some chores, but what I wanted was to hurry home and jerk off because I was so excited.
We did that lots of times together, me jerking him off. He never jerked me off, but once he asked me to suck him. I told him no. Thinking back I wish I had though. If I'd known then what I know now I would have done alot more. I should've sucked him and let him fuck me if he'd wanted to.
Not long after that I did jerk off a older cousin. He and his family had moved to Houston and we used to hang out. He was older and knew alot more about sex than I did. He asked me if I liked to jack off and how often I did it. I was doing it every day by then and he asked me if I wanted to do it together. I said ok and we went into the bathroom and jacked off. He was bigger and also thicker.
One day when we were alone in his room he asked me to jack him off. I told him I wouldn't because I didn't want to be a queer.
He said it wasn't queer if we were friends and nobody would find out. I wanted to anyway so I said ok. He lay on his bed and took out his cock while I say beside him. I was very exciting. He was already hard and when I touched his cock it twitched. He said to jerk it up and down just like it was my own and I did. It was strange because his cock felt hard but at the same time very warm and pliable. When he came some of it shot up but alot of it just dribbled down on my hand. I really enjoyed it. I told him I had to hurry home to do some chores, but what I wanted was to hurry home and jerk off because I was so excited.
We did that lots of times together, me jerking him off. He never jerked me off, but once he asked me to suck him. I told him no. Thinking back I wish I had though. If I'd known then what I know now I would have done alot more. I should've sucked him and let him fuck me if he'd wanted to.
2 years ago
