My Long Journey Chapter 4
Crap, how can I deal with this...can I tell anyone? No...all I can do is live with my addiction, and with Deborah, do what I can and hope she sympathizes with my problem so I do not lose her.
I'm so conflicted, ever since the BLM movement started, my parents, sister, and from what Adam told me earlier, I'm guessing he's all in too. However......I'm married....she's dissatisfied....I'm addicted to IR sex. She has always been a staunch Christian going to church conservative. WTF am I supposed to do. More and more, I feel like I'lm living a secret lie and I can't do anything about it.
Crap, my little brother sent me a video about a wife who cuckolds her husband on the phone. He told me that it was something that he was, well, more than aroused by.
I watched the video...holy fuck....woman looked just like Deborah, pants down, cock in hand, watch it again savoring the sight of his huge black cock penetrating her, stroking my dick anxiously as I'm staring at their loins, I've seen this before....I know when he's going to cum...at the right moment I'm glued to the sight of his throbbing cock as I have an intense orgasm. Fuck....what am I going to tell Adam.
The next day, Adam called. "Hey, big bro, how did you like the video of the cuck being told on the phone what was going on....didn't that look like Deborah?"
I didn't want to say right away, but fuck yea, looked just like her. He told me how much he had stroked to it and then he dropped the bomb..."Could you imagine that it was really Deborah in that video?"
I hesitated..."Adam, that's the first thing that came to my mind, she looks like Deborah and I imagined her getting fucked by that black stud and I was so hard I shot a huge load.
'Bro, do you really mean it, you wished it was Deborah getting fucked?
"Yes.....I've never cum so hard. Shit, that dude was so confident and oozed a certain aura about him, a kind of manly attitude and confidence and his dick was fucking huge."
"Yea, just imagine how they feel wjem they empty their big balls into them." And as he said that, again, my dick hardened at the thought imagining all the cum they held.
"So, Marvin, how many interracial couples are you seeing down there."
"Damn, I see so many, makes my dick hard thinking about it and makes me feel guilty about my situation. Now I understand much more about when I see a white couple with a black c***d....fucking makes my dick hard. I just don't know if Deborah would understand....or Lucy."
Crap, I don't know if he's trying to provide me with a solution, or add to my addicion issues. Sends me a video about an interracial cuckold resort in the Caribbean. I watch it....listen...fucking rock hard. Why can't I be like this with Deborah. Oh fuck those cocks are so fucking huge.....fucking raw....cumming in their pussies....fuck.....DAMN!! That nut was so good. Shit, can't believe how many good looking women are fucking blacks here with their husbands knowing. 5 minutes left, WTF?? Teen Camp?? I've already cum once...now Lucy in my mind is involved.. why can't I stay this hard for Deborah..........watching the end of the video, stroking harder...visualizing Deborah having been fucked, Lucy now being fucked, I feel another orgasm building up as the answer comes to my brain.....because you dick is not big....fat......long and black. With that I shudder through my second orgasm as my mind has now involved both of my girls, and I cant help myself.
The next day Adam called. "So, how did you like the Jamaica video?"
"Damn, by dick just about blew up." Leaving out the part about thinking about Lucy taking a black cock also. But hell, I can just take Deborah to the beach here, there's lots of black guys walking around."
"Yea, that might be true, but how many of them are naked and how many of them are fucking white women on the beach." I certainaly couldn't argue that point.
"Well, it is becoming a thing here in California, white women and black men. My best friends wife left him and is now living with a black man."
"Crap!! He should have accepted his choice, become a good cuck and all would have been good." Pausing for a moment. "Don't you think you would like to be a good BBC cuck like in the videos?"
Fuck....I wanted to confess how fucking hard my cock was as we were talking. having Deborah accept my need to watch her getting fucked.... fucked and bred by black cocks. She could be satisfied in a manner I cannot, I would be satisfied and not feel guilty.
"Damn, little brother, I think Deborah would go for a divorce first. I just don't know where to go from here."
"OK, but what if Lucy started dating a black guy, brought him home and introduced him."
"Adam....that is not a problem, I would be happy for her." Not revealing my thoughts of how many times, how hard I would cum at the thought of my little girl opening up her legs and accepting a black cock. How many times has this scene played out in my mind.....how many times have I cum....what the fuck is wrong with me.
The next couple of days, I was truly in a funk that I couldn't drag myself out of. At my job during lunch, was sitting by myself at a table when John, someone I've known, but I guess never really known shows up and sits down.
"Marvin, what's up. Been watching you the last few days and you seem to be really bummed out."
I looked at him for a moment or two, thinking, can I trust him or not. However, it was too much for me to hold in. Once I started, I couldn't stop, telling him about my IR addiction, inability to satisfy Deborah, thinking about my wife and daughter getting fucked by blacks, how hard I cum when I think about it. Going on for a few minutes nonstop it suddenly occured to me, his expression only changed from non expressive to a kind of wry smile. When I finally concluded he lit up a smoke and looked at me.
"Fuck Marvin, you think your the only one?" Smiling broadly.
"What do you mean." Seriously curious.
Leaning over, speaking softly, "Your not the only one."
Pausing, looking into his eyes, "OK, what do you mean by that."
"There's four of us here in the company like you."
"What do you mean like me."
"You've seen my wife haven't you..hmmm?"
"Well yea, seen her a couple of times at get togethers."
"Think she's good looking?"
Not exactly sure where this is going, "Yea, she's about as good as it gets."
"I agree." He paused, "You want to know how she gets even better looking?"
"Shit, I can't imagine." Still not knowing where this is going. After a couple puffs on his smoke, he stared at me.
"When I'm watching her taking 10 inches of nigger cock up her cunt."
I was...beyond shocked, staring at him with my mouth agape.
"Yea, there are four of us here at the company, we get together 2 maybe three times a month." Pausing as he took a couple more puffs. "We get together, watch our wives getting satisfied while we drink good booze, beat off and cum hard."
All I could do was put out my hand for a cigarette.
"Oh yea, nothing is fucking hotter." As he lit my cigarette.
"You know Frank?"
I nodded back, reaching down to adjust my fucking hard cock.
"Yea, he's raising a black k** now. So, the question is, do you think you'd like to be the fifth member? I mean, just think, you've seen my wife, and you've seen Franks, Mikes and Steves wives."
Handing over a card with an address. "So how would you like to be couple number 5, I'll let you in,we can work on Deborah later, but, show up at 5 and you'll be able to experience not video shit, but live action, in your face, good looking white wives getting fucked senseless, beating your cock off to the sight of these black studs cumming deep in them."
Staring at the card, I was dumbfounded.....could this be the solution?
"I'll be there John." I responded.
Standing up, he held out his hand, I grasped it. "Fuck, welcome to the Black Cock Cuck Club."
I'm so conflicted, ever since the BLM movement started, my parents, sister, and from what Adam told me earlier, I'm guessing he's all in too. However......I'm married....she's dissatisfied....I'm addicted to IR sex. She has always been a staunch Christian going to church conservative. WTF am I supposed to do. More and more, I feel like I'lm living a secret lie and I can't do anything about it.
Crap, my little brother sent me a video about a wife who cuckolds her husband on the phone. He told me that it was something that he was, well, more than aroused by.
I watched the video...holy fuck....woman looked just like Deborah, pants down, cock in hand, watch it again savoring the sight of his huge black cock penetrating her, stroking my dick anxiously as I'm staring at their loins, I've seen this before....I know when he's going to cum...at the right moment I'm glued to the sight of his throbbing cock as I have an intense orgasm. Fuck....what am I going to tell Adam.
The next day, Adam called. "Hey, big bro, how did you like the video of the cuck being told on the phone what was going on....didn't that look like Deborah?"
I didn't want to say right away, but fuck yea, looked just like her. He told me how much he had stroked to it and then he dropped the bomb..."Could you imagine that it was really Deborah in that video?"
I hesitated..."Adam, that's the first thing that came to my mind, she looks like Deborah and I imagined her getting fucked by that black stud and I was so hard I shot a huge load.
'Bro, do you really mean it, you wished it was Deborah getting fucked?
"Yes.....I've never cum so hard. Shit, that dude was so confident and oozed a certain aura about him, a kind of manly attitude and confidence and his dick was fucking huge."
"Yea, just imagine how they feel wjem they empty their big balls into them." And as he said that, again, my dick hardened at the thought imagining all the cum they held.
"So, Marvin, how many interracial couples are you seeing down there."
"Damn, I see so many, makes my dick hard thinking about it and makes me feel guilty about my situation. Now I understand much more about when I see a white couple with a black c***d....fucking makes my dick hard. I just don't know if Deborah would understand....or Lucy."
Crap, I don't know if he's trying to provide me with a solution, or add to my addicion issues. Sends me a video about an interracial cuckold resort in the Caribbean. I watch it....listen...fucking rock hard. Why can't I be like this with Deborah. Oh fuck those cocks are so fucking huge.....fucking raw....cumming in their pussies....fuck.....DAMN!! That nut was so good. Shit, can't believe how many good looking women are fucking blacks here with their husbands knowing. 5 minutes left, WTF?? Teen Camp?? I've already cum once...now Lucy in my mind is involved.. why can't I stay this hard for Deborah..........watching the end of the video, stroking harder...visualizing Deborah having been fucked, Lucy now being fucked, I feel another orgasm building up as the answer comes to my brain.....because you dick is not big....fat......long and black. With that I shudder through my second orgasm as my mind has now involved both of my girls, and I cant help myself.
The next day Adam called. "So, how did you like the Jamaica video?"
"Damn, by dick just about blew up." Leaving out the part about thinking about Lucy taking a black cock also. But hell, I can just take Deborah to the beach here, there's lots of black guys walking around."
"Yea, that might be true, but how many of them are naked and how many of them are fucking white women on the beach." I certainaly couldn't argue that point.
"Well, it is becoming a thing here in California, white women and black men. My best friends wife left him and is now living with a black man."
"Crap!! He should have accepted his choice, become a good cuck and all would have been good." Pausing for a moment. "Don't you think you would like to be a good BBC cuck like in the videos?"
Fuck....I wanted to confess how fucking hard my cock was as we were talking. having Deborah accept my need to watch her getting fucked.... fucked and bred by black cocks. She could be satisfied in a manner I cannot, I would be satisfied and not feel guilty.
"Damn, little brother, I think Deborah would go for a divorce first. I just don't know where to go from here."
"OK, but what if Lucy started dating a black guy, brought him home and introduced him."
"Adam....that is not a problem, I would be happy for her." Not revealing my thoughts of how many times, how hard I would cum at the thought of my little girl opening up her legs and accepting a black cock. How many times has this scene played out in my mind.....how many times have I cum....what the fuck is wrong with me.
The next couple of days, I was truly in a funk that I couldn't drag myself out of. At my job during lunch, was sitting by myself at a table when John, someone I've known, but I guess never really known shows up and sits down.
"Marvin, what's up. Been watching you the last few days and you seem to be really bummed out."
I looked at him for a moment or two, thinking, can I trust him or not. However, it was too much for me to hold in. Once I started, I couldn't stop, telling him about my IR addiction, inability to satisfy Deborah, thinking about my wife and daughter getting fucked by blacks, how hard I cum when I think about it. Going on for a few minutes nonstop it suddenly occured to me, his expression only changed from non expressive to a kind of wry smile. When I finally concluded he lit up a smoke and looked at me.
"Fuck Marvin, you think your the only one?" Smiling broadly.
"What do you mean." Seriously curious.
Leaning over, speaking softly, "Your not the only one."
Pausing, looking into his eyes, "OK, what do you mean by that."
"There's four of us here in the company like you."
"What do you mean like me."
"You've seen my wife haven't you..hmmm?"
"Well yea, seen her a couple of times at get togethers."
"Think she's good looking?"
Not exactly sure where this is going, "Yea, she's about as good as it gets."
"I agree." He paused, "You want to know how she gets even better looking?"
"Shit, I can't imagine." Still not knowing where this is going. After a couple puffs on his smoke, he stared at me.
"When I'm watching her taking 10 inches of nigger cock up her cunt."
I was...beyond shocked, staring at him with my mouth agape.
"Yea, there are four of us here at the company, we get together 2 maybe three times a month." Pausing as he took a couple more puffs. "We get together, watch our wives getting satisfied while we drink good booze, beat off and cum hard."
All I could do was put out my hand for a cigarette.
"Oh yea, nothing is fucking hotter." As he lit my cigarette.
"You know Frank?"
I nodded back, reaching down to adjust my fucking hard cock.
"Yea, he's raising a black k** now. So, the question is, do you think you'd like to be the fifth member? I mean, just think, you've seen my wife, and you've seen Franks, Mikes and Steves wives."
Handing over a card with an address. "So how would you like to be couple number 5, I'll let you in,we can work on Deborah later, but, show up at 5 and you'll be able to experience not video shit, but live action, in your face, good looking white wives getting fucked senseless, beating your cock off to the sight of these black studs cumming deep in them."
Staring at the card, I was dumbfounded.....could this be the solution?
"I'll be there John." I responded.
Standing up, he held out his hand, I grasped it. "Fuck, welcome to the Black Cock Cuck Club."
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